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🦋 sun 🦋

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she's so thinspo🌙

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« my favorite thinspo: pale pink edition »

mft part 3/?

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same here, failed my first goal but I have more time now so zero excuses imma be skinny again

my uni is closed till 15 april (a whole month) and i think its a sign for me to lose some weight and come back thinner, be a skinny legend and feel good in my body once again!

wish me luck ｡ﾟ( ﾟ^∀^ﾟ)ﾟ｡

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let’s take advantage of school being closed because of coronavirus and have a huge glow up by losing weight and taking care of our skin so that by the time we come back we can be really pretty 🥺

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“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating 

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy 

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it 

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't 

- body dysmorphia 

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed 

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so I'm back on my weight loss journey. it was so easy to lose weight the first time but can't say the same about the others. even less easy now but for some reason the only way I can lose weight is having a blog. there's no way I can do it without my daily thinspo. sadly my old tumblr account was terminated because you know, ana content so I hope this one lasts. I'm 55kg right now. 47kg was my lowest and 76kg my highest. I don't really want to get back to 47kg because I looked really bad so my goal is 50kg. wish me luck🍒

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