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Saturn in the 1st House - Captive Child in the Time Capsule 

“I come to call you Home. I have come to call you away from suffering, from fear and from a life of sorrow and into your own, divine Being. You must win your Self back. Wisdom and trust will be your compass. I know the voice that called you is true and Truth and that where you are being called to is also Real” - Mooji

Saturn in the 1st seem to be born in a state of “shell shock” and may endure many years confined in this state. Now, if you want to know what it’s like to feel dead while being alive, this may be a condition that imitates that sensation, turning the inner and outer world into an icy numb void and sometimes feigning as sleep paralysis or wakefulness like being buried alive. There may be an inherent, unspoken longing to run away, but through whatever means necessary the voice inside that she is trying to evade is impossible to escape. This is a late bloomer. It takes many years for the ancient spirit to come to grips with its human attributes. The individual can feel old before her time, disconnected and incapable of relating to peers her own age as a child and then experiencing the sense of loss or grief for this period as an adult. Self-reliance is a necessary survival tool. It may have been ‘fake it until you make it,’ and vital to imitate confidence and confidence, it’s also possible that she sustains this adaptive skill into adulthood. Defences are built early in life and anybody who intrudes to tear these down is only barricaded further away. There is the forces of the Crone Goddess waiting to radiate through a physical interface substantial, confident, and authentic enough to contain this supreme energy. The power of this condition are the depths scoured and searched within the self that generate the tremendous evolutionary change, and only within this self is that great wisdom acquired. These descents are set in motion by the angels of death that follow her in daily life, sending their omens in every form that something she is holding onto inside must die. She is forced through isolation, exile, and heartbreak to wake the inner alchemist. This is typically quite a private person who may prefer to stay out of sunlight, suffer skin troubles during stress, and possibly also muscle tension, soreness upon waking, and knee trauma. Sometimes she catches her reflection and can see the woman who has grown through the flames into the powerful and prestigious figure, but sometimes she looks into the mirror with a skeleton staring back, a child lost and eaten alive by the world out there.

This nature is a conserver, and the past is secure. The paradox in this is that the past is also a catchment of memories, suffering, and experiences that she comes to identify herself with. The Grim Reaper can hover because the past is dead, and yet she carries it with her. Another element may be the negative self-image that resigns her into accepting a life of suffering or that she does not deserve to let go. As a child, she may have longed to grow into adulthood so that she would be free from her vulnerability, reliance, and exposure to harm and betrayal. It is extremely difficult to dissociate her identity from the father’s influence and general existence. This can result from the conditioned expectation, or to resist and act in the opposite way to defy it. In both circumstances, the individual is still at hostage to her past. The harsh vocalisation of her father, or in the case of abandonment, the failure that should have ravaged her father becomes her supreme inner monologue and shame based commentary. It can manifest through devouring self-consciousness with an echo that causes doubt and hesitation in expression and socialisation. If the father has passed, or vacant through his own depression, there may still be tremendous love and admiration, because she is so wise beyond her years. The supportive and encouraging father can certainly be a God in her eyes, or it may even be the grandfather who is her experienced and treasured she aspires to emulate. In whatever circumstance, the death of the father is a significant focal point in her life, there will be overwhelming grief for what she has lost, or what she never had to begin with. In relaxed settings, the individual is graceful, composed and conveys a natural wisdom that secures and guides the people around her. There is the admirable desire to serve and assist others in the direction of their skills and talents to bring about their ultimate potential. The individual can see the gold within people, there is a morality and perception that bows to the higher selves in her company. It’s possible that through modelling, envisioning, and leading the way for other people, she realises the potential within herself, and that she is also deserving of a meaningful and successful life. 

Saturn in the 1st people set far ranging challenges where failure is not an option. The quality of work and contribution made to the world is a reflection of her identity, and she sets herself exemplary standards with the greater goals in mind. She is a formidable executive with heels that set silver ringed Saturn fires in her wake across the corporate floor, intimidated by nothing but her own fear of failure, conducting her mind like an orchestra and taking rule like the honoured heroine. Her competence radiates in high pressure situations with  clever strategy and tactician’s calculation, she negotiates well and knows how to develop creative capital from her natural talents. Despite these tremendous goals, the energy and the work required is not a given but supplied by personal discretion. While so great concentration, discipline, and talent is on offer with this placement, the individual’s will to wield this energy is activated by her own accord. This can make for the silent achiever who surprises everybody from the shadow as she steps up to the podium, or a starved and purposeless body who has succumbed to her melancholy and lethargy. There is often a deep longing to please, attain credit, and approval from authority and figures that replicate the parental role, but there is no being or institution that exists that could provide her with the density of validation and recognition she requires from herself. She also rarely perceives praise as being genuine, and the mask can be too tightly bound to let anybody in and allow recognition of the true gift that she is. If occult studies are undertaken, the individual likely finds a great resonance, gift in the work and research, and tonic to ease her suffering through the personal growth facilitated. But this is not relinquishment to a higher being for comfort, but rather the Divine Mother and Father within that can fill the emptiness of loss and abandonment. Of all the stars she aspires to reach and claim in the sky, or the tremendous obstacles she must overcome not only to survive but to claim the majestic glory waiting for her - the most testing, resistant, and punishing trial is the simple task of liking - or even loving herself. Now that may be some great feat for one who has never even considered this possible.  

-Cherry

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The Planets & Ascendant

The Ascendant (Rising): Your rising sign is your perspective. Your approach to new people and situations, how you view the world and how you interact within it. From your point of view, it’s how you assess a situation from an outsider’s perspective, and how you work within it if you decide to dive in. It also represents the way you SEE the world, whether you see it as a harmful place that you need to act cautiously in, or as a place to flourish and grow in, making all sorts of connections and having adventures. It tells you about YOUR perspective. Since it tells you about the way you work in the world, it also tells you how you can come off to others based on a first impression. Your Rising sign can give very clear hints about your physical appearance as well, since it marks the beginning of the 1st house, the house of the physical being.

The Sun: The sun is the acting part of you. Almost everyone knows their sun sign. The sun represents the broad outline and major theme of who you are. It represents your ego, your identity, your creative expression and self expression. It tells you how you view yourself and where you find yourself. It can give you major hints about what specifically you need to do or how you need to express yourself to feel the most like yourself. If you don’t express the things associated with your sun placement, you’ll likely question who you are and what your purpose is, and go searching for that until you find it. If you’re not allowed to express yourself in these ways, your confidence and ego will suffer and you’ll probably feel like you’ve lost touch of yourself.

The Moon: The Moon is the feeling part of you. Since the sun represents your outer expression, the moon represents your inner expression. The moon is your feelings, your reactions and emotional expression, your nurturing side, who and what you hold onto dearly. Your moon placement tells you what is lying beneath the surface of the parts of you that everyone else sees. Of course, people may still see your soft underside, but it usually isn’t as immediate and obvious as your sun and rising. Your moon sign shows itself when you react to things, it’s usually your immediate reaction before you’ve had time to chew things over and process something. It tells how you express your feelings, whether you’re very blunt and straightforward about them, or if you tend to hide them until you finally snap and can’t help but release everything all at once. It tells how you nurture others too, a loved one who’s gone through something and needs comforting or words of wisdom, or anything of that sort.

Mercury: Mercury is the thinking and rational part of you. While the moon feels and usually reacts immediately, Mercury processes things with logic. Mercury represents your mind, your thought processes, your communication skills and habits, how you learn and how you share information with others. If you’ve spoken a single sentence with someone, you’ve witnessed their Mercury placement at work. It tells whether you think absolutely objectively with fairness on your mind, or if you tend to kind of hold back from being blunt to avoid upsetting people or sounding mean. It can tell you what learning and teaching style you’re most comfortable with, the tone you tend to use when explaining things, and even what your handwriting looks like or what your voice sounds like.

Venus: Venus is the social and loving part of you. While Mercury tells you how you communicate, Venus tells you how you actually socialize and interact with people. It can tell you what your social skills and social habits are like, whether you’re very open and friendly, or kind of guarded and reserved at times. Whether you’re a social butterfly or you’d rather stay at home watching movies with your one favorite person. It tells you the kind of friends you look for, how you handle those friendships, and it tells you what kind of people are drawn to you. This also goes for romantic relationships. Venus tells you the kind of partner you are, and the kind of partner you want. It tells you how you show your love and affection, and how you need to receive love and affection to feel valued. Venus also tells you about the things you value, things like your sense of style, your taste in decor, clothing, hairstyles, food, drinks, etc. Venus is also often associated with money and finances.

Mars: Mars is the driven and motivated you. While Venus is all about grace and beautiful things, Mars is all about action and your intense emotions that cause you to act on them. Mars tells you about your drive, what drives you, the things that you want and how you go about getting them. Mars also tells you about how you act when you’re angry, if you like to take revenge, if you lash out at people, or if you bottle it in and act passive-aggressively. Since Mars gives hints about your intense emotions and actions, it also tells you about your physical needs. This means your sex drive, but also if you like to release your anger and tension by working out, running, etc.

Jupiter: Jupiter is the seeking and expansive you. As the largest planet in the solar system, Jupiter deals with everything BIG. It represents the search for the larger things in life, like education, philosophy, purpose of life, etc. Jupiter shifts the focus from your physical being to what’s going on outside of your own personal little bubble. Jupiter gives you the curiosity to ponder what’s really out there and if there’s a deeper meaning to things. Jupiter also represents luck and fortune. Jupiter in your chart tells you how and what you’re really lucky about without any obvious reason to be lucky with those things. Jupiter also has to do with your sense of justice, fairness and freedom. Jupiter pushes you beyond your comfort zone to explore and grow on a personal level.

Saturn: Saturn is the calculating and hard working part of you. While Jupiter wants you to be free and to grow, Saturn wants you to be cautious and self-disciplined. Saturn represents restrictions, limitations, authority, and hard work. It tells you how you handle being under an authority figure, and how you handle the responsibility of BEING an authority figure. It tells you how responsible and realistic you are. Saturn also tells you what you have to extra work hard for in order to see positive results. Saturn doesn’t hand anything over easily like Jupiter might, it doesn’t deal with luck, Saturn wants you to EARN what you get. Saturn also represents wisdom earned from hard lessons, and karma, taking responsibility for your own actions.

Uranus: Uranus is the rebellious, independent part of you. While Saturn tells you to buckle down and be responsible, Uranus tells you to stick it to the man. Uranus gives you the need to be independent, to be separate from the majority of people who blindly follow tradition just because “it’s the way things have always been done”. Uranus destroys the system and builds up a new and even better system. It gives you your rebellious streak, the ability to be full of surprises and to do the unexpected. It gives you genius ideas to invent and innovate. Uranus is the “aha” moment, and it’s the “suddenly, everything changed” moment.

Neptune: Neptune is the interconnected and empathizing part of you. While Uranus tells you to do your own thing and ditch the bandwagon, Neptune tells you to be one with people and get in touch with the collective. Neptune is all about dreams, intuition, illusions, visions, and spirituality. It reaches for things invisible to the eye yet completely surrounds us. It blurs the lines between what’s only YOU and what’s only ME, so that we can be an US. It drives you to be receptive to others’ troubles so that you can comfort and possibly heal them.

Pluto: Pluto is the part of you that wants control and power. Pluto hits you and the world HARD, and it gives you the drive to use your own abilities to hit the world just as hard. It represents your need to influence the world and people, to have a handle and control of things. Pluto is intensity and passion, but on a larger scale than Mars. Pluto represents authority, but on a large scale such as politicians and monarchs. Pluto gives you the power to tear things apart, destroy them, to rebuild from a clean slate. It’s death and rebirth, transformation. Pluto also has to do with obsession and extremes. Pluto doesn’t tweak things here and there, it causes complete upheaval and revolution.

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moon in capricorn people tend to be very tender children who are wise beyond their years. there is a gentleness and serenity about them, like they already have the instinct to reduce the load and work of their mother. they continue to emanate this grounding and soulful presence throughout their lives, they are hard when they need to be and soft when it matters 

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Sex and Mars through the signs

Mars is the planet of passion, chaos, anger, power, and sexuality. People often associate Mars with anger, but it’s much more than that. Mars can reveal a person’s passions and the way that they assert themselves. It can also reveal aspects of a person’s sexual tastes.

As with anything else, these are just possibilities. How much you identify with these things depend heavily on the rest of your chart (i.e. the other placements and aspects of one’s natal chart can heavily affect accuracy)

Aries: Always ready to go, probably has a VERY strong libido. May come off quite strong and persistent. Probably someone that loves a good scalp massage. HAIR PULLING. Probably very domineering (and may be sadists. Needs a consistent, healthy sex life. Not exhibitionists BUT prone to spontaneous sex in unplanned places (idk they just want it when they want it, if it happens to be in public then so be it). Someone who takes risks.

Taurus: Loves that sensual shit. Seduction is art for them. Someone that makes sexy playlists and lights candles and all that. LOTS of foreplay. Taurus rules the throat, so they’re likely weak for neck kisses, hickies, maybe even choking. Sometimes lazy (pillow princess. Lazy not because they don’t care, just because they want to be treated, they love self-indulgence. As long as it feels good they probably won’t complain

Gemini:Gemini rules the mouth. Love hearing the noises their partner makes. Probably LOVES giving oral, and has strong head game. Intellectual. You have to stimulate their mind before their body. Gets bored easily, so they like trying new positions and toys all the time. Very imaginative. They love phone sex and they love flirting (sometimes more than physically having sex). Good with their hands, may enjoy mutual masturbation. Lots of flexibility, usually don’t take on dominant roles.

Cancer: Feelings are important for them. They like the idea of impregnation (so someone that may be into creampies or cum play). Someone to hold you hand and tell you how much they love you while you bang. Soft af and likely less assertive. Drawn to people that have some squish to them. Cancer rules the breasts so they may be rly drawn to busty folks. AND IF NOT then they’re probably into spanking (whether they’re doing the spanking or being spanked). Either way, they love the squish.

Leo: Praise kink? Likely. All about being extra. Tends to take charge. Sex is fun for them, literally play time. Sometimes it can be a performance for them. May be into role play. Possible exhibitionists. The type to film themselves or take erotic photos of themselves.

Virgo: Lowkey kinky af. Down for pretty much anything; they aim to please. May not have much variety, but again if you suggest something they’ll probably be down for it. Ruled by Mercury like Gemini so you might have the mentally stimulate them (perhaps with dirty talk). They’ll figure out what you want/need and always fulfill you. Needs to talk to and get to know people a little before fucking tbh. Prudes or Freaks there’s no in between here. Likely to have very specific fetishes.

Libra: Talk about exhibitionists. Mirrors, they love watching themselves. NEED attention. Someone more than willing to have public sex. May suppress their desires sometimes though. Another one that loves a LOT of foreplay. You gotta court them first. They’ll treat you and make you feel good then revert to being a pillow princess. They need good aesthetics (so probably a fan of lingerie). Scented candles and rose petals. Likely to enjoy sex w multiple partners (3somes, 4ways etc.)

Scorpio: Intense, like to feel like they’re becoming one with their partners. Possessive so generally VERY private. Dominating af, love the feeling of having power. Love to know aLL your secrets (i.e. exactly how to please you, they want to figure out all your kinks). Most likely (along with Capricorn) to be into bondage. They like to feel like they own you, might mark you up (but not too much, other people don’t have to see, but you need to know who you belong to). May take a while to let you get to see all this though

Sagittarius: FUN. ALWAYS wants to try new things, they’ll get bored otherwise. Have a hard time sticking with one partner. Like a bit of a challenge. Into doing things semi-publically. They like the risk of maybe getting caught. Like to be watched. Ruled by the planet of excess, probably have a very strong sex drive. Always ready to go. Probably has a lot of interesting fetishes (but will try a lot of them out, explore everything about one fetish then move onto the next). Hate being contained.

Capricorn: Pet play? Pet play. You want to talk about control? Capricorn loves that shit (being on either end of it). They either seek to control others or relinquish all control. High key into bondage(like Scorpio). They like to tie folks up, maybe put some collars on them. They can keep going forever. The type to tease you (and probably edge you) for hours until you’re begging for it. Into biting and scratching.

Aquarius: Talk about orgies, they love group activity. Very adventurous, always looking for something new. High key freaks that are probably down to try anything (on their terms though). The type to constantly buy new toys. Often only like change on their terms though. May have celibacy streaks because they channel their sexual energy into other outlets.

Pisces: They can do anything, down for anything. Exhibitionism and orgies? Why not? They get satisfaction from their partner’s pleasure. Do whatever is necessary for their partner. Might even fuck just to feel needed emotionally. They fantasize A LOT, they’re very imaginative. Might have a foot fetish.

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The day the fab five began using the internet was a historical moment

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Emilia Clarke and Iain Glen on their friendship.

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The OA  |  2x08 - “Overview”

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the oa: nothing about anything is gonna make sense. this is a puzzle but there are several pieces that belong to different puzzles altogether. you think you know something? you think you are figuring it out? WRONG. now there is an octopus who talks. fuck your logic.

the audience: yes thank you

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god can you imagine brit and zal pitching this show to brad pitt and the rest of the producers

brit: there’s this woman who was once a daughter of a russian oligarch but she wasn’t but she was and then she went blind and her father was killed and her adoptive parents lied to her all her life and then she got kidnapped and went through all these hardships but still managed to stay kind and loving and accepting and open-minded and able to believe in impossible things and she can talk to animals and trees and she can fly and gain trust of any strangers from troubled youth to hardened private investigators and she has magical powers and she can travel through dimensions and on top of that she’s also an angel

brit: and her name is

brit: brit marling

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I survived because I wasn’t alone.