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i prommy im working on my hlvrai tma au fic. ik there's like five people interested (my friends) but college is Slightly kicking my ass. have a darnold sneak peak for good measure and as a thanks for Patience

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so i've been playing disco elysium.

(whiteboard i did with some friends :)

bonus fursona and Me :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND @bellaleafdrawz !!!!! tee has inflicted me with brainrot for tooths tma ocs so i hadda draw this guy. silver my beloved. asking for their (large) hand in marriage and then getting tossed into Abstract Horrors Beyond My Comprehension

(worth it)

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s5 melanie king. love her

i thought they'd be able to bond so. i combined em. @pallleskowitz enjoy your darnold and also bonus melanie.

he would find her to be a bit weird but it's ok. The Horrors solidarity.

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hi friends.. send me doodle requests n i'll do them at. some point. i have a whole weekend (two!! days!!!) so i can draw now

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hi! here's my piece for the frenrey server's summer gift exchange! this is for @/zierrux on toyhou.se (don't think they have a tumblr), of their oc e and the coolattas!

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ACESCALIBUR: A Discord Server for those on the Asexual Spectrum!!

HEY HEY! inspired by my dear friend @xenodogz​, i’ve made a discord server for acespec people! my whole slideshow + a transcript below the cut, plus a link to join if you so desire :)

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OH RIGHT THING I FORGOT TO MENTION FOR DARNOLD. again. very fanon. but darnold has My neuroticism. and by extension my ocpd. the sorta mental illness that the corruption loves preying on, the fear of things being "dirty" or "imperfect". iirc canon darnold has a very set way of doing things, very firm about his expectations.

but really, this guy works for all 15. i just chose corruption back then because i wanted to give him cute bugs.

Saw your posts about your tma hlvrai au and it seems really interesting! I have my own thoughts on what characters fit each entity. I think Tommy's an Eye avatar rather than a Lonely, he's literally read all of Wikipedia, reads entire OSHA guidelines and only does what he reads in books. Plus he can "see faster." I could see why someone would think he's Lonely because he's an orphan but Eye seems the better choice. Desolation is a good choice for Bubby, but I raise you, Extinction Bubby. I headcanon that the Extinction doesn't choose avatars, but creates avatars because the Extinction is about fear of self made destruction and replacement of humanity. Creating an artifical perfect scientist and having it backfire is very Extinction-aligned in my opinion. Also, he likes nuclear waste. I personally believe Coomer's is Vast. He went into the void and had an existential crisis after finding out his insignificant in the world and I think that eclipses the Flesh body modifications aspects. I agree with your Slaughter Gordon and Spiral Benrey. I haven't thought of what entity Forzen is so I'll accept Hunt. I don't know why you thought Darnold is Corruption, he doesn't have any bugs or disease connections and I don't really see the toxic relationships aspect either (I personally think he's Flesh because of the fingernail-handgun potion). Thoughts?

HI HI! thank you for your ask and for indulging me in my Autism. let me explain my fanon nonsense.

going in order,

i see tommy as an avatar of the lonely because a big part of his narrative (the one i wrote lol) is being deserted by his dad. his dad is an avatar of the eye from the beginning, naturally, resulting in a need to, oh y'know, experiment on his son. learn more about the fears with government-funded isolation to make the perfect avatar. the eye has a stake on tommy in this au, yes (in my notes i have it written as "Avatar of the Lonely [Possible secondary: Eye]"), but the lonely won in the end. the turning point for all the avatars is something i call the Fear Cascade/FearCas (this au's rescas), which turned those marked by a domain into avatars. pretty much everyone but gordon and benrey, the former becoming an avatar later and the latter becoming one before. i still like tommy as an avatar of the eye so he has some passive traits of one, but lonely is the primary.

extinction bubby is great! i had to go with desolation because of the whole fire motif, but also pain. lots of pain. he's a tube baby, a guy who was experimented on relentlessly. He's Afraid Of Pain.

i considered coomer for vast! it was my friend who suggested flesh!coomer, he's just such a dimensional character that i had to pick one aspect of his to focus on. i decided to focus on the prosthetics. they're unnatural and gross and scary but they benefit him. plus the whole clone thing (which i replaced with stranger avatars with a vendetta) and wanting to climb inside of gordon to wear as a skin suit was pretty fleshy to me.

hunt forzen was another suggestion from my friend! a good chunk of the military/hecu (and by that i mean, Most Of Them) are hunt avatars because of the need for the chase. that or slaughter, but a lot of military propaganda revolves around this invisible enemy you have to track down and defeat, some goal that is always on the horizon and only accessible if you work for it.

now as for darnold, you'll have to pardon the projection. i made this au about two years ago and i started it via rp, evolving from there. darnold is a character who only has about 15 minutes of screentime and no character development, so i filled in the gaps with a shitload of lore and ocs. the corruption (at least, my original reason for making darnold an avatar of it), is because of the potions darnold makes. i made him a mushroomy guy with bugs and the like so he uses these mushrooms as ingredients, harnessing the corruption and using it to his advantage. spoilers: darnold doesn't stay just an avatar of the corruption. eye is their secondary, and eventually, they get marked by all fifteen (including extinction). this is very plot relevant. give me a year or two to make it into a fanfiction because i am actively working on it lol. OH AND. catholic guilt. i gave the funny science guy catholic guilt. it's also relevant.

tldr; i made this au a fucking while ago and some of choices have not aged well, but i am sticking by them because i've gone This Far and, despite me working on rewriting it into fanfiction format (as it was originally made for rp), i am sticking to my gut and keeping the hoard of fanon/headcanons/ocs i have made for this universe For Funsies.

thank.

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Saw your posts about your tma hlvrai au and it seems really interesting! I have my own thoughts on what characters fit each entity. I think Tommy's an Eye avatar rather than a Lonely, he's literally read all of Wikipedia, reads entire OSHA guidelines and only does what he reads in books. Plus he can "see faster." I could see why someone would think he's Lonely because he's an orphan but Eye seems the better choice. Desolation is a good choice for Bubby, but I raise you, Extinction Bubby. I headcanon that the Extinction doesn't choose avatars, but creates avatars because the Extinction is about fear of self made destruction and replacement of humanity. Creating an artifical perfect scientist and having it backfire is very Extinction-aligned in my opinion. Also, he likes nuclear waste. I personally believe Coomer's is Vast. He went into the void and had an existential crisis after finding out his insignificant in the world and I think that eclipses the Flesh body modifications aspects. I agree with your Slaughter Gordon and Spiral Benrey. I haven't thought of what entity Forzen is so I'll accept Hunt. I don't know why you thought Darnold is Corruption, he doesn't have any bugs or disease connections and I don't really see the toxic relationships aspect either (I personally think he's Flesh because of the fingernail-handgun potion). Thoughts?

HI HI! thank you for your ask and for indulging me in my Autism. let me explain my fanon nonsense.

going in order,

i see tommy as an avatar of the lonely because a big part of his narrative (the one i wrote lol) is being deserted by his dad. his dad is an avatar of the eye from the beginning, naturally, resulting in a need to, oh y'know, experiment on his son. learn more about the fears with government-funded isolation to make the perfect avatar. the eye has a stake on tommy in this au, yes (in my notes i have it written as "Avatar of the Lonely [Possible secondary: Eye]"), but the lonely won in the end. the turning point for all the avatars is something i call the Fear Cascade/FearCas (this au's rescas), which turned those marked by a domain into avatars. pretty much everyone but gordon and benrey, the former becoming an avatar later and the latter becoming one before. i still like tommy as an avatar of the eye so he has some passive traits of one, but lonely is the primary.

extinction bubby is great! i had to go with desolation because of the whole fire motif, but also pain. lots of pain. he's a tube baby, a guy who was experimented on relentlessly. He's Afraid Of Pain.

i considered coomer for vast! it was my friend who suggested flesh!coomer, he's just such a dimensional character that i had to pick one aspect of his to focus on. i decided to focus on the prosthetics. they're unnatural and gross and scary but they benefit him. plus the whole clone thing (which i replaced with stranger avatars with a vendetta) and wanting to climb inside of gordon to wear as a skin suit was pretty fleshy to me.

hunt forzen was another suggestion from my friend! a good chunk of the military/hecu (and by that i mean, Most Of Them) are hunt avatars because of the need for the chase. that or slaughter, but a lot of military propaganda revolves around this invisible enemy you have to track down and defeat, some goal that is always on the horizon and only accessible if you work for it.

now as for darnold, you'll have to pardon the projection. i made this au about two years ago and i started it via rp, evolving from there. darnold is a character who only has about 15 minutes of screentime and no character development, so i filled in the gaps with a shitload of lore and ocs. the corruption (at least, my original reason for making darnold an avatar of it), is because of the potions darnold makes. i made him a mushroomy guy with bugs and the like so he uses these mushrooms as ingredients, harnessing the corruption and using it to his advantage. spoilers: darnold doesn't stay just an avatar of the corruption. eye is their secondary, and eventually, they get marked by all fifteen (including extinction). this is very plot relevant. give me a year or two to make it into a fanfiction because i am actively working on it lol. OH AND. catholic guilt. i gave the funny science guy catholic guilt. it's also relevant.

tldr; i made this au a fucking while ago and some of choices have not aged well, but i am sticking by them because i've gone This Far and, despite me working on rewriting it into fanfiction format (as it was originally made for rp), i am sticking to my gut and keeping the hoard of fanon/headcanons/ocs i have made for this universe For Funsies.

thank.

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hi :) i made this lineup for the frenrey server (which i mod now yippee!!) and its summer gift exchange. i have very specific au designs i hadda make a proper ref.

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art trade i did with @randal37g!!!! my guy was so patient this took me longer than it should've. neon colors Galore

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some hlvrai drawing requests from my friends :)

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post-canon sillies (but of course tommy pepper-coolatta never ages, do you think this alien wants to be as wrinkly as his dad?)

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totally forgot i can just. use my art tumblr to talk about things. Hi. 

who are you people liking my hlvrai au playlists i need to know please it’s killing me /aff

I LOVE THE ATTENTION DON’T GET ME WRONG. but i admire your patience if you look at my batshit picks and go “yeah this is a reasonable benrey playlist” or something. sorry about the marina in there it’s just so themcore.

(here are the second two linked btw [gordon] [benrey] the first one is a horrible conglomerate of like. 8 playlists so it has no theme or genre why do people even.)

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just wanted to pop in and say i love ur art ^__^

THANKKKK YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! ignore how positively messy this doodle is, i HAD to make something and i realized that my drawing skills were not in my favor today. YOURE MY FIRST ASK ON MY ARTBLOG!! and i appreciate the love so so so much i shared it with everyone i could thank you so much <33333

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makes (my) faves into Critters darnold is an american kestrel and forzen is a leopard seal :)

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copying what i wrote from my insta, this is "self-portrait of a spineless martyr", a.. REALLY PERSONAL THING to have as one of my works for ap drawing 😅

my theme is decay, so i drew myself in the coffin pose, cold and rotting among a bed of lavenders. i've felt.. incredibly helpless with everything that has happened in the u.s. as of late, especially with queer legislation. this is a representation of that.

lavenders are a symbol of queer empowerment, but i weep gold, divine yet lost in a sea of guilt spurred by my inaction. i can do very little as a teen, but i stand in solidarity with my trans siblings as everything seemingly goes to hell. i live in florida. it’s not great. i just hope things get better. the light/saturated colors embody that.

some of my roughs below cut

lyrics are from “precious and perfect” by sports bra! that song. hits. ow. go listen to it.