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being mad at people dog-earing or highlighting or writing in their books that they own is so cringe to me. idk maybe spend more time actually reading instead of this weird object fetishism and youll get over it lol.
#97#if my book gets published and any of yall buy it do NOT keep that thing pristine.#the greatest success i could achieve would be seeing a book i wrote so well-loved its falling apart. i think id die happy.
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had a good time at the lake today :) its been so long since ive gone swimming!!
#97#friends going back out & headed to the club tonight AND they got cheap mdma..#but thats not wise (already rolled a few weeks ago + not been sleeping recently)#so i decided to be a grown up and go home sighhh
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Radiating trans joy by the big construction vehicle at the beach.
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kinda wish people would stop talking about did as an inherently covert disorder cause like i am aware overt systems are rarer but yknow we do exist. i first became consciously aware of my did symptoms around age 13-14 and they were VERY overt and disruptive and they did lead to further abuse. in fact my symptoms being super visible is why i got kicked out of school and put in an abusive psych ward and it was a big part of my life starting to unravel. ik its a common response to people thinking did must be a sort of dramatic and frightening disorder to go "actually, did is SUPPOSED to conceal that you have the disorder and you cant tell that theres different alters!" but like you could make the point that thats most often the case (at least to some degree) without basically stating that its an intrinsic part of did. especially since one of the most common arguments made by singlets to fakeclaim systems is "well people with did cant tell they have it and the alters dont appear different so if you publicly claim to have did you must be faking", feel like we dont need to reinforce the idea that did is inherently invisible to an outside observer and overt systems are all malingerers yknow.
#97#in fact theres a number of things people claim are misconceptions about did that are just.. slightly uncommon.#like when a system openly discusses their experiences on social media in video format and different alters appear w different styles#its kinda weird to go 'umm we dont just change clothes whenever we switch!' like ofc we dont just pop out w different clothes but like.#in my case for example unless i was switching in public in front of other people#which as much as possible SUPER SUPER SUPER AVOID bc we do NOT want people seeing that holy shit!!! extremely traumatic lol#but yeah if someone switched in while were like chilling at home alone yeah theyre likely to change clothes if they dont like what i got on#if you woke up one day wearing an outfit thats COMPLETELY not your taste you might do that. its not that shocking.#so when it comes to people who are like. filming themselves as a planned thing for a video why wouldnt they do that.#if you control how you present yourself obvs youre gonna do that right like...... huh.#tbqh dealing w issues of alters drastically altering my appearance or buying clothes i would never wear etc has been happening for ages#or like portraying noticeable voice changes between alters as a sign that someone is 'acting'..... huh.#theres def alters who naturally speak in a different voice from others.....#and i do have like a couple alters who purposefully affect a different voice either through pitch or manner of speaking#thats kinda just. a thing people do.#rez hates my natural tone of voice and purposefully speaks in a much much deeper register. thats just dysphoria.#caravage purposefully slows down his speech to stutter less often and speak more eloquently. thats just an expression of his personality.#not that wild rly idk.
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was thinking yesterday that when im watching a mystery show or movie i never try to solve the mystery myself i just go along w it until the reveal.. thought maybe mystery fans who try to solve it have more fun so i watched s2 of the afterparty taking thorough notes the entire time like detailing the whole timeline as it was unveiled and noting theories, motives etc. well i was nowhere even close to solving it but tbh it was exhausting and not rly fun im not doing all that again.. ill just be watching as usual now lol
#97#interesting to try out but ultimately felt like doing homework and being bad at it#i mean i did correctly identify every red herring early on but i feel like thats not particularly hard to do if youre familiar w writing#ultimately not sure if this was even written to be very solvable by the audience?#idk maybe im underestimating how hard other mysteries are to solve bc i dont usually try in the first place#but it was very much 'every person there had opportunity means and motive and you dont have the info to narrow it down until very late'#s1 had a p specific window of time when someone couldve done it and i feel like one couldve solved it w some effort#s2 i would genuinely be quite impressed if someone figured it out but maybe im just stupid!
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i do get it cause i too was 21 once but lets be real if you are in your early 20s and you are messing around w middle aged men there IS a power imbalance and you ARE too immature to see it. i too thought when i was in my early 20s that i was grown now and i didnt need to think too hard abt who i was entertaining in my life bc i thought it was a more or less level playing field. but tbqh i just turned 28 and i would not feel comfortable messing about w some like, 20yo or whatever bc we are NOT in the same place in life! you dont see it but we do and that man who could be your father sees it too and thats why hes interested in you! you are not that different from an 18yo hes after for being barely legal, but you think those couple years since you were a teenager have made you wise? that IM GROWN IM GROWN I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT shit just shows how immature you are bc you are still a kid trying to look like an adult. you will get messed about by those men same as a teen a couple years younger than you might, because you are far far FAR closer in maturity and experience to that teen than you are to that man twice your age. nobody can literally stop you from fucking around but scoffing and rolling your eyes at people warning you will not stop you from finding out.
#97#im not trying to be mean btw but like.#at one point if youre advising other v young people to keep fucking old men bc they should just be able to handle iy if theyre mature etc#it is fucked!!#and when someone older is telling you 'hey thats a risk youre taking:#all the posturing and condescension and rudeness you can put on will not make it less true.#i know you dont wanna feel like a kid anymore but you will always be immature to some people.#if those are also the people youre trying to fuck you should be on guard.#trust that if people under 30 who are still p close to your age would find it lowkey weird to fuck you.. that old man is WEIRD.
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there is something so pathological about the specific constant paranoia of white cis women.. they ALWAYS think everything is about some horrendous vicious crime. everyone is always trying to kidnap them and traffic them and break into their houses and murder them (which are crimes exclusively done to them by Strange Men and not the much much much likelier risk of such crimes being committed by someone the victim knows). yesterday saw a tiktok about some colorful decorative doormats and here in the top comments this white woman going ummm i dont want to indicate that im a woman living alone!!!!!! like.. no im sorry there is a degree to which suspicion of men is reasonable and justified and "i cant have a yellow doormat or the Strange Men are going to Know im alone and come crazy murder me" is way past the point of reason lol
#97#and if theres ANY chance to make it racist you know immediately they will jump on that.#frankly i dont think anyone manages to get as blatantly yet apparently unknowingly racist as a white woman who#started to have this paranoid fantasy abt a man of color wanting to hurt her and decided it was definitely real#watching someone on tiktok talk abt how their houses previous tenants were opposed to them doing renovations#which like is weird and out of line but its not THAT weird right.#here come the white women 'omg theres bodies hidden!!! youre gonna find murder evidence!!!'#..you people cant do anything.
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I’m Farah, a young woman from Gaza living through unimaginable suffering. The war has brought famine, disease, soaring prices, and constant danger. We’ve been displaced multiple times, our home is damaged, and basic needs like clean water, electricity, and medical care are nearly impossible to find.
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Hello everyone I hope you are all well I am Sanaa from Gaza now here I am asking for help unfortunately after the ceasefire everyone thinks that this means that we do not need help but in reality we live in a torn environment you cannot imagine the destruction that surrounds us the place here lacks all the requirements of life in addition to the lack of any source of income my husband and I are elderly I am 55 years old and my husband is 60 and we have children my family and I are trying to collect money in order to get a shelter that can help us live as much as possible and also to get treatment, food and clothes I hope that everyone who can help will consider every help that can save or feed the complainant or provide him with shelter I thank everyone for every contribution they have made in the past and now I apologize for any inconvenience I may cause





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