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HE'S HEEEERE LAD IS HERE

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2.2.23

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Got a hobonichi for Christmas here are the first five days of the year! Featuring gouache and marker and misremembered lyrics from Sunday in the Park with George 🌀😵‍💫💗🍒

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more......of them

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S*x is nice but do you have a lover protecting your blindspot:

Check out my fan art "Fighting Together"

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Subtle as a sledgehammer that just as Yor starts considering whether she could stop working as the Thorn Princess, she happens upon Olka, who wants to leave everything behind and live a peaceful life.

Olka has the means to run away and someone who actually cares enough for her to help her do that, despite having an entire mob and multiple assassins after her.

However, Yor is too valuable to Shopkeeper for him to just allow her to retire, and he'll sic all of Garden on her if she tries to leave without his permission.

For now, she might reach the conclusion that she doesn't have the luxury of leaving, of choosing a peaceful life, because she might see herself as alone in that fight. She knows Yuri cares for her, and when time comes she'll realize Loid does too, but it'll take a long time for her to realize they both have the means to help her escape, should she ask. Hell, even Anya would be willing to offer her powers to Yor's assistance - even though I doubt Yor would be fine with that, but you know what I mean.

I don't know, I just feel sad by the thought that Yor might feel trapped in that job without knowing. She might feel she does good by killing bad people, but Shopkeeper is an incredibly toxic presence for her to be around, if his attempt to fucking decapitate her as a "test" of her abilities is anything to go by. I wonder if she'll grasp onto the idea of vigilante justice to justify to herself staying in this job, because I doubt she'll be immediately able to recognize the abusive situation she is in.

She deserves so much better, and I fear it'll take her a long time to understand not only that but the fact that it's something she can actually achieve.

No wonder she holds other people's view of her in such high regard. If from her teenage years already her life was divided between taking care of her brother and working under an abusive assassin director, with no inbetweens, it's natural her view of herself would be skewed. Even though she's powerful, she's still a victim of abuse. And she seems to have been working for so long in an environment that doesn't allow her to see any alternatives.

And I just realize how much things could change for her post-identity reveals. Her time in the Forger family already helps build up her confidence, and I think that, once she finds out that she has two men in her life who love her and have a lot of pull to help her flee, it might help her realize the gravity of her situation... and at the same time, realize she has a way out. After all, a typical way abusers and gaslighters work is by making their victim think they're all alone, that no-one values them as much as they do, that they have no alternatives, that the world is cruel and if they leave they won't survive... and identity reveals may be the butterfly effect to her breaking free.

(Anime only fan here, don't spoil me for the manga)

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behold, the pomnus.

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Can you honestly tell me that this scenario has never haunted your mind at all? 😈

🎃 Happy Halloween 🎃

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HELLO SXF FANDOM i've made a Which Spy x Family Character Are You? quiz!!!! the only spoilers to keep in mind is that it features a character that isn't coming out in season 2 (and another character that's going to feature this week as of writing this), but other than that, there are no story spoilers!!!

please reblog this and tag who you get, I love seeing data/statistics and love love love seeing what people get in personality tests. sorry if the quiz is not that great since it's my first time making one, but I hope you enjoy taking it!

a heads up: it has 20 questions (+ 1 comment box section) which are a bit lengthy and long. take your time in taking this silly quiz!

if you're knowledgeable in the series you miiiight be able to rig the questions a little (as well as if you know a thing or two about enneagram)

[click this sentence if you're unable to access from the main post]

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Thinking about the similarities between these two scenes… Twilight pushes himself to the brink of exhaustion yet holds it together so no one can clock his weaknesses. He needs to be at the top of his game, because he’s known as Westalis’ greatest spy to everyone in Wise. Handler sees him as a workhorse, Nightfall sees him as infallible, and even Frankie is fooled by his exterior.

But Anya and Yor offer Twilight relief. They offer to take on his burden, they try their best to make his life easier in many ways. They acknowledge his hard work and sacrifice (though Anya is not as verbal about it) in a way that is sympathetic to his struggle, not expectant of his success. Twilight is allowed to be Loid, a regular guy, when he is with his “family”. And that sense of normalcy is so foreign that he is fully incapable of handling it with the same grace as his other missions.

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In the spirit of encouraging people to comment on fanfics while also making it easier to do so, I feel obliged to share a browser extension for ao3 that has quite literally revolutionized the comment game for me.

I present to you: the floating ao3 comment box!

From what I've seen, a big problem for many people is that once you reach the comments at the bottom of a fic, your memory of it miraculously disappears. Anything you wanted to say is stuck ten paragraphs ago, and you barely remember what you thought while reading. This fixes that!

I'll give a little explanation on the features and how it works, but if you want to skip all that, here's the link.

The extension is visible as a small blue box in the upper left corner.

(Side note: The green colouring is not from the extension, that's me.)

If you click on it, you open a comment box window at the bottom of your screen but not at the bottom of the fic. I opened my own fic for demonstrative purposes.

The website also gives explanations on how exactly it functions, but I'll summarize regardless.

insert selection -> if you highlight a sentence in the fic it will be added in italics to the comment box

add to comment box -> once you're done writing your comment, you click this button and the entire thing will automatically copied to the ao3 comment box

delete -> self explanatory

on mulitchapter fics, you will be given the option to either add the comment to just the current chapter or the entire fic

The best part? You can simply close the window the same way you opened it and your progress will automatically be saved. So you can open it, comment on a paragraph, and then close it and keep reading without having the box in your face.

Comments are what keep writers going, and as both a writer and a reader, I think it's such an easy way of showing support and enthusiasm.

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nothing encapsulates the feeling of persecution and believing that everybody is out to get you, ONLY for you to soon realize there is someone out there who thinks otherwise.

The shock on Loid's face, with the nice touch of the blush below his eyes, the sheer realization that this woman who you don't even know that well tells you that she loves you and appreciates you and is able to trust you with her worries... this is one of many scenes in the series that makes me LOVE the story and characters so much. I cannot describe how painful or emotional I've felt going through this for the first time reading this in the manga.

No words can describe how much this scene ruined me in the manga the first time I read it, and it hasn't changed today. I keep going back to this scene and replaying it because it sums up the themes about doubt and hiding yourself so well.

The fact that Yor sincerely is grateful for Loid's words, while she didn't even know Loid is the same person who interrogated her and wanted to expose her for the bad person she is that she's secretly working against him and this is all a ploy for him to reveal himself as a spy. Only for him to find out that she is harmless and innocent and true to her word and manners.

For her to put so much trust and gratitude and being thankful for Loid comforting her. And the fact that SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW THAT HE TRIED TO SCARE HER INTO EXPOSING HERSELF!!!!! I sound like a broken record but I cannot stress how much it makes me sick in the head.

And Loid is so genuinely taken aback with the way she replied happily. Doubt starts to grow in his mind, and guilt is slowly seeping into his heart. How can he fully accept her thanks when earlier, he was deadset in believing that she had malicious intentions? How can he fully accept her gratitude when she doesn't know that he's the same person who gave her those doubts? He realizes that he's hurt her character and the guilt stings deep as he realizes that there is nothing bad about Yor and he should feel incredibly dumb and pathetic and guilty for even considering it at the first place.

I think this early on is when the feelings Loid has for her is starting to grow bit by bit. And there is nothing he can do about it. Nowhere to run. This woman is going to be the end of him and there is nothing, nothing he can do about it at all. Shes going to make him evaluate every single thing he's ever known about himself.

It hurts. It hurts so bad. I can just talk so much about this scene.

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there are no miracles in this house .

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Hey Mr policemen 👮💐

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More yuri stuff I've drawb

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I'm moving to spy x family again!!

Surprise!! It's because of Yuri (unfortunately)

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