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Hate that I'm writing something so deeply embedded into the world of REDACTED that I'll never be able to post it anywhere that'll have it be appreciated the way I wish it could be, because I know I'll be putting a lot of my heart into it.

Like I wish I could write it as it needs to be written and then somehow file off the serial numbers but I just don't think that's possible 😞

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Took that from xitter but basically:

Post canon itafushi, 2nd person POV. Domestic fluff.

Maybe if I want to be an asshole it's ✨all a dream✨

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I hate (?) myself because the h!Sukuna fic is veeeeeeery likely to be some kind of nontraditional omegaverse as well and I'm just 🫣 the convoluted mechanics I need to workshop for what's supposed to be a fucknasty story 😭

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OK but what if h!Sukuna × Toji is also ABO 🤔

My TikTok fyp is joking about ABO and also Sukuna's womb and my brain keeps going "hear me out"

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Alternately, I could just have Toji×Junpei's mom

I feel like it would be more of a one night stand or smth but it would be funny to me personally if Megumi and Junpei were stepbrothers. Junpei has big "raised by a single mom" vibes so it's super possible but I also feel like Ms Yoshino is more likely to have a boyfriend she sees on the weekends vs marriage

She's hot tho and I'm all about seeing Toji get his freak on ngl

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Still need write that fic I've been sitting on for like 8 years about Sakura realizing that she's bi and was in love with Ino but like either in the eve of her wedding to Sasuke or Ino's wedding to Sai because that's just hashtag #relatable for me

It also involves Sasuke being sympathetic because he's also had his bisexuality revealed at a really inconvenient time (Naruto marrying Hinata)

The only way I can SasuSaku is if they're in a bi4bi relationship and coping with the fact that they cannot be with their straight blue eyed blond bestie lmao

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Need to give 2nd Mommyguro a name so I can keep imagining her and her aromantic "married w benefits" cohabitation with Toji lmao

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Have a bunny now bc of lewd Toji art 🫣 even though nothing about this is very conducive to like true romance but tbh it's just my aroness peeking thru

Tempted to make a reader insert even if that's absolutely not my thing (I just want to explore it bc it's so popular) or just make a proper, like, transmigrated OC that's Tsumiki's mom but also like an absolutely irresponsible adult/someone who would probably get along swimmingly with Junpei's mom

I have this whole idea of who Tsumiki's mom is and ngl the more I think about her the more I love her, this version of her where she doesn't run out on her kids but is still an incredibly flawed human

Why am I always falling in love with characters that don't exist outside of my head 😭 annoyed bc it's easier to do character sketches w actual drawings vs w writing

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L/ore Oly.mpu/s

Like I literally hate this comic so so so fucking bad but I love psychologically fucked shit so what if I instead write he.ra×kr/onos with my side lil headcanons like

He-ra is a "fertility go/ddess" (🙄)

Me.tis has a much reduced role/isn't a "fertility go/ddess" (🙄)

Dem, Hes, & He.ra have different Tita/nes mothers

Stone weird psychosexual shit happens b/t H_ra and Kr/nos (undercover rel at the [request?] of Z3vs that becomes smth mutual, albeit toxic & f'd up. Not abusive, just fucked up)

I don't even want Rh#a to be "fertility go/ddess" (🙄) ngl

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Heian era Tengen × Ryomen Sukuna but it's nasty af

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let me run a bath for you. let us sit in the warm water while i rub your shoulders. ill wash your back and your arms and your hands and your chest and your legs and your face and i will kiss your forehead and whisper that you are loved. you are so loved. when we hug our wet skin will stick together awkwardly but that wont matter because its us. lastly i will wash your hair. i will make sure my fingers are gentle. you dont deserve the hurt that youve endured. you are so strong. i am so proud of you. i love you.

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@mmonstra is my main blog. im 30+, parent, married, trans, neurodivergent, mexican/american.

tagging fic ideas with #[fandom] bunny

active bunnies for: mha (kinda) and mtg (@nogatestowatch)

thinking about: purging hp out of my system konmari-style but idk if I'll ever post any of that. Def not posting about it here.

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I saw a TikTok showing Yuji and Geto parallels and now I just want to see 👀 smth where they're actually interacting with each other instead of Kenny