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how do i politely ask him to slam me against a wall and make out with me

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My fav sex position is actually when I have feelings for someone and they have the same feelings for me too

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“I’d rather listen to your voice than my favourite song.”

— Your Voice / Unrequited Love

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Darling, your heart is big enough to love someone who you know will never love you back. How can you mistake that for being weak?

I.c.f.

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Hey guys.

I never told you anything about myself/ my teacher crush but I will now, because if a new user sees my blog, they know my story first before they search my tumblr.

Well, my name is Jessi, I'm 16 and i live in germany. I am a REALLY strange person, nobody will ever understand lol ;d

My teacher crush was my co-principal K. He teaches chemistry and sometimes when the other teachers are out he teaches politics or biology. He's 43 years older than I am and he really looks like a bear omg 🐻 i have a crush on him since the 9th march 2016. On this day I had a really deep conversation with him about our families and how fast time goes by and I really fell in love with this man it's actually crazy! (i liked him before of course) Two days later he got heart sick and he wasn't at school for 5 months. It was a terrible time for me, because he was the only reason why I enjoyed going to school. When he came back I was so happy haha because I thought I will never see him again

Tbh we had a love-hate relationship. Some days we ignored each other, other days we talked like we were a married couple. He always tried to be funny and that's one thing i REALLY REALLY loved about him. Well, in May I wrote my chemistry exam with him and he helped me (although teachers aren't allowed to help students while they write exam!!) and I got a very good grade only because of him. How can you not love this man?

There are so many beautiful things I had with him, but I need to let him go. Because I graduated 2 weeks ago, on the 22nd June.

God I am so sad and I want to cry 25/8 because I miss K so bad. He was (well, still IS!!) the light of my life. Because of him I enjoyed my life. He helped me with so many things and I am so thankful that I met such a person like him.

That's the reason why I leave Tumblr. I really need to get over him. Of course I will never forget him but all thosw things here make me so sad and I can't stop thinking about him. I know it will be a hard and long way, but I think I'll make it.

So I want to thank my almost 700 followers of course. Sadly I didn't knew you all, because I really love hearing all of your stories.

And also a thank you to all my friends I met here (those will know!) you helped me through so many things and you always listened to my problems. Wow I am so thankful that we met 😩❤

I really love y'all and I hope you enjoy the time with your tc as much as I did, because time will go by faster than you think!

-j

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2 years 3 months

Reblog with the amount of time you’ve liked or loved your tc.

Me? Id say about 8 months.

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my whole life

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for you, anything

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How do u deal with your problems?

I don’t 

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You know our parents didn’t want us to go online because they thought middle-aged men would stalk us, but oh how the tables have turned

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- he broke my heart. you merely broke my life. 

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going from “today is a good day” to “i hate my life” takes me approximately 2.6 seconds

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Panic! In front of the cute boy

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you ever fell in love with somebody like 5 times? like damn, I thought I loved you before but wtf is this next level shit

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(quote by @flatsound)