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so many fics describe caitlyn as having a neat, elegant handwriting

reminder that this is what her handwriting (and general paragraphing) looks like

she doesnt put too much thought to the readability of the final product, as long as she can make out what it says.

also so many people assume she's organized and has everything perfectly filed. reminder that the only part of her room the maids didnt touch looks like this

her jinx board in s2 has the same look as well.

this is a character whose thoughts are so rapid she can barely put them to paper fast enough, who has her own internal logic to the chaos in her brain. i hate seeing this part of her erased- something about caitlyn living in this huge mansion that is squeaky clean and grandiose and yet her spaces in it are these little pockets of madness is so special to me.

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oh tell me what you're willing to do.

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Day 136 cleansing the #caitvi tl

Tired af I have nothing to say dhshhshs

Kofi

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Mel Medarda, the goddess you are ☀️

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You should only write in present tense with extreme caution.

not because it's bad or anything but because if you do it even once you're going to be editing the bits where you shifted tenses out of your writing for the rest of your life

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I'm 28, it's defeatable. No matter how old you are, no matter for how long you're trying, you can get there. And the sense of freedom of truly exorcise that shame from you gives you a lightness that is hard to explain.

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Never shared that one before. Gosh I hate rendering hairs as you can tell lmao

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something something red and blue

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giggles after sex.

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big shout out to alucard for not going down the classic vampire route of only having one love of his life and instead allowing himself to fall in love as many times as his immortal heart wanted

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vi in glasses and sweatpants cause why not (caitlyn is obsessed)

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day 96 cleansing the #caitvi tl

time for cait to push vi a lil hehe

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most inspiring linkedin post

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Day 98 cleansing the #caitvi tl

Hehhehehe it’s getting hot in here! They are getting so close guys 🥹🥹🥹

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idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it