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random topic for no reason whatsoever but to also signify that I am still very much alive

analogue horror videos are interesting. I don't know how some of these people have the creative drive to come up with these ideas that are so out there. a lot of them are just fascinating like

never in my life would I think things like, lets say, The Backrooms would have lore built up to where it is now. and there's many interpretations of it now EVEN indie games

like, it was just an image of some empty, with plain yellow wallpaper, red carpet floor, and that was it. possibly a creepypasta, now that I think about it, but it was just an image

and someone used it for a concept that it became much more like HOW

just wanting to go on this tangent because I am currently watching Oakburn Opus, another anologue horror, and it is crazy how people can come up with insane stories for these

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Within the Script...

Twitter: https://x.com/_LVY7_/status/1923034709090562070

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things that I did not expect to experience in my entire life while in Chicago until today

dust storm

just

it just appeared

out of nowhere

I do not know what else to say other than it felt like I was being pelted by individual grains of sand every few minutes

it was very minor!

nothing extreme

but uh still something I didn't expect to happen... IN CHICAGO OF ALL PLACES

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the past couple of days have been kicking my ass mentally when it comes to just dealing with work

this goober I watch manages to just make me forget my stress by just existing

those few years ago of getting into vtubers is possibly the best accident to happen otherwise I would not have been a fan of Shiori to this day or any vtuber I discover randomly

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before I pass out because I have been up for too long and already see them watching me beyond the veil of the unknown

watched gameplay of Borderlands 4 and I am actually SO EXCITED for the game now!

the gameplay aspect I know would be solid. but the first trailer they showed revealing the game when they showed off the new Vault Hunters, 4 of the characters you can play as, they looked

very generic. like NPCs

considering the previous games where each Vault Hunter looked distinct from one another and you can infer what they are about by just looking at them because of their design

plus, they look cool as hell. players want to look cool as hell!

color me surprised when the new gameplay overview showed off the 4 new Vault Hunters and they actually tweaked their designs where they actually look distinct, standing out instead of being generic NPCs

now I don't gotta worry about that anymore because, maybe, I am assuming, the first reveal of the 4 new VHs were possibly the first concept. maybe a previous build of thd game that had those designs at the time. idk. I am merely guessing

whatever the case may be, I am now happy that they look cool now and can't wait for the game in september! ;u;

okay I sleep now

I am tired

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Shiorin~

Shiori doodle uwu

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Shiori Pinup by GreatoDoggo

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in other news which is not news at all

I would die for this woman because she is amazing, cool, funny, cute

I swear I am normal :)

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man I'd be buying some hololive merch but I am afraid I can't do that at the moment because PRESIDENT ORANGE FUCKFACE MCGEE DECIDED TO GO APESHIT OVER CHINA LIKE A DAMN CHILD AND NOW MAKES EVERYTHING TRIPLE EXPENSIVE

okay that's the end of my rant

I go hide in the eternal darkness once more

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it is today o' clock that I discovered that those mad lads at Bethesda just decided to release the Oblivion Remaster moments ago

like

I heard rumors about it but

BRO

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got 2 of the 3 figures delivered today .w.

waiting for the last one which won't get delivered until early next month

pretty good deal on all of them together

thank you ebay for being reliable uwu

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BEAT RE2 REMAKE

I have NO IDEA what was going on when I was doing Claire's playthrough

ammo was very low and I didn't have the right gunpowders to combine for certain ammo

I didn't even find the magnum equivalent for Claire like in Leon's playthrough

it was a tad rough

to be fair

I was using ammo a ton since I basically knew how to get through the entire game. it was basically the same thing as it was in Leon's playthrough just the final Birkin fight is on a descending train platform

so I was getting through the game okay with no troubles. but it also meant I was using a good bit of ammo

but finding specific ammo for a gun was just hard to come by. you get a starting revolver that has 3 shots in it. uses 9mm ammo but you don't find that ammo first. they then give you another revolver that uses different ammo, 45. ACP, and that's the one that is a bit more prevalent throughout the game. the other one can only be found in certain areas or made with gunpowder and the regular gunpowder are also scarce through her playthrough

it was

somethin else

I really thought I was gonna be screwed with ammo. possibly the worst way to play Claire's POV but I made it work somehow!

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I'mma gonna die .w.

note to self: don't have stuffed crust parmesan pizza after having some stuffed cheesy bread

I now remember why I didn't the first time I tried that specific pizza

worst I had thd bread before it

I am not going to have a great time later ;;

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my new icon, that I did myself (wanted to do this for a long time), isn't random!

technically it is

long ago I made this fantroll with THAT specific symbol. supposed to be for her but she is scrapped to the aether

but for some reason, years later, that symbol, specifically, called to me

obviously there's many "eye" like symbols out there but this one I made myself and I liked it

also, you have no idea how difficult it was to try and replicate the symbol for my icon look like it is being scratched away .w.

I originally had it where the sclera, iris, and pupils are colored in but looked at it and did not like it. especially I was still wanting to do the scratching/deteriorating look to it. so I went with simple

there's the lore of how this came to be