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I was today years old I just discovered they made the twitter AI into a 3D anime woman

the fuckin thing is named Grok

lo and behold I thought it was named after a football player

that was... somewhat wrong. football player's name is Gronkowski

close enough

SO WHY THE HELL IS IT NAMED GROK?????

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we as humans have failed as a society

just being melodramatic

occasionally I would see any new game trailers/announcements that catches my eye

one of them certainly did

honestly can't unsee it because of how ridiculous one part was in the trailer

so Fate Trigger. they got an announcement trailer. thought it was something akin to like Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, or Zenless Zone Zero (apparently not. also, apparently not by the same game company. in which I also found out that Wuthering Waves is also not made by the Hoyo company. shocking. I am not just saying they all look alike... even though they all do in art style... but I am saying they do look alike)

anyway so Fate Trigger is similar in art style like those but it's a hero shooter (already a big no) and it looks like a battle royal game like Fortnite (also a huge no) since it is a third-person shooter but able to go into first-peraon when aiming (sometimes... like Fortnite)

but there was one scene. ONE SCENE in that trailer where the player stayed in first-person, jumped off of a roof or ledge, looking down, and all you see IS LITERAL BOOBS BLOCKING THE BOTTOM HALF OF YOUR SCREEN

I legit laughed so hard because I thought that there was no fucking way that is a real thing. but it is. it is a real thing

I'm gonna real here. I like boobs as much as the next guy to an extent but not something like that when, realistically, I'd rather NOT play a female character if that is something obstructing part of my vision. especially in a game genre like shooters where you need full information of what's on your screen to react to therefore turn to shoot at a certain direction

I get what they are going for. I AM VERY MUCH WELL AWARE OF THE MARKET FOR THESE KINDS OF GAMES but holy shit that was so fucking funny to just suddenly see. the fact they showed that off in the trailer is wild but I guess people would get turned away by the vibe the game was giving off. battle royale/hero shooter would most likely turn everyone away especially since there is ONE GAME that is doing well in both of those aspects. Apex Legends. though even then I think that game is struggling or is on a sliding scale from going bad to good

so it seems there way to entice players to be interested was literally "Hey, I know this game looks like a hero shooter and a battle royale. I get it! Ya'll are sick of that. But we got BOOBS! WE GOT BIG HONKERS! Eh? Eh? That's pretty sick, right? You can look down and you get to look at breasts! Wow!"

anyway

so that was my reaction a couple minutes ago. that gave me a good laugh. jfc

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pros and cons of being on hiatus

pros is staying off tumblr for a good while (just a lot of depressing stuff gets circulated and just... I got lot going on for me to have something else in the back of my mind)

though that has been replaced with twitter which is a lot worse if I don't see the ugly side of that site

my timeline is literally vtuber related stuff whether it being fanart or clips and occasionally I get hit with a thread of "x accused of this" "the sudden disaster of y" "google doc of z for *insert very horrible situation or whatever involving them*"

so, you know, basically pick my poison. mild poison or the spicy poison lol

cons of being on hiatus is I start brainstorming a lot of ideas for stories and also coming up new characters which, of course, I need more of! and even brainstorming a whole story for them as well

I got a problem ;u;

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The Archiver | PITESPEAR

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I am glad this smile manages to make me forget any shitty day or stress I go through

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♥️😭🙏 | 슈비/シュヴィ | 7서코 CA_35,36

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once in a while I see vids of people going down water slides and it's usually ones that are through long tubes

every time I see them I get anxiety and claustrophobia

like

jesus fucking christ you are going through a tube that is occasional darkness going through it that would spike my panic response

to the person that came up with the concept of those things long, long ago: you are evil

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Shiorin~ | RobotCat

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I know I am supposed to be on hiatus and this has been nothing but Lies Of P posting but

I PROMISE THIS IS LAST ONE

MAYBE NOT

one thing I will have to say

during my NG run where I went through the DLC, there are a few times I rematched the previous bosses (btw, literally such a nice feature that I didn't know I need)

only a few of them (not touching Archbishop, Laxasia, and BRB. because I value my sanity) and one of them is Fuoco

currently in my new playthrough and going against that boss again with basic items and weapons, I swear that his AI is weird for me

never did it ever do the unblockable charge attack when I am literally at its face nor did it ever so the gun mode on its 2nd phase when I am also, again, at its face when I first fought it

Fuoco was a problem for me when I first played the game but that was also mainly because it was my first time. that and I didn't utilize the parry mechanic fully until later in the game when I realized "oh shit. yeah, no, parrying AND dodging are essential in a way"

idk. Fuoco, for me, its AI is odd every time now. behaves very oddly and not how I expect it to like the first time I faced him. don't know if they reworked the AI in some way. or maybe my version is cursed ovo

anyway back into my hidey hole!

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more Lie Of P rambling because I can

after going through the entire DLC, I can say, without a doubt, my favorite weapon is the gunblade called Pale Knight

and having the shotgun legion arm to accompany it made it just SO FUCKING COOL to just use in tandem with it

of all the weapons, the gunblade is by far the coolest one they created

one of its moves where if you do any heavy attack, whether regular or charged heavy attack, it will thrust forward and fire the gun as you do and pushes you back due to the power of it, but if you do the heavy attack again, you POINT IT BACKWARDS, SHOOTING IT TO ALLOW THE RECOIL TO PROPEL YOU FORWARD TO DO A SLASH ATTACK

like

if that isn't some of the coolest shit ever then I don't know what is. anime levels of a cool moveset that made me fall in love with the weapon

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me: man, now that I finally finished Lies Of P, I can now go and do other stuff like draw!

also me: *literally started up a brand new playthrough

I have a problem but I do not know if it's the good or bad kind ;o;

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I have finally finished the Lies Of P DLC and my opinions for the game and the DLC still stands

I love this game to the highest peaks of the mountains

also, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THEY MADE ARLECHINNO SUCH A GOOD EVIL CHARACTER

literally on the levels of the Joker which is possibly why it is a villain you love to hate. but goddamn

whoever the voice actor of him did such a great job of portraying this deranged killer and the sound design behind his voice where it becomes distorted adds to that

I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH

HAVE I SAID THAT ENOUGH TIMES??????

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

THE DLC IS SO FREAKIN' GOOD

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OKAY

RANDOM TANGENT

nothing crazy

maybe it is crazy but this was something I just randomly thought of when I was randomly thinking of dreams. you know thost posts/tweets about dreams where it's always "Dreams have meaning! Meanwhile my dreams:" and it's always a gif of the most random, nonsensical thing ever with no rhyme or reason

and this is where I just randomly thought up of the three (maybe 2... you'll see what I mean) dreams I had when I was a kid and one of them possibly made me desensitized with blood and gore overall very early on

possibly a long read so under readmore

there are three dreams that I have remembered for such a long time and they are all very strange in their own way. going to preface this that... I have weird dreams. lots of them don't make sense AT ALL. some of them the plot changes at random and few, which have stopped occurring, were the equivalent of me being stuck in a sleep paralysis but it's me dreaming on my bed and whenever I get up, it resets me on my bed and basically I realize I'm drraming and try to wake mysef up by rolling myself on the side seeing I would do it outside of my dream to wake myself up

anyway, I have dreams. I have always had weird dreams but three, which happened back to back, are ones I still remember to this day and this was when I was still a kid. like... maybe 7? possibly 6 years old?

context: when I was little, I would sleep in my room which was across from my parent's room at the time. my dad would leave early in the morning and therefore my mom would bring me to her room to sleep next to her. these dreams are odd in how they get "triggered" because it always seem to be in the position I would sleep in

first dream, sleeping on my right side: I wake up and I see that my mom came out of the bathroom (in between from my room and my parent's room) but I notice a glimmering humanoid figure on the ceiling crawling around. it grabbed my mom and I try to reach out to go help her as she was being held up in the air but I clumsily gave in trying to go to help her as I try to get off the bed. I wake up

second "dream", sleeping facing up: another bit of context is that my mom owned a small doll. as a kid I never thought much of it back when I was little but I think this moment changed that. I'd wake up, or open my eyes, and I see the doll looking down at me as it is standing above the headboard. I would close my eyes and open them again to see that it was slowly reseting to its original position. this one, in particular, I am still unsure if it was a dream or not. I have never experienced anything paranormal in my life but I somewhat believe in it. unless I truly see it for myself, then I will be a full on believer of it but this one in particular was something else that I cannot explain

third and final dream, sleeping on my left side: I wake up, turning to see if my mom is still beside me but only to see a fridge covered in red vines. I do not know what prompted me to do this but I get out of bed and head to the bathroom which the lights are on for some reason, never took that into account back when I first dreamt this, and... again, I don't know what prompted me to do this, I turned on the bath tub faucet and it poured blood instead of water

I don't remember what else I did after but it was not a long dream and I would wake up after I am not joking that these happened back to back. I remember these perfectly. plus, when I was a kid, I possibly hurt myself a few times but I don't think I ever percieved, or understood, the concept of blood to its entirety. so the fact that dream happened possibly makes sense why blood and gore in video games or movies don't effect me that much

maybe a little bit for real life. I would mention what happened to me but I have promised to not make myself relive it by remembering it again

this is a long tangent about my dreams. I might have talked about this before but being reminded of the many crazy dreams I had is something

can go from the world ending where meteors are falling from the sky to The Purge. not really The Purge but lots of people randomly goin the opposite direction where we are driving away from while all wearing masks. or to dream yourself wandering about the neighborhood in sandals, losing them randomly as you soon realized you were walking barefoot and decide to backtrack to find them to then forgetting it all together to randomly show up at some social gathering as some kids are lighting up fireworks... to then suddenly cut to yourself facing in front of an air conditioner(?) that was changing and morphing like an AI video to now realize you are dreaming and telling yourself to wake up

these are my dreams :)

they are

absolute insanity and nonsensical as I have stated

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I am so happy to have tried out Lies Of P when it came out

the DLC has been phenominal so far!

might be thinking on doing a NG++ once I finish the DLC and finish the game entirely (I have the final boss and the final final boss left in the base game... but I wanted to play the DLC before going back to them). I want to try out all the new weapons on the base game because I know that it will feel like a whole new experience

also, out of the current weapons I have acquired so far, the Wolverine-like claws has been my FAVORITE to use! a unique weapon instead of the ones where you can mix and match the handle and blade part. a crit weapon as well and it dishes out a LOT of critical hits so often

another is a pin-wheel weapon. has 2 spinning blades and will start spinning when you move around a lot and when you hit an enemy with it when the blades are spinning rapidly, it does MULTIPLE HITS. AND BOY IT CHUNKS AWAY HEALTH. biggest con for the weapon is that is uses so much stamina for a single swing but it is one of the weapons that can be mix and match

I cannot understate it this much, but this also me being SUPER BIASED, to try Lies Of P

I have never been more passionate over a game besides the Halo franchise and yet this game has me in its grasp but in a good way because it is SO DAMN FUN

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NEVER GIVE UP