mtftmistakenman

[mtftmistakenman]

Yeah so idk at this point it very much so seems like I'm going back to being a (relatively) well adjusted girl.

That's definitely a good thing buuuuut

I was consumed with the idea of detrans for a reason and that reason is not resolved. Does that mean I'm destined to relapse? Depends on how my semester goes probably.

I have plenty of reason to want to detrans, psychologically speaking. I've gone into that on this blog. Some of those reasons are good, some are bad. I think the two main things that have changed the past couple months that have changed things are

1. I started opening up about the detrans stuff to my irl support system. At first this was me telling them I was planning to detrans, but then it turned into working through my motivations with people that had my best interests at heart.

2. I'm going back to school for the first time in years and that means I've actually gone outside several times recently, and will start going outside way more often soon. Doing so has reminded me that I am very, very bad at being male, and also that I'm just way more comfortable with cis girls socially than I am with guys or even most trans people. It also means I have to do stuff that is keeping me busy instead of, ya know, literally spending 8 hours a day thinking about my gender.

BUT like I said, the reasons I wanted to detrans are still a thing!!! I have talked about those things, fertility concerns, being easily burnt out by the high maintainance femininity i do, my interest not so much in being male on its own but in being "someone's boyfriend" it's all still a factor. Maybe they're stupid factors, saying it like that. Maybe those are issues for unemployed people (besides the fertility concerns lol that's real)

I guess I can just keep this as a kink and that's fine, whatever, but this was always a lot more than a kink for me, it was an issue with my identity, and I feel like I'm kind of shoving it down and away without resolving it.

At the very least I have been reminded that I love (and prefer) being a girl.

The ONLY way I would take detrans seriously at this point is if I met an afab person that was really interested in detransing me because they want me to be a boy. That's the dream right?

Oh also, there's this weird factor that I am an actor and I have to play some male parts in some upcoming projects so that's fun!!! Who knows how I'll feel about that by the time it happens.

I guess also worth mentioning, I've been insanely dysphoric the past month because of cutting my hair and stopping hrt for two months. The effects of stopping hrt were minimal besides I guess some new hair on my thighs but the haircut is awful. It's worth mentioning that I actually did not go off hrt because of detrans kink, at least for like 80% of the time I was off it. I went off in order to freeze sperm. I went back on after realizing I wouldn't be able to afford that for a WHILE. So, I really wish I hadn't done that. I DO NOT RECOMMEND IT!!!

tldr i am a girl, and will remain one for the time being.

Uh, unless some cute girl wants to change that (dms open)

Thank you for your attention to this matter!

[mtftmistakenman]

😵‍💫 i cant believe ive gotten into this

my partner is dead serious on not letting me be a girl; she's really making me commit

she's going to take away my maid dress confirmed, she said 'boys dont wear dresses'

but not until i get a suit-able (ha. ha.) housekeeping uniform, though

sigh how am i going to cross dress if she's going to take away my girl clothes 🥺 (no big deal ig [but fingies crossed she'll let me wear some girl clothes every once in a while {for fetish reasons only, of course}])

n she's starting to tease me like 'ud be cuter as a girl' but also remind me im a boy i cant be a girl

'i can be a girl any time u say i can'

'i know. and that's not going to happen until you're begging to be a girl again. or you decide you never want to go back'

i do seem pretty happy as a boy, what if it is never again 😵‍💫

[mtftmistakenman]

im so happy i gave up on my delusions of being a girl~ im so much happier (and hornier~) as a gay guy 😵‍💫🤤 me from 3 years ago would be so upset with current me for going back and detransing but current me cant stop shooting load after load thinking about going even further with my detransition~

[mtftmistakenman]

thinking about making one of those detransition goal posts (eg. 100 notes and i’ll throw out my girl clothes)

give me some suggestions and i’ll choose my favorites and make a post <3 😵‍💫🤤

[mtftmistakenman]

wishing someone would leak embarrassing things about me online 🤤 i deserve to be humiliated~

if you have my deadname and/or my nudes you should leak them~ 😵‍💫🥺

[mtftmistakenman]

“Make me male” Hun you already are male.

Yeah but that's no fun, my favorite part is the transformation. Being forced to *accept* my maleness, come to terms with it, adopt a more masculine persona and become proud of, change my appearance and all that. Fact is even if you say I'm already male I don't really come across that way, there's plenty of work to do...

[mtftmistakenman]

I need to like go off the deep end and start transitioning only for someone to blackmail me and force me to go back to being a boy <3

[mtftmistakenman]

"Happy to announce all of us made the final cut, we're gonna be on Florida's first detrans beauty pageant! That's me, Lacey in front, I'm so proud of all of us, I'm sure you followed us as we spoke during the deliberation for Prop 843, each of us giving our testimony about wanting to detransition. We each have been trying to spread awareness and get people to vote yes on it to force all trans girls under 25 in Florida to undergo detransition. We actually made it happen! I was so proud of us getting on stage telling the crowd how we were 'coerced' into going on blockers and pushed into becoming girls with 'almost no say-so' despite all of us wanting to be girls since as long as we can remember.

We talked about how the 'dangerous, artificial hormones' twisted our bodies to look feminine, forcing us to grow breasts, stifling the growth of our male genitalia, despite us all being at least seven inches. I remember how we gave our speech and I almost ejaculated in my panties telling the whole crowd that in spite of doctors and our parents trying to pass us all off as girls, I'm sure you'll all agree we still look like boys and don't pass at all. The members of the Florida senate agreed, telling us we didn't look like girls at all, and everyone started applauding like it was so brave to say.

With help from you we decided to promote this bill's passing by helping to fund this pageant. We couldn't be more excited. Truth be told it's like my greatest fantasy come true! The pageant will be filmed across the span of a year. We'll go out on stage in bikinis, then naked. We're going to be scored on how masculine we look and how big our cocks are, so we'll be scored kinda low to start even though we all look pretty masculine already as fakegirls. Then we'll have to cum on stage and we'll be judged by how much we ejaculate. Finally our manliness will be tested by us getting to fuck the Ms. Florida 2025 contestants. The longer we last the better....

Then they'll check in on us periodically as we keep the pageant going on social media, showing off our detransition process. All of us fakegirls giggling as we're pumped with testosterone, hitting the gym, practicing fucking girls for the big show next year, where all of us will be muscular, chiseled men with fifteen-inch cocks, hairy, not an ounce of femininity left. We'll show off how much we can cum, and how long we can fuck the Ms. Florida 2026 contestants. I'm sure some of us will do everything we can to win, taking truckloads of steroids to get totally roided out like crazy, dick growth pills. Me and Alicia (the brunette sitting behind the blonde behind me) are planning to take weight gain shakes and see if we can win by getting extremely fatlike big hairy sumo wrestlers. I wanna try to get to 400lbs in a year! Think I can do it? If I chug weight gain shakes and eat tons of fast food I can hopefully put on 30lbs of fat a month at least, so that should do the trick! My poor heart but it'll be so worth it, Alicia and I can't wait to get so fat we can't see our cocks over our massive hairy beer guts.

Well, are you all excited as we are? Couldn't have done this without all of you commenting on our pics every day reminding us we're boys that need to be detransitioned asap. Hopefully seeing this will make other fakegirls in other states to campaign for these pro-detrans laws so we can get more incredible pageants in the future....

[mtftmistakenman]

[mtftmistakenman]

Reblog if you're a delusional boy trying desperately to be a real girl.

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[mtftmistakenman]

intro post!

Dawn Hans

30+

She/Her He/Him

kinks include!

Detrans

Misgendering

Hypno

Gooning

Transformation

CNC and NC

Conversion

Mind control

Addiction

Bimbo/Himbofication

Sexism

Brainrot

[mtftmistakenman]

Got super drunk with my wife's dad last night and he called me son 😅😵‍💫. Not gonna lie, it felt great 🥺

[mtftmistakenman]

Thinking about turning this into a blog about me fixing fakeboys so I can leverage it into a committed mutual detrans relationship where we both love corruption, transformation, and breeding

[mtftmistakenman]

Even after years of HRT, I still worried about having male interests and tendencies, felt embarrassed and invalidated by them. It was such a relief to realize that it was okay to be more feminine than masculine and still be male - I didn't have to fit myself into the box of being a trans girl, I could just be a femboy and people would still like me. Suddenly, I was allowed to be myself without feeling guilty for who I was, and allowed to feel sexy in my own body without feeling like I was bad for not wanting surgery.

I still take estrogen because it makes me smooth and soft, but it doesn't make me any less of a boy, and I'm glad it doesn't~

[mtftmistakenman]

You would be a good boyfriend. 😘

I would, but to who? What fakeboy (or cis girl) would put in the effort to make me become her masc boyfriend completely?

I said I'm comfortable being a girl again and I totally am but it remains true I'd give up my girliness to be a boyfriend for someone who wants to slowly and methodically change my psychology.

This is an invitation to go in my dms obviously.

[mtftmistakenman]

I've actually rewired my brain so hard from the good boy conditioning that when I hear someone saying 'good girl' I mentally categorize it as being teasing/degrading/mocking because "I'm not a girl, I'm a boy".

[mtftmistakenman]

Girl who pushes her trans girl friend who just started transitioning to stop and just embrace being a boy.

"Aww, sweetheart don't be upset! I know you loved that long hair of yours, but you look so much more like a boy with your hair now! It pairs so well with that cute flat chest of yours. It feels so much better just embracing your biology doesn't it?" She teases while stroking his cock.

"B-But I'm a girl..." He whines and protests, in his still deep untrained voice.

"Ohh baby, you don't even sound like a girl. You sound like a cute needy boy, and you feel like one too! It's okay babe, we can forget all about this little trans phase and go back to how things were. When you were just a normal straight cis boy, just like how it should be. I've already changed all your social profile pronouns back to 'he/him' for you!" She taunts, stroking him even faster now. "O-Oh fuck!" He moans, his voice going even deeper and more boyish. "Oh you liked that huh? Does my good little boy like when I remind him of what his real pronouns are?" She giggles, feeling his cock squirm in her grip. "Aaaah!~" He groans, spurting out his hot seed all over her hand and himself. He knew there was no going back now. "Mmmh, that's it, good boy~" She cooed, placing a soft kiss on his cheek. "Guess you can be my new boyfriend now, huh?~"