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Soooo... since my brain can't stop bothering me, I started making a habit of doing push ups whenever I've having anxiety attacks. Neat huh?

This should make me buff.

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My anxieties are getting worse.

One minute I'm okay, and the next, not.

I make myself busy but it's not enough.

I need to go outside but I hate it.

I hate the outside.

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Moving on while still being in the relationship is probably one of the hardest thing I'll do this year.

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I'm breaking a piece of myself for him everyday.

I think he knows because no one knows me better than he does.

He can see the mood swings. He knows when I lie about being fine.

Yet he chooses to ignore it.

He says good night and sleeps well knowing I haven't been eating enough.

He sleeps well while my brain is running, fully awake.

He knows I'm crumbling.

But since it's for his benefit, he pretends everything is fine.

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With all the baggage my heart is carrying right now I'm surprised it can still function.

No matter how much I want it to stop, it just won't.

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2024 resolutions:

1. write more

2. get even weirder

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I bought a couple of alcohol drinks before Christmas but I haven’t been able to drink one until tonight.

I wanted to save it for when my bf and I are on vid call but he had been working a lot that he’s so tired at night that he sleeps earlier than me. I didn’t want to drink alone cause it seemed sad to do so.

But tonight I was feeling particularly lonely being that we it feels like the long distance has also been making a distance on our relationship and that I want to go out but I don’t have any friends to go out with.

So I grabbed one can and drank it while watching Yu Yu Hakusho on Netflix and I admit that I enjoyed it more than I thought I would.

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so.. I discovered a new kink of mine and it's a bit.. taboo?

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I haven't made my long distance boyfriend cum in over a month, I can't help but to edge thinking about how and who he has been playing with instead. the humiliation of knowing he doesn't need me is so intense.

Update: my desperation won't stop growing, I so desperately want him to tell me he found someone to cheat on me with. To hear him tell and show me all the naughty details, to be so turned on and embarrassed I beg him to make me cum while he tells me

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116 Questions

Have you ever slept naked?

What's your bra size, or dick length?

Where was or would you want your first time to be and why?

Have you ever shown anyone your body parts and asked advice?

Have you ever seen any of your relatives naked?

Do you prefer doing it in the dark or in the light?

What's your greatest fantasy?

Would you suck on anyone's toes?

Where do you think would be the weirdest place to have sex?

Would you have sex there?

What and who turns you on?

What celebrity would you have sex with?

Whose the sexiest male you know?

Whose the sexiest female you know?

How many people would you have sex with at once?

Have you ever put on a strip show?

Have you ever seen a strip show?

Have you ever seen any of your friends naked?

Have you ever had a fantasy about a teacher?

Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

If you could be a spice what would it be?

Have you ever worn your underwear two days in a row?

Have you ever compared your body parts to someone else's while you were both naked?

Have you ever took a piss standing up or squatting in the woods?

What was the weirdest place you have ever done something with someone?

Have you parents ever caught you doing anything?

Have you ever caught them?

Would you ever have sex in the ocean?

Have you ever gotten sand up you?

Have you ever run or walked around your house nude?

What do you wear to bed?

Have you ever done anything with someone in your parents bed?

Would you ever consider rubbing hot oil or cream all over your guy or girl?

Have you ever used lubricant?

Have you ever taken off your bra or underwear on a main road?

Would you ever do anything on a Ferris wheel?

Have you ever tasted cum or female juice?

How old were you when you got your first real kiss?

Have you ever done anything with anyone in a pool, hot tub, or bath tub?

Have you ever tied up or hand cuffed anybody?

Were you a witness to someone having sex?

Would you ever have phone sex?

Would you ever do anyone in a tree?

Would you ever have sex with your best friend?

Would you have sex withsomeone you don't even know?

Do you find physical pain like spanking an element of good sex?

Do you find older women attractive?

Do you find older men attractive?

Would you rather have sex with or without a condom?

Who was the person you kissed that was the best?

What excuse would you give your parents if they caught you having sex?

What color is your pubic hair?

Does your hair color match the color of your pubic hair?

Have you ever opened your eyes while making out?

How many people have you slept with?

Have you ever had anal sex?

Where on your body is your favourite place to be touched?

When was the last time you had a dirty dream?

If you could have sex anywhere in the world, where would it be?

What’s the best sex you’ve ever had?

What’s your favourite position?

Name a sex position you’d like to try

What was your best orgasm ever?

Have you ever sent nudes of yourself?

Are you loud or quiet during sex?

Have you ever tried using food during foreplay?

Have you ever made a sex tape?

What’s the first thing that sexually attracts you to someone?

When it comes to BDSM, how far have you gone/would go?

Do you ever read erotic fiction?

What’s your favourite toy?

Have you joined the mile high club?

Would you say you’re kinky?

Do you enjoy shower sex?

Where’s the weirdest place you’ve ever masturbated?

Do you like to be spanked?

What was your most embarrassing sexual experience?

Have you ever fantasised about someone else during sex?

Have you ever cried or fallen asleep during sex?

Do you prefer eye contact or not during sex?

Do you like to kiss during sex?

Do you get tired after sex?

What’s a surefire way to turn you on?

Do you like dirty talk?

Have you had sex in a car?

Do you like sexting?

What’s the shortest and longest time it’s ever taken for you to have an orgasm?

Have you ever masturbated in front of your partner?

Have you ever been choked during sex?

Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

Have you ever worn lingerie?

Have you ever had sex outdoors?

Have you ever watched porn with someone?

Have you ever kissed multiple people in one night?

Have you ever had sex in a bathroom stall?

Have you ever tasted yourself?

Have you ever worn a butt plug?

Have you ever used a sex swing?

Have you ever had sex in a classroom or office?

Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

Have you ever been pinned down?

Have you ever had sex while drunk?

Have you ever had sex while high?

Have you ever orgasmed five times in one day?

Have you ever had morning sex?

Have you ever eaten food off of your lover’s naked body?

Have you ever used hot wax?

Have you ever worn crotchless underwear?

Have you ever had sex on the floor?

Have you ever had sex in front of a mirror?

What is your favorite porn category?

Do you like to have sex outdoors?

How long do you like foreplay to last?

Do you prefer being the dominant one or the submissive one?

Do you prefer rough or gentle sex?

Do you make noises during sex?

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I knew I have a problem when I started crushing on Sukuna more than Gojo

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Unsolicited life update: recently got engaged!

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Tumblr is a place to confess our unsaid feelings.

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srsly wanna get a tattoo that covers my entire butt