mybeautifulcrazyillusions
Lover of Words
Written or spoken it doesn't matter, words are powerful in any form.
Welcome to glimpses of my mind and thoughts. I'm 40 something, married, and a mother of 2. I am a writer and a reader, in my personal and professional life. I'm on a journey of self improvement and self acceptance. I'm learning to be nice to myself, the way I am to people around me. As I evolve and change this blog may change to- we shall see.
My NSFW blog is @justmrandmrs
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This is probably why I never get anywhere with therapy
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Christmas is coming- what traditions does your family have? I absolutely lovey little cozy Xmas corner
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It's been a long time Tumblr. Life has been one giant roller coaster that I can't get off of. I don't want to ride anymore, but I've brought two lives into this world and I can't leave them to fend for themselves. And my parents- I can't break their hearts. But I'm tired, tired of feeling like a huge mess up that can't seem to do anything right, tired of the anger, and the lies (or truths - I really have no clue) my mind tells me, working a job that is killing me physically/mentally/emotionally and not feeling like there is anything i can do to change it. I'm not seeking attention, or sympathy, or anything- I just feel like I'm drowning and I need to get it off my chest and I have no one to listen without making me feel even more like shit or telling me that my life is great- only if they could see how my mind works- they wouldn't say those things.
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Wow! Happy Monday my lovelies. Just wanted to let you know that I'm still around, but life is not being nice to me.
I don't recommend being a mom of teens- it is heart breaking. And it really sucks being overly sensitive to the engery of others and overthinking everything!
Every eye roll I take personal. Every journal entry about me I take to heart.
At some point I may break to a point beyond repair. I'm lonely, all in my own head.
Sorry to dump but I feel like this is the only place I can do it
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