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Sana pag dumating yung time na ready kana at kaya muna sila tanggapin ulit.

Nandyan pa rin sila. 😶

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Happy New Year! 😊

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God,

Hi, sorry.

Kasi natulog na naman akong umiiyak, at gumising ng umiiyak. 6yrs ago ganito ako. At nakita ko sarili ko na ganito ulit ako. Ganito din ang panahon noon, habang masaya ang iba; ako iniisip ko yung taong dahilan kung bakit ako hindi lubos na masaya.

Pero hindi na ako natatakot o mag-iisip at gagawa ng masama para sa sarili ko.

Hindi ko na yun uulitin. Hayaan mu lang po akong umiyak. Hiniling ko sayo dati na sana dumating yung time na wala na kong maramdaman, na bigyan mu ako ng chance na ako naman yung mananakit, ako naman yung mang-iiwan at mangbabalewala.

Pero hindi, hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko pala kaya. Baka nga nilakha mu lang ako para magmahal lang at magpatawad.

God, gaya ng dati. Wala kong ibang hiling kundi patnubayan mu kami. Lalo na siya, at sana kung maisip man niya ko. Wag na niya ko isipin kausapin ulit. Masaya ako kung alam kong masaya siya. Sapat na po yun sakin, alam mu yan.

Inisip ko kasing baka nalulungkot na siya kaya niya ko naisip. Pero hindi pala, hindi ko alam kung bakit nga ba siya bumalik. Sinubukan niya lang ba ko, kung ganun pa rin ako. Mukhang nakuha na niya ang sagot. Hindi pa din ako nagbabago.

Pero kung dumating man yung time na nalulungkot siya at walang ibang yayakap sa kanya. Handa po akong magmahal at magpatawad ulit, ng paulit- ulit.

Hanggang sa makita ko siyang maging tunay na masaya. Hindi po ako mapapagod.

Gaya mu magmamahal at magpapatawad ako.

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Smile ☺️

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6 years ago

And again, sorry pa rin ang masasabi ko.

Hanggang ngayun hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano yung ginawa at nagawa ko.

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“And I began to let him go. Hour by hour. Days into months. It was a physical sensation, like letting out the string of a kite. Except that the string was coming from my center.”

— Augusten Burroughs (via perrfectly)

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Heart Diver ❤️

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I'm okay 🌻

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Kaya ko. Okay lang ako. Ako pa ba? 🙄😅

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Dreaming of you ❤️

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In someway:

When did you stop caring? he asked.

When did you start noticing? she replied. -Lang Leav

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Hi Life,

Remember the girl crying under the night sky? Inside her room, in the attic, and even in the storage room. So no one can see how fragile and vulnerable she is.

Well, i think she still the same. Crying like a baby. So in love. So stupid! 😂

Love,

Me ❤️

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Me. Everytime.

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Everytime you asked me to leave,

I always stuck around,

hoping for it to get better.

Maybe my presence,

my staying —

us trying harder,

will make it better.

But darling,

as much as it broke my heart,

the nights felt never sobber.

The tidal waves swooshed in

and carried us in huge waves,

causing collateral damage

to the both of us —

maybe staying,

when things are falling apart,

will break us even more.

No one stays indoors

during an earthquake.

They all flee for safety,

something I never did,

when an earthquake struck us

Maybe the damage

has been done

a whole lot of times.

Maybe the walls of our hearts,

Have grown weary,

fragile,

brittle.

So love,

now you ask me to go,

and for the first time,

I will follow your pleading —

evacuating like evacuues

trying to save themselves

From a falling building.

But love,

I will come back

once the restoration is over,

once you tell me it's okay

to come back over.

And I don't know when it'll happen,

maybe we'll be a tad bit older.

But I'll come back to you,

Once the earthquake is over.

—maybe good bye's aren't always bad and hopefully never official.

Words by: kmgrdn

Photo credits: Cristine Madrona

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Worth

W O R T H

Have you ever felt like there is no one to lean on?

Ever felt like left alone?

I'm gonna tell you this:

People do come and go wether you like it or not.

Don't beg someone to stay.

Because "care" is not something you have to ask, it is something proactively given from the person who truly "cares" for you.

The world is so big yet you make it so small that you run the world with one person.

Learn to love yourself again.

Because sometimes being alone is enough.

The wisest thing that you can do is to be on your own side.

Because at the end of the day, self- worth is necessary.

Be the sum of everything that you have learned.

Appreciate that you are worth living.

Put your self at the top of your to-do-list.

Don't forget to fall in love with yourself first.

Because now, it's your turn to light up your life.

©️LjT

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Wish

W I S H

I wish someone would have told me that everything's gonna be okay, without asking questions and letting me be.

I wish someone would have told me that life is beautiful because they have me.

I wish someone would surprisingly hug me without hesitations and explain why it's okay to cry.

I wish it is easier to find someone who would have the same love that you deserve.

I wish everything is easier.

I wish that someone would have helped me pick the pieces again and telling me that I will overcome this pain.

I wish someone would ask me on a date and makes me smile, letting me laugh till the depth of my lungs.

I wish someone would always be there telling me "Hey I got you don't worry".

I wish that someone would understand me the way I want to be understood without giving any explanations.

I wish someone would accept the way I am and for who I am without underestimating me.

I wish I would have someone who's one call away.

I wish someone would have kissed my soul.

I wish it would be that easy.

©️LjT