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the year is ending and it‘s all going to be okay.

i think i might have to learn this and repeat it to myself every day just to get through all of this crap

studying while hearing a Christmas Lofi Radio to remember that the year is ending and it’s all going to be okay

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I be like damn bro no I cannot for the life of me create ocs and then make up a three dimensional story for my Sims save. anyways, I'm so in love with my children

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I'm alive and I've not forgotten about the 100 days, it's just that the last few days have been just mental pain and trying to avoid it. I did some little shopping and walking around the shops today to take my mind off of things and I think I'm feeling a little bit better and more ready to try again. I'm alive. I survived my head. I can still try again

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Ludwigshöhle (Ludwig's Cave), Upper Franconia

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Port Townsend, Washington

April 2024

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I feel so messed up on my god

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Tatiana An (Ukrainian,b.1992)

Rose time, 2022

Acrylic on canvas

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12/100 days of getting my life back together

Sunday, 14 July, 2024

I woke up at 7:30 something today! i took melatonin yesterday before sleep and it really helped. insane. my boyfriend was kind of advising me against the pack we ended up buying because he said those same ones gave him a headache back then, but i decided to yolo it anyway, and im so glad i did :D

the whiteboard at the start of the day:

and todays experiment with colors on my eyes makes me feel like a fairy crying glitter, lol

i did some yoga in the morning, HAD A NORMAL BREAKFAST, took the vitamins and im ready to rock the world HEHEHE

in the minimum tasks for today:

SE6

SE7

DB9 at least 30 slides

10:45 - 11:35 SE6 1-19/27

12:02 -12:30 finished SE6

then I was like oh. I'm going to take a break because I feel really tired and unmotivated. then I was like well maybe I should study something of my own interest. I ended up doing this until 13:24. help

the thing is, I feel really tired, but I guess I'm going to try my best not to fall asleep and laze around, because maybe it's just how it is, since I'm only in the first moments of recovering my sleep schedule.

15:35 - 16:00 DB9 1-12/100 16:06 - 16:35 DB9 12-17/100 17:15 - 18:09 DB9, started looking at our code, that needs saving

so, um, funny news - i am in trouble. i thought i had time until next week, turns out the deadline is tomorrow. so tonight and next day i will be screwing up my sleeping schedule again (after just barely getting it together) in order to get this assignment done and to have the pass to be able to take the exam. i need to fix some problems in our code and i, uh. i am not really happy about it, but there is nothing we can do. we must persist. i am going to go take a shower now and then get to work. wish me luck

20:03 - 20:46 i mixed the problem that was causing me the most headache. my mom called me literally right after i finished it

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Along the wall