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chaeyoung ending fairy ♡ 201106

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As I walk through the wilderness, my eyes and my heart are pulled towards the thicket, the ever-changing landscapes, the gentle daisy and the old beloved stones; as I marvel at the timeless complexities of creation, Nature never disappoints me.

Amelia Dashwood (via thewriterofthewoods)

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☆ ┊ eden.

— starter for @violetmsu !

eve was an interesting person. sometimes, she seemed to love attention just as much as she loved being alone. although people have a tendency of getting under her skin and irritating her until every ounce of patience she has is sucked dry, she likes them when they’re useful to her, complimenting her, or telling her things she likes to hear. today, however, there wasn’t enough flattery in the world that could keep her around others. her annoyance levels were at an all time high and she had a feeling she was going to go off on whoever looked at her next, which told her that it’d be in everyone’s best interest if she distanced herself.

there’s a quiet crunch beneath her feet as she wanders into the familiar forest, finally letting out a breath that feels like had been caught in her lungs since she woke up this morning. being here had a way of comforting and calming her the way no person could. if she didn’t need her ego fed from time to time, perhaps she’d never step foot away from here.

her footsteps are aimless for a while, though she soon notices that she’s not alone. well, she’s never alone, but there was another person here, which happened from time to time, but not often enough that she expects it. initially, she’s displeased with this fact and starts on her way to approach them to demand to know what they’re doing out here, but once she is close enough and realizes who it is, she lets out a relieved sigh. “ah... looking for a wee bit of alone time, are we?”

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eve wasn’t sure how to feel. actually, that’s not entirely true. she knew for a fact that she wasn’t spending the night the way that she’d prefer to, but she was trying to be something other than selfish for once in her life. it certainly wasn’t easy. all she ever seemed to have in mind is her own self-interest, and she was saddened by the way her beliefs and ideas of fun seemed to matter very little to mimi, though she’d be lying to claim it was any different the other way around. they’re both incredibly different people and sometimes she wasn’t even sure why they were best friends despite it.

she preferred being in control of every aspect of her life, but some feelings and emotions were too wild for even her to tame. that’s why she was so fond and attached, regardless of the fact that mimi had a tendency of making her think back on the pitiful girl she used to be and the life she never wanted to lead again. her head tells her that it’d be wise if she had no ties to the past, yet her heart ( or what remains of it ) can’t seem to let the girl go... it was annoying, really, because that is how she ends up being dragged along on rides that she isn’t too thrilled about.

she chose a costume that she would be comfortable and happy with, despite mimi’s initial disapproval, but she felt that she should be thankful she even dressed up at all... and even more so that she showed up to some party in the dungeon when there were people everywhere and it was impossible to focus enough to even hear herself think. “i didn’t either.” her expression is mildly displeased, though she soon cracks a smile at the compliment. “why... thank you. i didn’t think you were going to like it.” perhaps she cared more than she’d like to admit. she lets out a puff of amusement and rolls her eyes. “it’s fine. i didn’t know i was actually going to come until i’d already been too surrounded to change my mind. thank you.” she gently takes the drink from mimi’s hands, bringing it up to her lips to take a few small sips. “i’m not sure that’s good news. a little alcohol might do me some good.”

by nature.

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calculus is hard. threading a needle with shaking hands is hard. but nothing is quite as difficult as persuading eve to do something with her for halloween. her words about forests and ( probably ) some sort of human sacrifice go in one ear and straight out the other, but the suffering sigh does make her feel a little guilty. maybe she is a little too much sometimes, a little insensitive to their differences. eve isn’t the party girl she is, isn’t one to relish in a little heat and a heavy beat. it’s one thing to politely encourage her to let loose a smidgen and come along ( even just for half an hour ) to the costume party on halloween night and another to push her into an outfit that meets her high standards instead of one she’s comfortable and happy in. 

it seems mimi has a habit of makings things unenjoyable and complicated, though it’s not often she realises it. 

that’s why she’s surprised to see her here, standing beside the food table with empty hands. she grabs a couple glasses of ( not-spiked, she tests it beforehand ) punch before heading over, her sour mood a lifted just a slight by her presence. 

“hey, I didn’t think you’d actually come,” probably isn’t the best way to start, but it has mimi written all over it. “your costume is pretty.” she’s not entirely sure what it is, but she bites her tongue. it is pretty; it’s intricate and eve glows in it and that’s all she should really want for her. “you should’ve called me, beeped me that you were coming, I’d have met you earlier. here,” she hands over the drink. “it’s safe, I checked. this tongue knows alcohol, trust me.” 

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“okay. this is the plan.” elodie settles cross-legged on the bed next to the other girl. she didn’t have friends, it just wasn’t something she cared for– not in the traditional sense. eve was perhaps as close to a ‘friend’ as she was going to get honestly.

not that she had a problem with it, nor did she think that eve did either.

she drops a notebook between them, along with a few pens. “i have a fun little activity for us. a wonderful, bonding activity.” well, fun for them. that was all that really mattered. “an important activity.”

it was no secret that elodie didn’t care for the freshmen, ever, and she has a predisposition for bullying them, picking at them and getting under their skin. she liked it, it made her feel like she was in control and bigger. “i want to rank the freshman.” she says it like she’s so proud, like she just solved all the world’s problems with a little smile and some gel pens. “from least to most annoying.”

genius. she was an absolute genius.

eve was bored. as such, she was desperate to do anything that would allow her to use her brain in a way that it would be sufficiently occupied, even if just for a short while. she liked elodie well enough, though from her observation, not everyone else could say the same. it’s because she was bold and even rather mean, though eve could relate to an extent.

they weren’t exactly alike, but they were enough so to be able to understand each other, or at least appreciate some of the things that they’re each capable of.

so eve sat in front of the other girl, listening carefully as she began explaining her plan. as soon as she heard that it was deemed important, she perked up and as her interest heightened. still, she couldn’t help but let out a small laugh once it was finally proposed. “this is really what you wanted me for?” her amusement is evident, though she isn’t shooting the idea down.

instead, she takes a deep breath and resituates as she begins trying to recall each of them that she’s had encounters with. “well, my dear xueyu is the least... with him off the table, they’re free-for-all.”

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who do you miss most in the whole world?

“i try not to spend my time dwelling. i suppose the obvious answer would be my parents... both of them, i can’t choose only one.”

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is there anything you would change about your past?

“this is your way of asking me if i have any regrets?” she pauses, drawing in a deep breath as one particular memory resurfaces. she was never asked to spill what it was... “i believe so, yes. i don’t like the idea of the person i would still be if i had the chance to re-do things, but... it’s complicated.”

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asking for a friend: what's your perfect date?

“oh, a friend, huh? what friend? i’ll pretend to be dumb for your sake and humor you... tell your friend that my perfect date would be almost anything as long as it’s just the two of us. everyone already knows that i’m not thrilled about hanging out in large crowds, unless the setting is calm and classy. i don’t want any sweaty bodies that smell of alcohol to come within six feet of me. a picnic in the forest would probably be nice...”

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if you had to choose one person at mokseong to be locked in a room with for 24 hrs, who would it be?

“oh god, the idea of being locked in a room with anyone for twenty-four hours sounds like an absolute nightmare. if the question was asking me to pick someone i would most like to spend twenty-four hours alone with, i think it’d be easier because i would have the illusion that it’d be my choice, but locked?? that sounds absolutely dreadful. i suppose i would have to choose mimi or my dear xueyu... perhaps cameron, but i feel like i’d eventually be ripping out my hair with that one. though depending on mimi’s mood, the same could go for her... so... xueyu? no matter which it is, i would certainly need to be putting some rules in place.”

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Chaeyoung ♡ 5th Anniversary Special Live

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when was the last time you got to tell someone “i told you so”?

"i get to say it pretty much every single day. it’s one of my favorite lines and people just keep giving me the opportunity to use it. it’s everyone else’s fault that my ego is so inflated, honestly. just yesterday, cameron wouldn’t listen to me when i told him that he was using the wrong ingredient but he refused to believe me until it was too late... what a pity.”

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what does your dream boy or girl look like?

“physically? i have no idea. i don’t know if i have a dream... person. i can tell you what kind of traits or capabilities i look for in any potential suitors, but i don’t fall in love with appearances. i mean, i am only human, so i’m not going to lie and say looks don’t matter to me, because they definitely do, it’s just not the most important thing to me. someone could be the most beautiful person in the world, but if they were weak and pathetic, they aren’t going to be from my dreams, that’s for sure... so i suppose... fierce? that kind of covers it.”

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what food do you love that a lot of people might find a little odd?

"speaking of things that are odd, how did you come up with this question? i don’t know if i love anything that’s particularly odd. do people find escargot or calamari odd? but even that, i’m not obsessed with, so i don’t know.” 

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Describe yourself in one word!

“powerful.”

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I am rain and belong to no one.

Marguerite Duras, from No More (via violentwavesofemotion)

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What are your hobbies?

“making potions, studying spells and learning as much about magic as i can, taking care of my plants, watching the wee creatures of the forest, using people for my own personal gain, star-gazing... you know, all regular hobbies that i’m sure many people would share.”