mthecreator

[mthecreator]

GUYS GUYS I JUST REMEMBERED THERE WAS THAT FAQ THAT COMED OUT RIGHT AFTER UNDERVERSE 0.4

WHERE THERE WAS A SKETCH OF A FRAME FROM THE 0.7 EPISODE, AND JAKEI SAID THAT FATAL ERROR WOULD COME THE 0.7 EPISODE-

YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN !?

FATAL ERROR'S COMING IN THE NEXT EPISODE !

(Oh and if there was any update saying that not, I didn't saw it sorry :P)

[mthecreator]

Help me

Okay so...

Lately, I've been questionning on my sexuality.

Like, I always knew I loved girls, it's undeniable for my being. So I came out as a lesbian to my mom (my dad already knew for a few month, cause my parent's are separated and I kinda lived my dad for my whole life... I love you dad...), and I was super scared about how she would feel about it cause my mom don't really like who I am... (an asiatic mom, y'know) Turns out she didn't had any problem with it, or maybe, cause she doesn't really ask me if I got a girlfriend (I don't even know I she knows I broke up with the last one-) when she always talk with my sis about her boyfriend... (I don't think she know my sister's bi)... Whatever...

This was already 9 month ago (the same time it take to make a baby yeeeeh !), and about 2-3 months later, I started questioning why was I -hum- turned on when hearing gay guys being- -huh- y'know, adult funtimes (yeah i love OneTopic).

There I said to myself : "Oh, guess I just like seing people getting -no no no I was stupid-, I'm a pervert..."

Puberty was slowly taking over my body at the same time, and yeah it's not the best part of my lifetime (even if it's not the worst, I would rate it 4th place), but still I wasn't realizing. I recently start to learn a lot about the transgender people, and I started to question myself on my own gender.

AND IT'S DAMN COMPLICATED FOR ME-

First, being a girl kinda sucks, not gonna lie... Boobies, periods, and just being a girl-

But there was these two part of my life that were based on being a girl...

- My mom only wanted girls - I was the first (and also the favorite) granddaughter of my grandma

And I worry so much cause my grandma wasn't really happy to discover I liked girls, just as my mom, and I don't think she will appreciate if I came out as a bisexual trans boy... I also worries about my mom, cause while we were on vacation with one of her friend when started this discussion and they ended up saying : "yeah, it's not natural to be trans, it's useless to try to change sex, people just have to accept they can't change", and I am already in bad terms with her, I don't want to mess up with her cause my sister really love our mom (I cannot forgive her for what she did when I was little... You can't say things as "Say to this man that'll send to your dad that you want to live with mom"... I really did get mentally hurt by this... But my sister was always less touched by that, and feel betrayed because she was thinking mom prefered me... I'm not sure I can even pretend she's fine...)...

I also worry I can't be my dad's "little girl" anymore, I worry people will think it's a sort of joke or passage in my life, I fear that I probably "just think it's cool and want to do as everyone does", and SCHOOL DOES NOT HELP ME.

I always was this "weird girl", and my mind thinks like an adult... (I'm not the one who said that-)

Please someone help me with that, I'm only 14...

I don't know if I can take more stress at the moment...

I think I just really need a hug right now...

[mthecreator]

Okay so I noticed that I need to develop things a little bit, starting by :

WHO THE FRISK IS THIS GUY

(The drawing was made almost six months ago so don't laugh)

And, I can admit I just popped out of nowhere with an idea, then showed it without context to the internet-

So here's some explanations...

I made an Undertale AU named...

(Okay the AU doesn't have a name)

I made an Undertale AU, and this is Serenity!Sans (don't ask why this name I just thought it would be cool but then I couldn't change it in my mind, now his name suck)

He's 20, and knows a lot about Alternative Universes, he works hard with his adoptive sister to fix the mess of the Ink of his Multiverse, who started to turn crazy after a bug and destroyed his vials.

He also kinda developed a phobia of all Ink in any Universe, since he get tortured by his Ink, and also developed the Stockholm syndrome... But his Ink only used that as way to break him more and more.

He's kind with everyone.

Also he's the AVATAR- (nah just kidding, he just have an undeterminated source of powers that give him a mark on his skull, and also give him the power to masteries the elements-)

Okay so i'll just stop there, this is too much nonsense for today :')

But, huh...

I'd like to share some Serenity drawings, so...

Tell me if you like him ?

[mthecreator]

Wait there is a Decemberror

Oh god

I wanted to do it-

It already the 6 nuuuuh-

Okay, Ik I said I would post this on the 30th, but like- I kept on forgetting that I made this sso- I’m posting it now! B)

[mthecreator]

I FINALLY GOT 'EM

aaaaaaaaaaaah- TvT

Thank you so much @comyet ! :3

[mthecreator]

I'm wondering if I should start to post drawings. •-•

[mthecreator]

UNDERVERSE 0.6

Oh

My

GASTER

THIS WAS EPIC

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[mthecreator]

So I did fricking wait for three days for the last opening of the Prism collection and when I finally can access to it (I didn't have wi-fi before 6:30 PM) I can't buy the thing I want.

This was the only thing I asked to buy in THREE FRICKING YEARS-

ARE YOU KIDDING ME-

In ONE HOUR everything just vanished !?

I'm just crying inside.

If I see anyone saying he have it I swear I'm gonna break something.

Edit : So after that I realized that I could also buy any other things that was in the pack, I was still sad cause I wanted THE Guardian Mystery Mail Bunder, but I could at least get the Palette Charm, The Glimmer Prism sticker and one of the Ink Print.

It was pretty expensive to buy them separated.

I'm still crying but it's okay...

If anyone want to sell his "Mystery Mail Bunder" to me I would love to.

I really wanted it.

And yeah this post is as long as a fanfiction cause of my sadness haha- TwT

[mthecreator]

Hello !

So hum...

I just found out how to use Tumblr...

Could someone please explain me how do that work ? TT-TT