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Great and now there's this. Theres truly no room for an ounce of complacency this is a direct attack on queer creatives.

Here's a link to the whole thread for more context

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Shiori~in

Daily Art 7!

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I was today years old I just discovered they made the twitter AI into a 3D anime woman

the fuckin thing is named Grok

lo and behold I thought it was named after a football player

that was... somewhat wrong. football player's name is Gronkowski

close enough

SO WHY THE HELL IS IT NAMED GROK?????

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we as humans have failed as a society

just being melodramatic

occasionally I would see any new game trailers/announcements that catches my eye

one of them certainly did

honestly can't unsee it because of how ridiculous one part was in the trailer

so Fate Trigger. they got an announcement trailer. thought it was something akin to like Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, or Zenless Zone Zero (apparently not. also, apparently not by the same game company. in which I also found out that Wuthering Waves is also not made by the Hoyo company. shocking. I am not just saying they all look alike... even though they all do in art style... but I am saying they do look alike)

anyway so Fate Trigger is similar in art style like those but it's a hero shooter (already a big no) and it looks like a battle royal game like Fortnite (also a huge no) since it is a third-person shooter but able to go into first-peraon when aiming (sometimes... like Fortnite)

but there was one scene. ONE SCENE in that trailer where the player stayed in first-person, jumped off of a roof or ledge, looking down, and all you see IS LITERAL BOOBS BLOCKING THE BOTTOM HALF OF YOUR SCREEN

I legit laughed so hard because I thought that there was no fucking way that is a real thing. but it is. it is a real thing

I'm gonna real here. I like boobs as much as the next guy to an extent but not something like that when, realistically, I'd rather NOT play a female character if that is something obstructing part of my vision. especially in a game genre like shooters where you need full information of what's on your screen to react to therefore turn to shoot at a certain direction

I get what they are going for. I AM VERY MUCH WELL AWARE OF THE MARKET FOR THESE KINDS OF GAMES but holy shit that was so fucking funny to just suddenly see. the fact they showed that off in the trailer is wild but I guess people would get turned away by the vibe the game was giving off. battle royale/hero shooter would most likely turn everyone away especially since there is ONE GAME that is doing well in both of those aspects. Apex Legends. though even then I think that game is struggling or is on a sliding scale from going bad to good

so it seems there way to entice players to be interested was literally "Hey, I know this game looks like a hero shooter and a battle royale. I get it! Ya'll are sick of that. But we got BOOBS! WE GOT BIG HONKERS! Eh? Eh? That's pretty sick, right? You can look down and you get to look at breasts! Wow!"

anyway

so that was my reaction a couple minutes ago. that gave me a good laugh. jfc

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pros and cons of being on hiatus

pros is staying off tumblr for a good while (just a lot of depressing stuff gets circulated and just... I got lot going on for me to have something else in the back of my mind)

though that has been replaced with twitter which is a lot worse if I don't see the ugly side of that site

my timeline is literally vtuber related stuff whether it being fanart or clips and occasionally I get hit with a thread of "x accused of this" "the sudden disaster of y" "google doc of z for *insert very horrible situation or whatever involving them*"

so, you know, basically pick my poison. mild poison or the spicy poison lol

cons of being on hiatus is I start brainstorming a lot of ideas for stories and also coming up new characters which, of course, I need more of! and even brainstorming a whole story for them as well

I got a problem ;u;

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The Archiver | PITESPEAR

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I am glad this smile manages to make me forget any shitty day or stress I go through

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♥️😭🙏 | 슈비/シュヴィ | 7서코 CA_35,36

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once in a while I see vids of people going down water slides and it's usually ones that are through long tubes

every time I see them I get anxiety and claustrophobia

like

jesus fucking christ you are going through a tube that is occasional darkness going through it that would spike my panic response

to the person that came up with the concept of those things long, long ago: you are evil

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Shiorin~ | RobotCat

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I know I am supposed to be on hiatus and this has been nothing but Lies Of P posting but

I PROMISE THIS IS LAST ONE

MAYBE NOT

one thing I will have to say

during my NG run where I went through the DLC, there are a few times I rematched the previous bosses (btw, literally such a nice feature that I didn't know I need)

only a few of them (not touching Archbishop, Laxasia, and BRB. because I value my sanity) and one of them is Fuoco

currently in my new playthrough and going against that boss again with basic items and weapons, I swear that his AI is weird for me

never did it ever do the unblockable charge attack when I am literally at its face nor did it ever so the gun mode on its 2nd phase when I am also, again, at its face when I first fought it

Fuoco was a problem for me when I first played the game but that was also mainly because it was my first time. that and I didn't utilize the parry mechanic fully until later in the game when I realized "oh shit. yeah, no, parrying AND dodging are essential in a way"

idk. Fuoco, for me, its AI is odd every time now. behaves very oddly and not how I expect it to like the first time I faced him. don't know if they reworked the AI in some way. or maybe my version is cursed ovo

anyway back into my hidey hole!

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more Lie Of P rambling because I can

after going through the entire DLC, I can say, without a doubt, my favorite weapon is the gunblade called Pale Knight

and having the shotgun legion arm to accompany it made it just SO FUCKING COOL to just use in tandem with it

of all the weapons, the gunblade is by far the coolest one they created

one of its moves where if you do any heavy attack, whether regular or charged heavy attack, it will thrust forward and fire the gun as you do and pushes you back due to the power of it, but if you do the heavy attack again, you POINT IT BACKWARDS, SHOOTING IT TO ALLOW THE RECOIL TO PROPEL YOU FORWARD TO DO A SLASH ATTACK

like

if that isn't some of the coolest shit ever then I don't know what is. anime levels of a cool moveset that made me fall in love with the weapon

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me: man, now that I finally finished Lies Of P, I can now go and do other stuff like draw!

also me: *literally started up a brand new playthrough

I have a problem but I do not know if it's the good or bad kind ;o;

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I have finally finished the Lies Of P DLC and my opinions for the game and the DLC still stands

I love this game to the highest peaks of the mountains

also, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THEY MADE ARLECHINNO SUCH A GOOD EVIL CHARACTER

literally on the levels of the Joker which is possibly why it is a villain you love to hate. but goddamn

whoever the voice actor of him did such a great job of portraying this deranged killer and the sound design behind his voice where it becomes distorted adds to that

I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH

HAVE I SAID THAT ENOUGH TIMES??????

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

THE DLC IS SO FREAKIN' GOOD

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