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scribbellz

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you can always listen to an album start to end in order to remember how beautiful life & art is

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Ocean Vuong, The Emperor of Gladness

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*ghost noises*

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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Victoria Chang, from "Untitled #5, 1998", With My Back to the World

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"No one cares about how long your run was"

"No one cares if you baked something"

Wrong bitch - I'm locked in. Post the little map thingy from the app, I won't even know what it means and I'll like it. Post your first upside down cake or homemade pizza crust attempt, I'm in there and I'm smashing the like button.

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asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately

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don't fall in love with the sadness again. don't fall in love with the sadness again. DON'T FALL IN LOVE WITH THE SADNESS AGAIN.

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however it goes is how it’s supposed to go

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affirmation: nobody is going to shoot me for being awkward

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gold rings collected by the cleveland museum of art, c. 17-1800s.