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"are you sure this is all you want this year?"

asahi's eyes are still shut, his head resting in your lap while you play with his hair. this morning, he went out with his friends to celebrate his birthday. hours later, he came to your place, and this is the third movie you've started since then. his hand rests on your thigh, just in front of his face, and he nods without looking at you.

"it's perfect," he says, voice soft. he sounds like he's about to doze off right here and now. after a moment, he peeks up at you, glasses slightly askew. "... are you uncomfortable? i can move--"

you just gently push him back down, toying with one of his earrings for a moment. "you're perfect," you hum. "i just... felt bad i didn't do more for you, i guess."

"you do enough." he settles back in. "i like being here with you. that's all i need this year, okay?"

with a sigh, you relent. asahi's always been the kind of boyfriend who's up front with this kind of thing, a blessing in its own way when you're feeling particularly anxious. you just pat his cheek, only for him to reach up, grabbing your hand before you can go back to playing with his hair.

all too tenderly, he draws your hand to him, pressing a kiss right at the base of your palm where it meets your wrist. and then he lets go, smiling to himself as you go back to playing with his hair, snuggling back in for the third movie of the night.

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what they don't tell you about being bilingual is that you won't be smarter and more eloquent in one language over the other. instead you get to be stupid twice.

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Hello 🤙🏽 sometimes I wanna come back and write because I have thoughts, but I feel this blog is dead now

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long time no asahi

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Suddenly missing being obsessed with Asahi

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Wow. I can't remember the last time I logged onto this site. 2023 has been a shit show lmao.

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you know what… I can fathom the idea that-

You’re Haikyuu Bias/Bias’/Favorites/Lovers would NOT love and accept you for any reason. 

You got freckles? That’s cute as fuck. You got tattoos? That’s a bad ass story on your skin. You got scars? Still bad ass stories on your skin. A little overweight? More to love. A lot overweight? EVERYTHING to love! I seriously can not think of any boy that would do you do dirty like that. If you have a good heart, and are a good human they really could care less about the way you look, or what insecurities are on your skin or body. I hope you don’t psyche yourself out darling with that, because they would LOVE IT ALL. 

Thank you for coming to my ted talk. 

<3

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I think it’s hilarious when people tell me I’m laid back because I’ve pretty much been screaming nonstop in my head since like fifth grade

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The night sky is a miracle of infinitude  ✨❤️

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Part II of Naruto sketches! p.s i still hold a grudge for what happened to neji and i will neither forgive nor forget for as long as i live

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warming up ☁️ arankita

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Most popular swear words by state in the US

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vet akaashi / zoo keeper bo 🦜 (old) sketch 😅

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Lily Tomlin and Dolly Parton behind the scenes of The Magic School Bus