myaspam

[myaspam]

our song came up theirs is a cold breeze in the air and your no where to be found. my heart so heavy i feel like i’m shattering

[myaspam]

i don’t know if i should run i don’t wanna be another girl who breaks your heart but in the process i broke my own heart trying to keep up with you ..

[myaspam]

listening to same

songs and like my

room the stars in my

room remind me of him

we slept together my

bedsheets

remind me of him

he is everywhere but here..

[myaspam]

you-

sometimes i wish we could be together forever but we all knows it doesn’t work out like that their are obscures to over come and it’s up to us to get through this shitty world with shitty people come with this world who try everything in their power to become between to people who are in love or just insecures that come with the people thy they might have in general

or come with the people who hurt them in the past and the pressure is to make that person into a better then to do them wrong like their past to show them their are good people in the world

[myaspam]

hope

i hope it’s you .. i stay up thinking hoping your not thinking of someone in your past or hoping you don’t leave me for someone .. i hope it is me i hope you go to bed with me on your mind like i do and wake up in the morning and your the first thought that pops in my head i hope we do make it i hope man i’m crying because wtf im attached you mean so much .

[myaspam]

rain

the rain should wash you away but instead

it brings back those memories

were clothing are stuck on skin

or the clothing on the floor

our bodies touching once another

the sound of us making love

while the rain drops hitting the window pane

the voices that come out of my mouth

making music to your ears

to crave more and more

[myaspam]

him

your that one thing i always crave when i wake up in the morning all i have on my mind is you the energy you give me like a sip of a good morning coffee with the taste of lips sweet like a glazed donut and don’t get me started with your smile oh it’s the morning sunshine of rays of sun light that shines on my window pane

[myaspam]

[myaspam]

how does he hurt you with his smile.

[myaspam]

rain

it’s 158am currently thinking about your beautiful handsome face of yours and that amazingly cute radiant smile of yours the rain is hitting my window so calming like your voice when it’s used to call out my name or calmly when i get amazing between a your arms then like the thunder oh how loud is it when i ache for more and more of you inside of me my mouth opens real wide for you

[myaspam]

“Forget the sky, I whisper.You and I are rooted things.”

— Loueva Smith, from “Bird Fallen from a Tree,” Consequences of a Moonless Night (Texas Review Press, 2015)

[myaspam]

love

the way i feel for you is nothing compare i felt for a human sometimes it feels so unreal and sometimes makes me scared that i find things to do to distract myself from getting to close even though i gave you all of me and all of me wants all of you like every part of you every thing in your body that makes you the amazingly greatest human being i love but in my past i wasn’t ever clearly satisfy anyone or the other wasn’t simply the one we are like similar like we are ment for each other because your perfect your so perfect but maybe i sometimes think your to good to be true .

[myaspam]

why

what if i wonder who you had in your past do you treat them the same . do you love them more than me? have you ever love someone the way you supposaly love me?

[myaspam]

your the one i want

how do not see you the one i want . nobody in the world matters but us. you try to find excuses to not be with me but i don’t blame you why would you wanna be with someone like me.im so caught up in our future than you focus on your past. i still figuring out what i want in life what i want for sure is you . it’s you i saw who stood out that great big smile of yours how i got hit with soo much emotions your great big smile i cannot get out of me head every morning and every night i gave my all to you but your still looking for reason to let me go.

[myaspam]

“Jess was the sun in my life and I wondered if I would ever make it out of the darkness now that he was gone.”

— Don’t Forget Me (Ridgewater High #2) by Judy Corry

[myaspam]

“She watched the sun dance across the sky She watched the sky bloom into cotton candy colors She watched the clouds melt as the sun kissed them goodnight She watched until the last hues turned grey Finally at peace, to be under the same sky as him.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write, 53 “East”

[myaspam]

It hurts to leave,  more often than not, you’ll turn to look back, and hang your head as you wonder whether this is really the right decision. He isn’t so bad after all, and he’s always had a quite sense of decency about him,  But then you look at yourself in the mirror, and you notice the way your mouth creases downwards,  how long has it been since you smiled? How long have you been carrying this weight in your chest for? The truth is you haven’t really smiled since before him, and you’ve been carrying this weight in your chest since you saw him again.

That’s why you have to leave, even if it hurts (via sunflowerletters)