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Kinda funny how the gay lightcone video has more likes than the serious teaser video

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i hate how accurate this feels. our racoon mc has so much brainrot

dan heng you can’t say that our express is only rated 12+!

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Quick Important PSA

Fandom has been taking down those extremely intricate and helpful GameFAQs text guides because they're a terrible company run by rat bastards, so if you care about archiving those old guides for a smoother experience on the earliest generation of games, i've linked prograc's archive of just about every single one you can think of. make sure to download the whole 7z file (its ~2GB), as this is undoubtedly the most accurate and useful tool for anybody wanting to experience video game history.

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….i’m not sure what faggy with it means and i’m not sure I want to find out.

at least its better than what i misread it as which was “taller than you and faggier than you”

big news from the girl factory! they’re inventing a new kind of girl who is both taller than you and also kinda faggy with it

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i hope you step on a lego and have a wonderful day you bastard

genuinely one of the saddest parts of this new era of the internet is how hard it is to rick roll someone now. with people's attention spans shortening so much, they wouldn't even get through the first few bait seconds before clicking off the video. like i saw a comment that ended with "btw i made all of this up" and the replies kept treating it so seriously because none of them finished the entire 4 sentence comment. and We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I (do I) A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

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chaos reigns 

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He’s just giving his kids a baf :D

why does the pale king have this device

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SNAIL KNIGHT!!!! SNAIL KNIGHT!!!!

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SNAIL KNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

Jeremias Ritter - Nautilus Snail, c. 1630 (Nautilus shell, silver-gilt)

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we're having sex and you pull out at the end to discover your cock is entirely gone, dissolved (ive digested it like a pitcher plant). bye!

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Hello, humiliation fetishists? Just wanna let you know your fetish is so normal and there's nothing to be embarrassed about.

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honey, I was thinking that we could spice things up in the bedroom by turning the heat off and pretending to be gold prospectors in the Yukon during winter who have to have sex to avoid freezing to death. how does that sound, babe?

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Is Therapy Working

Also because I need to rant, I need to rant about therapy because I can never tell if its working. Is going to therapy helping? I can't feel a difference.

All I ever seem to do in therapy is rant and vent and nothing ever seems to change. Even when I'm not venting and trying to get to strategies to manage my fucking ADHD.

Okay Mr Therapist face, how do I make it easier to do the thing? Because I'm having trouble starting the thing and I need help working through the ADHD block.

Oh what's that? "Just do it?" That's your advice? Seriously? Well fuck me sideways and call me a lampshade I never thought of it as if THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO MAKE FUCKING EASIER!!!

Or maybe it is all I need to do, the solution to all my problems. Just do the thing. Just do it, stop complaining.

Or maybe the above thought is just my garbage self-esteem and depression making everything worse by using any little criticism involving "responsibility" as ammunition to make myself feel worse for some godsforsaken reason I can't seem to stop.

No, I shouldn't say can't. Obviously I can, its physically possible. Just like I shouldn't say "I can't do the thing" because you can. It is possible for you to do the thing. So just start the thing early.

As if having trouble starting things early and procrastinating isn't a symptom of fucking adhd and what I need help with.

So is therapy working? I don't fucking know. Maybe I'm not putting in enough effort to change myself, because it takes effort to improve yourself. But I'm not improving. Do I not want to improve? Do I want to have garbage self-esteem? Even though I tell myself that I don't want it?

I keep second guessing myself for all my issues, because its my fault. 90% of my problems are just ADHD which yeah I know I can't change but it shouldn't be hard to just do the thing. So it must be my fault because I know what I need to do. Start early, get help early, etc, so why can't I do it?

No, I can do it, obviously I can't say "can't". So why am I having such trouble doing what I know I need to do?

Is it actually my fault or am I just being a terrible judge of my own character yet again?

I don't know anymore. I'm tired man.

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The worst part of having ADHD in College

The worst part of being adhd when in college is how functional you're supposed to be accommodate for your executive dysfunction.

You get extra time for exams? Okay better email Accessibility Resources (AR) a WEEK before your exam to make sure you get a set in a STERILE WHITE ROOM WITH A CAMERA WATCHING YOUR EVERY MOVE ABOVE YOUR HEAD!!!

Is that not stressful enough? Okay so how about going in to take a lab practical that you found out THREE DAYS BEFORE so there's not enough time to email AR and there's a point on a website you rarely check detailing instructions on how to tell the TAs you have time and a half.

Oh, and you can't be late. You're a fucking idiot if you are late. You cannot make up your late time with your time and a half, because you need to be perfectly functional like a normal person. Gods forbid you use your accommodations to make up for your disability.

Also with the "needing to post about your accommodations" on the rarely looked at website, you need to do that over the weekend. The Eclipse weekend, so you're certainly not thinking about your lab practical. And when you inform the TA about your time and a half at the end of the session, after trying and being told to shush when you do it at the beginning of the practical, she gets pissy at you. And upset and frustrated at your lack of executive function when its like BITCH IF I HAD EXECUTIVE FUNCTION I WOULDN'T NEED MY FUCKING EXTRA TIME

Or how about when you're given a take-home exam you need to do that's extremely stressful and you get the ADHD block and get filled with anxiety over it. Then you procrastinate it, which happens because it gives you anxiety, which causes you to procrastinate it more. To make matters worse, every class session the professor says "THERE WILL BE NO EXTENSIONS (unless you're in the hospital, which you need proof for). So it makes it even MORE stressful, which builds up the wall of awful EVEN MORE.

I got a zero on that exam. My email petitioning for an extension was promptly ignored.

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so what can they have? i think its just hamburgers, hotdogs, and soda. just the burger and bun and nothing else. thats the only Original American Food! tm

says a lot that the og USA food is fast food

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my girlfriend was twirling a kitchen knife and teasingly brandished it at me and i just started blushing is it over for me