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August 2013

Barbie keeps coming back from times to times. She's the kind of friend everybody has at one point even though they wish they didn't. She's the apparent sweet thing that actually puppy-dog-faces you into almost anything.

Thank God for me that I happened to have Prince Charming 2.0 by my side to unknowingly help me resist those adorable blue eyes of her. This Prince Charming is actually charming and perfect, and he has been so for more than 6 months. 

Even though he's the best Prince Charming ever, I don't think he realizes how much I love and care for him. How I would never exchange him for anybody, even if you gave me George Clooney or Robert Downey Jr on a silver plater right now. 

Barbie knows that. And although I might have said in the past that she was a sweet poor kid, she can be the worst bitch ever when she's just feeling like it. And I pray to god that I never fall for her traps. 

For now I have nothing to worry about, she hasn't been here in several weeks. It's probably best like that.

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February 2013 - Barbie's gone

Tap. Blue sweater, dark eyes. Fingers scratching. Tip. Red is red, dark is the new popular. Eyes fluttering. Tictictictictic. Grey is everywhere to be seen, zoom into it. Neck cracking. 

Nerve-rack.

Pop. Six. Squish. Uh uh. Cicero. Lipschitz. Why the Cell Block Tango, you could ask? No idea. Barbie inspired me at least.  But Barbie's gone and needs to stay gone, so here I am talking about what's going on in my head. Which is probably more dangerous than talking about a plastic doll. I mean, I am giving you a free pass to the first thoughts that come by. What if I'm boring? Or crazy? Or both? Anyway, I'm just talking to myself, so apart from self-depreciation, I don't risk a lot. 

Zip. Red scarf, dark skin. Pencil scratching. Hush. Grey, Grey, Black. Paper flipping. Clic. Clic. Clic. Clic. Clac. Somebody blacked out. 

Peace.

I feel like I'm losing you. I mean, I'm losing myself. Or am I really? I don't know. I feel like I've made peace with myself, isn't that the most important? From 3 guys stuck in my head, I've settled it down to the one-and-only that I love. Yeah, I know, this is some boring nauseating love sack for some people, but I feel like this is important to be said. I mean, it's not everyday that you realize you're in a relationship, but you're in love with a person you don't love while you start loving a person you shouldn't for the two reasons above. This is the kind of reasons that gets you sick for a few days to allow you to make some cleaning into you're twisted mind afterwards. Sometimes you just don't make the good choice when you're facing this dilemma. 

But I'm pretty sure I did. And I feel pretty good about it. 

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January 2013

Put your lips close to mine As long as they don't touch Out of focus, eye to eye Till the gravity's too much And I'll do anything you say If you say it with your hands And I'd be smart to walk away, but you're quicksand This slope is treacherous This path is reckless This slope is treacherous And I, I, I like it I can't decide if it's a choice Getting swept away I hear the sound of my own voice Asking you to stay And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along Forever going with the flow, but you're friction This slope is treacherous This path is reckless This slope is treacherous And I, I, I like it Two headlights shine through the sleepless night And I will get you, get you alone Your name has echoed through my mind And I just think you should, think you should know That nothing safe is worth the drive and I will Follow you, follow you home... I'll follow you, follow you home... This hope is treacherous This daydream is dangerous This hope is treacherous I, I, I... I, I, I... I, I, I... Two headlights shine through the sleepless night And I will get you, get you alone Your name has echoed through my mind And I just think you should, think you should know That nothing safe is worth the drive and I will Follow you, follow you home... I'll follow you, follow you home... I'll follow you, follow you home... I'll follow you, follow you home... This slope is treacherous I, I, I like it

TREACHEROUS, Taylor Swift

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Charlie: I know we'll all become somebody-we'll all become old photographs and we'll all become somebody's mom and dad. Right now these moments are not stories, this is happening. I'm here and I'm looking at her. And she is so beautiful.

THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER, Stephen Chbosky

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Tom: What happens if you fall in love? Summer: Well, you don't believe that, do you? Tom: It's love. It's not Santa Claus.

(500) DAYS OF SUMMER, Marc Webb

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December 2012 - Barbie

Queen of hearts. More like fool of hearts if you ask me. Ken, Prince Charming, Peter and now Mr Normal. Barbie is more of a Pussycat Doll than a baby girl’s doll. I’m not saying she’s a slut, but sometimes I wonder what she’s doing.

She’s a perky flower  Growing taller and taller But one day in the end The colors start to fade

And if you stick around  You’ll see the petals fall While his face in the crowd  Is getting all so small.

She’s a sweet kid, really. But she lets herself get carried by the winds of her emotions. And emotions are her drug. Sometimes you just shouldn’t do drugs.

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Bumper: I have a feeling we should kiss. Is that a good feeling or an incorrect feeling? Fat Amy: Well… sometimes I have the feeling I can do crystal meth, but then I think, mmm… better not.

PITCH PERFECT, Jason Moore

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Ask me anything, I might answer it.

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November 2012 - Barbie and Ken

Ken is just a womanizer. Poor Barbie... After meeting Prince Charming who wasn't so charming by every aspect, she seems to be falling for yet another semi bad boy. But she should have seen it coming. I mean, he still had a thing going on with Rose, while fooling around with Candice (who nontheless still held Mr. Oblivious by the thongue). Barbie's love life is just a mess, but what is a girl without her feelings ?

It's funny how cycles repeat themselves. A few years ago, she was in the same situation with Peter. She's always the one who wants the commitment. Nothing dead serious, but at least a one-and-only relationship for the time it would last. 

So I guess Barbie and Ken won't have a happy ending, they probably won't have even a little start. Barbie might be considered a slut to some of them, but she knows what she wants,and I wish I could help her but I can't change the fluctuations of her heart, can I ?

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Smith, college is just an intermission between high school and the rest of your life. Four years of having sex, making stupid mistakes, and experiencing stuff. It's a pit stop, not the second coming of the Messiah.

KABOOM, Gregg Araki