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Tom Hardy as Harry Da Souza MobLand | S01E5 “Funeral for a Friend”

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Tom Hardy vaping in a bathroom.

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in another episode of what tiktok exposed me to without my consent - rita ora apparently used liam paynes voice/recording for their duet'd song. which like. go off, i guess. but the visceral immediate no when it came on my FYP. i haven't been able to listen to a one direction song (and i had gotten back in to the band, like, the enjoyment i had over last summer rocking to 1d in my 20s - insane) since i heard the news. i actually only recently was able to listen to a couple of songs of harry's solo music. i haven't even been able to handle anyone elses. and then that????

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listen. i didn’t watch the episode - and still tommy being around gives me hella ick - but i stg kenneth posted a tiktok and i don’t think it was a throwback which makes me question everything

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……i have unintentionally curated a playlist that is so buck….and dare i say, buddie/buck-pining-in-believed-to-be-unrequited-love and….it slaps if i’m honest

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so. i have a thing for like....an otp being with others in like, the same fic/media forms. and there's something about it that squicks me out - and sometimes its okay as a plot device if its like, super minor and honestly there's got to normally be a guilt and angst up in there...but when i tell you i physically cringe at the tommy/buck stuff. and like, no shade if that's your preference, i just cant do it and that's true for every fandom, every pairing i like - if i was talking about literally any of them itd be the same but its just been like, under a microscope with my hyperfixation dive back into 911

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um a/b/o!buddie snippet under the cut bc what else am i doing ig

The drive home is unbearable.

Not because it’s long—they’re barely twenty minutes from the bar—but because Buck is squirming in the passenger seat like his skin doesn’t fit. Eddie has one hand on the wheel and the other clenched tight in his lap, jaw set. The air in the truck is thick—windows cracked, but it doesn’t help. Buck’s scent is cloying. Sweet and sharp and soaked with want. With need. Every breath Eddie takes is full of it, down to his bones.

Buck is spread in the seat, legs parted, hoodie long since pushed off, shirt rumpled from Eddie’s hands. His thighs are damp—visibly, now—and he’s been rolling his hips in tiny circles ever since the engine started. Trying to get any friction. Trying not to whine.

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so unfortunately tiktok has roped me into the buddie thing again and like. i literally can’t with buck sleeping with you know who in eddies house. im appalled on eddies behalf.

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BITCH it’s my turn 😩

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sooooo spotify wrapped was not it this year fam im disappointed

in other words if spotify wrapped doesn’t get released soon i’m either going to crash out or I’ll be switching to apple music

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in other words if spotify wrapped doesn’t get released soon i’m either going to crash out or I’ll be switching to apple music

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Nicholas Alexander Chavez and Cooper Koch in Monsters: The Lyle and Erik Menendez Story.

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heavenly

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me, about to have a d1 crashout: i think a piercing would fix me though. maybe two