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how am i supposed to be normal about this???

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Ryan through Oliver’s lens in season 8 😍

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buddie are literally enemies to lovers, best friends to lovers, colleagues to lovers, co-parents to lovers, soulmates, twin flames, found family, matching traumas, missing pieces, second chance, star-crossed lovers, “take me to church”, “sailor song” and “guilty as sin” kind of forbidden love - but also childhood sweethearts and high school crush kind of love, they’re “no grave can hold my body down, i’ll crawl home to her” and “you’re a cowboy like me” type of love, partners in crime, will-they-won’t-they, long distance relationship, slow burn lovers

they fit every single box

not making them canon would be the most lackluster, anticlimactic writing choice ever

if monica and chandler, robin and barney, nick and jess, amy and jake, booth and brennan, jim and pam and all the other similar tv couples were able to have it, then buddie deserves to have it too

i won’t settle for friendship, ’cause it’s not enough, not in this case

i love how they kept highlighting their friendship in seasons 7 and 8 - all the cute, silly, and serious aspects of it - to show how great they are for each other

and i’d like to say that even if they stay just best friends for the rest of their lives, it’s still beautiful… but not really. because from what i’ve seen on my screen through all the seasons, they won’t be able to. because chemistry is rare, and when it happens, it’ll blow up eventually

maddie saw it. tommy saw it. hen and chimney probably speculated. bobby and chris might not have fully understood it, but they felt it. a big chunk of the audience saw it from the very beginning

and i just want to see it with my own eyes, for once. i want the story to reach its logical conclusion

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I'm so obsessed with this image

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Singer!Buck3 is out 💕

18K, post lightning, rated M for mature themes

Will you love me for who I am, not who I was?

Found an Oli with a guitar!

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and actually if you are making people being upset about eddie's absence about like some sort of ship win then fundamentally you are misunderstanding why people are so upset. like, it's INSANE that eddie wasn't there. from just, a general point of view. the fact that a main character of SEVEN YEARS was left out. was not there with his family of SEVEN YEARS when someone deeply important to him died* is crazy and unjustifiable. like, it wasn't egregious because of the buck of it all. it was the fact that eddie should have been there with his family. i literally couldn't give a fuck if tommy was also there. whatever. but including him and not including eddie in a 118 main character death. eddie for whom the 118 is literally his family. who has worked with and loved and supported and been supported by and almost died with these people over and over for the past SEVEN YEARS. that's simply a terrible and absolutely unnecessary choice. and people are justified in being upset by that.

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can’t stop thinking about ✨them✨

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fun drawing session :]

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u survive literally every single event in your life & still every time a new event happens you feel like this is the event that will kill you and that you will never move on from but actually you will continue to survive like you always have bc u have a 100% win rate of surviving events. btw

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Mr. “‘He’s not- we’re not’ - subtle is what you are not!“-Diaz in Close My Eyes and Stumble (Right Into Your Love) by @hmslusitania  

Eddie’s PTSD is just that little bit worse and when he moves to Los Angeles, instead of joining the LAFD, he joins dispatch.

Which is all good and fine, except for this one firefighter he keeps ending up talking to.

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gnab

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EDDIEEEEE☀️🌷🍄‍🟫🌈✨

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"and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be right in front of me". abc move your ass and let them fuck, the tension is KILLING people out here anyway more spicy stuff on patreon

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when my time comes around

lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

no grave can hold my body down

i’ll crawl home to her

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some buddie studies as i wait for the new episode