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The Bookworm and her Fluffy Pillow

Commission.

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morgott's life is nothing but unending suffering

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taming two ornery, full-grown omens is by no means easy, but it's not impossible - especially if you get creative

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Are all of you comfy in the dungeon?

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reanimator? i barely know her!!!

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posters for the saw blood drives, 2004-2017

the saw blood drive began in 2004 as a marketing tool for the first film, but after receiving a significant amount of donations, the crew decided to continue the tradition of giving a pint of blood in exchange for a free ticket to see the new film. lionsgate partnered with the american red cross to help save an estimated 360,000 lives; as of the saw vi campaign in 2009, 120,000 pints of blood have been donated.

in 2017 with the release of jigsaw, the campaign decided to focus on the restrictive nature of blood donation rules for LGBT+ individuals and featured many LGBT+ models as the “saw nurses” of the new campaign. the jigsaw “all types welcome” blood drive encouraged fans of any gender or sexuality to donate blood and fought back against discriminatory practices by the FDA.

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Goliath/Elisa Gargoyles smut that was done as a part of a Patron Adult Request Livestream for November! Exclusively posted to Patreon only. To see the full, uncensored view consider becoming a patron!

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Commission for @maverick-werewolf 📖🐺🧡 Thank you so much for the support !

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How To Use Your Werewolf

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描き直し：2017年

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thinking about monstrosities and tenderness

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Took some time out yesterday to draw the rest of the pose (before it was just the faces) and put clothes on them (it would be a very different picture without!). 

I had to draw a bunch of kissing poses for a client recently (I know, twist my rubber arm, right) and I’ve decided that an ‘almost kiss’ is better than the actual kiss. 

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October 2020 sketches aka ‘fancy birdman month’ 

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i genuinely don’t get cishet monsterfuckers. for context, in the wake of shape of water i participated in this loving-the-monstrous type discussion event slash publishing party wherein i debuted a short story about a woman who “befriends” a cave monster—but that isnt the point. the point is i had to hear straight women talk for hours about how the appeal of monsters is some kind of weird “taming the beast” fantasy—loving a monster until it loves you back, sounding like every bad beauty and the beast take ever.

And there’s my queer ass being like literally none of you get it. this isn’t about power, this is about love and alienation and acceptance. you dumbasses, I’m the monster. this isn’t a metaphor for your shitty boyfriend, this is a metaphor for my own alienation from a society that tells me a the way i am and the way I love are grotesque. this is a fantasy of love free of judgement, separate from societal standards that I’ll never live up to anyway. that ghoul doesn’t care if I’m fat, they think it’s hot that I eat well. that immortal fae creature doesn’t care if the gender on my birth certificate matches the one I use now, they barely have a concept of gender in the first place. that tentacle monster doesn’t care if I shave, they don’t have eyes

monsterfucking is queer culture, everyone else go home