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𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 .

angel & elijah.

“ why can’t i just live with you , eli ? ” blush stained cheekbones smear , feasted ; hands curled into dampened locks, - a shower which had been his only release. sickly frame wavering , fragmented exhaustion. sometimes he wakes up crying. tear stained pillows , open mouths prayers offering apologises to his mother. sometimes he wakes up wanting to peel away a facade sewn into his flesh. “ i don’t like this , i wanna stay with you . ” he pouts , swollen lips tugging.

a frail breath falls from pouted lips emptying his entire frame.  he’d sensed their conditions were sub par from both stances.  it was a waging war to become acclimated to sharing a room with kennedy  &  jude  --  but now his body was now submerged in the depths of frigid water, fighting for repose, at the hands of the storm.  a d j u s t m e n t was not his strong suit.   ❝    me too  --  but at least we can see each other right now.   ❞   pallid cheeks tug to form a smile on his mouth.   ❝     &  at least we’re not in the hospital, i’m so thankful that we’re both healthy  &  safe.   ❞

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𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 .

i - er - you didn’t see anything, right? “ no, i didn’t see anything, ” she said and then furrowed both of her eyebrows a little, “ i mean, there wasn’t anything there, obviously but i didn’t, uh i didn’t see that anything, ” she spoke and her cheeks continued to burn brightly as she realized how ridiculous she sounded. shaking her head, isabelle turned her head and looked at the male, before pressing her lips into a thin-lipped smile. “ again, i’m really sorry. uhh, i’m gonna… go and let you get dressed, ” she said and turned around to walk into the bedroom, which seemed to be completely un-occupied right now.

clenching the towel with a firm grip, words blur as the enter his ears due to the pounding in his chest.  it previously seemed as though the living situation couldn’t get any more awkward  --  but there was no imagining up this scenario.  mind is racing, starting to catch up with his heart.  how could he not lock the door ??  was this his fault ??  it definitely was.  she probably didn’t hear the shower running  &  thought the room was  e m p t y.  her fumbling words bring a rosy tint to his pale cheeks.     ❝     oh  --  okay  --  i’ll be out in a minute.   ❞    he wasn’t sure why he felt the need to update her but life seems to be set on hyper speed in this exact moment. after the door is shut, it takes just a moment for him to throw his clothes on in a flash.  he makes a slow exit, avoiding eye contact as he steps out.  ❝     i’m really sorry, i should’ve locked the door.   ❞  

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𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 .

ROOM FOUR / closed starter

“ what is taking you so long, jesus christ just – ” isabelle groaned as she put her hand on the handle of the bathroom that they shared, when her eyes widened and she quickly put a hand on top of her eyes; covering them quickly. “ oh my god, i am so sorry. i… ” she could feel her cheeks burning as she stood with her head facing the other way, and her hand still on top of her eyes. just in case, after-all. moving her hands around anxiously, isabelle tried to get the hand on the handle, so she could close the door to save herself from more embarrassment after walking into the other in the shower.

showers have long been a coping mechanism for the brunet. the sound of water sprinkling onto the floor as its warmth cascades down your body, leading to steam arising around you  &  seeping into your pores.  the bliss  &  leisure of his recuperation comes to an abrupt halt at the door flying open. hands immediately reach for the knob to turn it off as the other reaches for a towel to cover his exposed parts.  heart rapidly picks up pace as face completely loses color in pure embarrassment.    ❝    i  --  er  --  you didn’t see anything, right ??   ❞

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𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃𝐘 .

       after the night he had, he’s absolutely exhausted, and the “rest” their supposed to get seems impossible considering their new living situation. even if exams are cancelled, kenny finds comfort in studying. it feels productive, like he’s moving forward, or that his time has purpose rather than wallowing in the dorms. but the flooded lawns make it difficult to get anywhere. he’s stuck at the edge of the grass that isn’t completely soaked, trying to evaluate just how to get to the library without wading through the water.

since the brewing of this apocalyptic storm, there’d been a swarm of anxieties flooding over his body  --  mirroring the outside conditions.  he found solace in routines  &  structured days, which have since come to a TEMPORARY halt.  there was one constant that remained through the tumultuous period, which was kennedy.  he'd grown accustomed to living with two bodies to a room which had now grown to four.  (  at least one was familiar.  )  still, there was no denying that there was a discomfort continuing to loom over him  &  ache his chest.  he’s on a mind-clearing walk when eyes land on his roommate just outside rivers over blades of grass.  one fingertip taps the pause button on his cd player as he nears.   ❝    hey, are you going to study ??   ❞ 

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when despair for the world grows in me  &  i wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life  &  my children’s lives may be, i go  &  lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water,  &  the great heron feeds.  i come into the  peace of wild things  who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief.  i come into the presence of still water.  &  i feel above me the day-blind stars waiting with their light.  for a time i rest in the grace of the world,  &  am  f r e e. 

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(   TRIGGER WARNING  :  PARENT DEATH & CANCER   )

♩  —  𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐈𝐋𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐓 & 𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍 met during middle school  &  immediately became infatuated with one another. it didn’t take long for them to become a couple,  &  they entered into high school as a pair as well. the relationship was quite remarkable as they were a healthy couple, which was rare in their age group. however, at the age of sixteen, isabella became pregnant. after some meditation  &  consideration  ------  she decided she would indeed keep the baby,  &  raise it no matter what oliver decided. her parents were reluctant at first, but later grew accustomed to the idea. the pair had broken up shortly after the discovery she was with child, but oliver grew into his role as the father once they’d graduated from high school. at the age of twenty, the two became wed.

♩  —  𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘'𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃 & 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐔𝐓, oliver got a job as a stockbroker, whereas isabella was a waitress in a diner in their town. the hours were fairly flexible  &  allowed her to spend as much time as possible with her son. whenever he wasn’t with his parents, he was with his maternal grandparents. he grew to become very close with them  &  have a strong sense of family. 

♩  —  𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐍 avid lover of classic rock, especially fleetwood mac,  &  would be the one to instill a deep love of music within her son. from an early age, he always expressed a keen interest in all things music,  &  have a natural ear. they purchased him his first piano at the age of seven  &  paid for two years of professional lessons.

♩  —  𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐓 the age of ten when oliver fell sick. these days, you don’t think of young people  --  the picture of perfect health  --  to get cancer.  the doctors said he had a good prognosis, they caught it early  &  he should be fine. but doctors aren’t fortune tellers,  &  it’s better not to place all your faith in should’s. the amount of strength  &  courage he witnessed in his father in those two years the cancer drained him was far more strength than any superhero in the stories. 

♩  —  𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 only his father who displayed a largely admirable strength  --  it was also his mother. after he passed, isabella’s parents began to stay with them at the house. there was a copious amount of bills that needed to be paid  &  the waitressing job wasn’t enough to keep up. oliver’s parents eventually donated a sum of money to the family after witnessing their struggles  &  some parents at eli’s school also started up a fundraiser for them. isabella found this humiliating but was at her wit’s end.

♩  —  𝐁𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐆𝐄 of eleven, he began teaching piano lessons to some of the neighbor’s children. not a large sum of money, but it was better than nothing. he amassed a tiny sum of money for himself to rely less on his mother. by the age of thirteen, he was being heavily encouraged by isabella to begin boarding school at marble hill preparatory. she had faith in him  --  that he could be something bigger than her. she wanted him to give him an opportunity to truly be something great. she believed wholeheartedly that: if anyone could do it, it was him. she’d been referring to him as  ‘ mini mozart ‘  since he was five.

♩  —  𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄  --  they’d never be able to afford marble hill preparatory on their own funds. eli had always gone above  &  beyond, excelling at school. there was only one b on his report card in all his years of schooling. he manged to get a full scholarship to mhp by his grades  &  a paper he had written on his father. it was difficult for him to leave his mother, but he was content in knowing this was what she wanted for him. they’d set arrangements that they would call one another as much as possible, as well as write to each other  &  for him to send her videos of him playing piano.

♩  —  𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 & 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 were his priority in high school. he was always a quiet  &  shy individual, who lost himself in music. however it grew apparent in his freshman year that he had problems beyond  ‘ just being shy ‘  &  began seeing a counselor outside of mhp who diagnosed him with social anxiety. his therapist was his main support system during this time. it was quite lonely living so far from his family, but he did manage to make a few close friends during his time at marble hill preparatory. he had difficulties in making the friends that he did. 

♩  —  𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐒 first kiss at the age of twelve with one of the girls in his neighborhood who was one of his only friends. she told him that he was cute  &  requested that he be the first girl that he kissed. this is the only interaction that he has had with the opposite sex. he had crushes on girls in high school,  &  one short - lived relationship, but he never actually lost his virginity.

♩  —  𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 get accepted into hatchett on a full scholarship not only because of his stellar grades, but because he composed his own sonata for the piano  &  then played it. he was began composing  &  writing his own music in high school. he was self-taught for the most part, due to his low income,  &  learned through music theory books from the library as well as youtube. due to his affinity for music, he picked everything up very quickly.

♩  —  𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘, he has not outgrown his quiet demeanor  (  though it has vastly improved  )  &  his friendship circle is quite small. he struggles in creating any sort of relationship with others. being a performer is difficult due to his social anxiety, but because it is something he deeply desires for himself  &  his mother  --  he has put a large amount of time  &  effort into becoming a better performer. it used to be an impossible task but has improved largely since he began at hatchett.

♩  —  ( 𝐒𝐔𝐁 - 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓 : 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓 ) : he has had his fair share of short-term jobs, but the longest one he has ever had was at SUNDAE BEST. he got along well with his boss  &  coworkers,  &  it was even helping him to come out of his shell. he was more than devastated when he eventually lost his job. he swore up  &  down that he was innocent  ------  &  he was  ------  but he was still fired. that was one of the most strenuous times,  &  it was humiliating to phone his mother to tell her he’d been fired. luckily, she helped him cover the costs of everything short-term,  &  he managed to find another job within a month  &  a half. 

𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.   —

♩  —  𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐋 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 ( 𝟎 / 𝟑 ) : he graduated from marble hill preparatory,  &  he didn’t have too many friends during his time there, but these were close friends in high school  &  hopefully still keep in contact at hatchett.

♩  —   𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 : he is extremely innocent  &  this person would corrupt him.

♩  —   𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 : he brings out hidden positive traits of the other  &  some of his positive characteristics rub off on them.  

♩  —   𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐓 : a mutual friendship where they both have a deep trust  &  often go to one another for advice.

♩  —   𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 : someone who is a complete opposite to him that somehow still gets along with him.

♩  —   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 : someone who takes him under their wing.

♩  —   𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 : people who pick on him for various reasons.

♩  —   𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐋𝐎𝐓 : if there is are any plots that are not listed here that you can think of, come  &  message me so we can talk about it !!

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Matilda (1996) dir. Danny DeVito