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Your advantage. True to the meaning of destroying my nature. Always.

Assigned measure. In a table of contents I looked for a name that meant a lot to me. I had to account for my study partners absence. I picked up slack, waited the last five minutes of class to look at a scheduling for my doctor’s appointment. Haunting as I was jerking off half the time still the distractions my mind leaving me to be in contempt- to take a step back and hold what’s truly magnificent about this time in place . Haunted as I couldn’t imagine myself getting help in this moment.

A person aware of what was being said about her. She cried when they said they were glad that her brother died.

There was this boy in class. He was mad at these people making fun of him. They said they saw him kissing a sixteen year old and called him a freak. He swore he hadn’t gone to second base with her. He said they were waiting till she was eighteen. They grabbed him by the head, pulling him by his hair and threw his books away.

The girls never got him in trouble. But the boy got in lawsuit from the underage girls mother. He found out when an envelope arrived in the mail with a court attendance date and a signature to the administer.

My mind stuck on a tone that chattered away, touching,.. loving, and striking. My hands clenched. My fists weakened more out of each time they dug into my ribs. I couldn’t see myself chip away at this any longer. Frequently dispersing in numbers too great, in numbers more than three, Ive always played my part. Ive always been bold on issues and events. Compassionate to some people, To others; insufficient. In many days, I never trusted anyone. I’m much stronger than these little kids.

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Just when I thought it was over, it turned into merely only the beginning.

PATC

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The Pour St. John Restaurant – Fergus & Trevor by Sam Harris

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Existential isolation cuts beneath other forms of isolation. No matter how closely we relate to another individual, there remains a final unbridgeable gap. Each of us enters into existence alone and must depart from it alone. Each individual since the dawn of consciousness created a primary self (transcendental ego) by permitting consciousness to curl back upon itself and to differentiate a self from the remainder of the world. Only after that does the individual, now "self-conscious," begin to constitute other selves. Beneath this act . . . there is a fundamental loneliness; the individual cannot escape the knowledge that (1) he constitutes others and (2) he can never fully share his consciousness with others.

Rollo May and Irvin Yalom in Current Psychotherapies, ed. Raymond Corsini

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