moonxq
moonxq
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pen ⦁ 23 ⦁ he/they ⦁ i ramble a lot and reblog a lot. watch out
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moonxq · 39 minutes ago
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Why do I tack on so many wings knowing it’s going to be ME who has to render them??
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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it's been two years today since i adopted my cat who i love so much and i never imagined i'd get to do something like that and last night i was more vulnerable with a friend than i have ever been in my entire life and i finally got some answers and medication for my physical health a few days ago and maybe it still feels weird to imagine having a future but i am still here i am alive i am alive i will live
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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greenblings
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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Sweaty green men rummage my room for materials
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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WELL, HI, DAMN, I forgot about Tumblr again, so keep a few sketches that have accumulated during this time (I had burnout, and then the exams started, so I almost didn't draw)
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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love me a character with equally bad eating habits, posture, and fashion sense as me
sorry i disappeared for like a month i got v burnt out (and still kinda am) but booyah!! cowabunga!!
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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Photo study
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I definately practiced a lot landscapes recently although I am drawing mainly characters🤭 since next month is art fight I will draw a lot more characters to practice
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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A beautiful demoiselle damselfly (Calopteryx virgo) on a palm plant in my garden :)
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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moonxq · 2 hours ago
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extensive lore dropped. big emotional conversation had. i feel like i just dreamed it all but i did That. i said All Of That. wwoaw
#head hurt so bad. so dizzy. desire to share vs desire to hide i guess. relief and also panic. so messy#i learned a lot of things about my life were a lot more messed up than i thought !#not sharing my full lore here but. i kind of just compared things in my life as 'this was the Worst Thing and everything else wasnt bad'#but friend told me just how much of it all counts as trauma. i still feel so strange using that word#maybe because i didnt want to be a person who had suffered or a person with trauma. i just wanted to be 'simple' growing up#but :')) i am going to have to heal in so so so many different directions. its all so overwhelming#but also the reassurance that i shouldnt be ashamed. and memory blanks don't mean that i am 'less affected' by it all#i was just a child. lacking support dealing with so much. and other people's actions were never never my fault#i talked about the therapy tactics ive been researching on my own and asked questions about confusing things#i dont want to be using my friend as a therapist to fix everything but i also dont want to hide Everything about myself anymore#trying to find balance. friend reassured me ive never overstepped boundaries and they were so happy i trusted enough to share#they advised me on what i can do on my own Now and what sorts of things i should wait to work on with a professional#i feel so strange. everything feels so strange. that all actually happened. not a dream. i said All Of That in Real Life#everything is going to be okay. overwhelming and all over the place for a while but ultimately okay :')#i feel a little bit like i betrayed myself sharing so much. but i could never have kept everything to myself forever#this is good. it also feels bad. but also good. brains are so strange#personal musings#funniest things were 1. friend saying they always expected SOME kind of messed up lore from me#i thought i was doing sooo good at being Ordinary but i guess it circled back around to being Suspicious#and 2. friend going HOW ARE YOU ALIVE. glad that i was alive but also like. how. we giggled a lot#that happened!!! that happened!!! i still am in disbelief about it all. but it happened. i am loved :'D
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moonxq · 13 hours ago
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from garden
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moonxq · 16 hours ago
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the joy of creation :3 !! (anything worth doing is worth doing badly)
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moonxq · 17 hours ago
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trying to do some research on daily memory problems and i get results like "that's a normal part of getting Old <3" with photos of elderly people I AM TWENTY THREE
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moonxq · 17 hours ago
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moonxq · 18 hours ago
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the static speaks your name
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can anyone just go and give Lu Guang a hug real quick? I just honestly don't know what else to do with this kid.
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moonxq · 19 hours ago
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@loop-lover-central YOU GET IT
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i love the dialogue you get if you lose to loop waaaaay more
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moonxq · 21 hours ago
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Vanitas no carte in July
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