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I will never drop a pineappleogical napkin again.

I will take care of myself asthough I am a new Christian.

I am not going to allow myself to sin at all.

I will serve God in every thought I have.

And I will end this hopenote with an Amen..

Amen.

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To win him over,

I'll keep my mouth shut,

Love myself,

Be an endless geyser of kindness,

Take care of myself,

Be prolific,

Ask before enjoying a blessing,

Think normal about romance,

Be my absolute self,

Do whatever I want,

Cherish every moment,

Obey him 100% of the time,

Be happy,

Comprehend forever,

Extra- BE myself,

Live like it's a Sabbath Halloween every day and night...

Be responsive, responsible, reasonable, real, and rest with him in my heart's hope...

And ask God for every blessing I need after I try on my own, thanking God for every single thing...

<3! ^_^ I am CameronCamerin, and he is AramAaron... < 3 🌬🌟✨️❄️

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When his favorite number is 14, and your mom sends you a lamb after you tell her that Lamb means Yes in your pineappleogical language and 'his' heart is your home and 'her' goal is to make You happy forever. #Fantasies #Are #As #Sweet #as #Reality

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Ether will always be mine, .. and I might be wronggendered right now, but I still have hope that I will be his mom eventually! ... I had to force myself to get over Aaron... he doesn't love me unless I have money or unless I am exactly as happy as he wants me to be and when he's in the mood for me... I'm going to wait for someone who cares about me 100% of the time, not just 10% of the time. I miss him, but I have to move on and accept the reality that if he loved me, he would show it. ...

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Now I have a job as a landscaper, I am happy about who and what I am, a charityous, smart, kind, loving, creative, compassionate, powerful, wise, helpful, tenacious daughter of God, and I have friends like Travis, Kaitlyn, Birdie, Talyn, Jordan, Christal, Alyson, Dmitriy, Brandon, Gena, and so many more... My family loves and cares about me, and maybe Aaron does too secretly, but I'll just have to find out. :) Happy Monday!! I'm going to call my dad and go to bed. <3 -Cammi

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Jesus wants us all to live how we all love most!

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The day and the night dance like husband and wife, the oceans tide rises and lowers, the waves come up to shore and go back inside, hell's bells rattle and dinner-bell too, the sunshine is bliss in the towns where it rains, and rain is a gift to the towns where the sun shines, death feels like mercy to one who is lost, and death feels like torment to happier ones, love is whatever our souls want to feel, whether water or razors, it's all just to heal, in falsehoods there's torment, in truth there is peace and peace is the foundation of all that we need, happiness and comfort both come from good things, but comfort it comes from our God's ecstasy, the yin and the yang are no strangers to Him he also must suffer the pains that we feel yet every yin has a story of beauty and yangs are so perfect they make it all worth it.

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If my favorite possibilities were to happen, I'd be Aaron's Wise, Comforting, Fearless, Compassionate, and Wild wife, Camerin Yuna Emberpatt Moody soonday. ✨️🤍✨️

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Live simply, do good, keep thyself clean, defend orphans, visit widows, serve the worst and the best, pray always, rejoice exceedingly in the truth, endure all things, hope all things, believe all things, be wise, the fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom, do not be too wise in thine own eyes, fear not, thou shalt not kill, God will kill them with death, Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean Not to thine own understanding, Charity never faileth, if we know Christ, we will know joy... Adam fell that men might be, and men are that we might have joy, faith is true hope which is not seen, The kingdom of Heaven cometh not with observation, it is within our hearts. Overcomers meditate on the Lord's law day and night, with God, Nothing shall be impossible. Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are they who hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled, ✨️💛Love the ✨️Lord ✨️our ✨️God with all our✨️ Might ✨️Mind ✨️Strength and

✨️Soul.💛

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Confession: I smoke Marijuana when I want to.

I am a man 100% wants to be a woman.

My birthname is Cameron Richard Emery,

My desired name is Camerin Yuna Emberpatt.

I am religious.

I do not keep my religion's rules perfectly.

I Try to keep my religion's rules.

I am addicted to Cigarettes and Masturbation.

I have not been able to go more than 3 weeks without masturbating from ages 13 to 29(today)

I have not been able to go longer than 2 weeks without smoking a cigarette since I was 18.

I am dedicated to Jesus Christ but I have not gotten rid of these two addictions I have.

These 2 addictions are like thorns that will not come out of my side since they started.

I have had non-marital sex 4 times in my life, as a 29 year old Latter-day Saint of Jesus Christ.

1)One was with a 22-year-old when I was 19.

2)One was with a 25-year-old when I was 26.

3)One was with a 23?-year-old? while I am 29.

4)One was with a 31-year-old while I am 29,

And I, as mortal and prone to die as we all are, am sincere about my choice to not let myself have sex anymore until I'm married, even though I am only sexually attracted to other men...

I believe and feel that I am spiritually and mentally female.

I am okay with being the wrong gender for now, because there is so much more to life than reproduction, and I want to rest and rave through all the colors and blessings that reality has to offer....

We all have our purposes, and I believe that I have a high purpose to create beauty, spread joy, and be a catalyst of unity and good experiences...

Sometimes i'd rather sleep forever... but everything happens for a reason, and hope is more powerful than words, reason, and worry...

-Cam

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we will collide

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Cocaine thoughts:

We don't need to take care of too much and we don't have to do everything we feel like, but it's good to trust our feelings and take care.

edit: I'm not planning to do Cocaine again, but I'm always going to remember fondly the feeling of being cokie. <3

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Posting because MMMPHGH.

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My serial experiences:

3 men at different times

First was Mike, I went to his house to party, and it was lit. He did sexual stuff I liked and I cumed into his face when I was 19 and he was probably like 22. (2013)

Second was Zack. He came to my house, saged my demon-ridden porch, I got naked in the garage and he saged my body, and we went up to my bedroom and he lied down on top of me, looking into my comfort-teary eyes while he caressed my cheek. We had sex too, and it was beautiful for me, because he was so gorgeous and fun and magical... I miss Zack. (2021)

Third was who I'll call Owly... owly means daddy in pineappleogical, and he picked me up from downtown and took me to this place by my favorite maverick uptown and we had fun sexing eachother in the back of his car because when he asked me if I wanted to, it felt so good energy-wise that I was like- YA. Lol

I'm religious, so I really don't want to have sex again until I'm married... I just remembered that I did sexual stuff with a friend I'll call snaily, and it was an ok experience! ... hmmm, in high-school a friend of mine played with my dingle, but that wasn't sex! ... and yeah, that's about it. If I die without a husband, then I ain't having sex again unless there's afterlife where I have a husband.

That's me in the photo⬇️. I am a born-boy non-gender-switched transgendered daughter of God.

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