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Have you ever heard me?

The weep.

The beat of my heart.

Have you ever tried to listen?

The voice inside my head,

I said help!

But no one, nobody's listening.

Have you not see me?

The scratch.

The scars engraved into me.

Have you ever tried to glanced at me?

My eyes was telling you,

I can't go on anymore.

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I can still remember how your lips formed a smile,

It was true, pure, honest, and heartfelt,

Just like the way you hug me so tight,

Oh mom I do really missed you so much.

I can still remember all of your reminders,

On not to deal with men,

Who doesn't know how to care,

Oh dad I want to hear it out, again

I missed you both so much,

All the memories that we had shared,

Gave impact into my life,

How I wish I can go back in time.

I want to go back where—

We pictured our family portrait,

Where I can hug you and kiss you,

And tell you how much I love you over and over again.

I want to see you again Mom and Dad,

But I know, now I can't,

It because you're no longer here,

And you're just watching how do I lived.

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"Yuhooo!Hi? Hellooo?"

"Ah- Hey? How are you?" he replied to the girl standing on his side.

"Wa-wait? How did you see me? How come?"

"Well I have my two eyes. So why would I not see you? Besides your beauty is extraordinary"

" Actually they couldn't see me. I am someone who can't be seen by just anyone. This is the first time! " she exclaimed with excitement.

"What is your name Miss?"

"I do-don't know-" she answered in a low tone.

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YOU'RE ROAD KEDS: Wake Up!

"When will people learn that English is a language and not a measurement of intelligence."- unknown

On the 4th of April 2018, a youtube user uploaded an edited video clip which features Jenny repeating the line “You’re road" and "You're acting like a ked". This video clip went viral and gained over 107,000 views.

The edited video clip was based on a footage from TLC’s reality program “90 Day Fiance where in this segment Larry, an American travels to the Philippines so that he could propose a marriage to Jenny, a Filipina he met online.

Being hospitable and caring are one of the characteristics of Filipinos that's why the family of Jenny prepared a roast lechon for Larry but eventually Larry doesn't eat pork, yet he still tried it. Jenny got mad because of the showed attitude of Larry so he said that Larry is road and he is acting like a ked.

Her Filipino accent makes “rude” sound like “road”, thus, created a debate and numerous memes amongst netizens on social media criticizing and calling out her pronunciation.

English language is not even our first language. So what's the big deal if sometimes we committed mistakes in speaking English? Maybe that is the reason why most of the people are afraid to speak in English because we the Filipinos are also the one who are criticizing each other.

So why we are degrading our "Kapwa- Pilipino"? Why we are making so much fun on the mistakes of our fellow? Why we are not focusing on the corruption of this country? Why we are not taking our time to the most important issues of Philippines? Why we are the one who are letting the Philippines to be on the bottom and not on the ascension of our country?

Don't be rude and don't act like a kid! Wake up!

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Various types of persona we wontedly met everyday, but the only thing that differ is "everybody have their own distinct smile". Though, I have seen so many faces showcasing their beautiful and almost perfectly smile, the problem is — their is no sincerity in their eyes. It's just like watching a movie with no content, like reading a book with no letters, like talking so loudly with no sense at all, and it's like looking in the evening skies with no stars in it. I know that most people just laugh and smile to show that they are okay and just fine. However, the most unforgettable moment in my life happened when I saw you. An unfamiliar girl in the middle of the street where I saw the smile that I have been looking for my entire life. And somehow I am beguiled and confused of how a girl stand in the middle of the street while waving her hands to a person she doesn't personally know? Yet, you've captured me. My eyes, my heart, and my soul because at last! I already saw the smile with sincerity that I am always searching for. I finally found the last piece of the puzzle where I can now solve the problem. However, an unpredictable moment happened as you were walking towards me. The whole place were filled with startling incessant loud honk and everything was beginning to slow motion. And precipitous you were suddenly hit by a truck. I was so shocked because I still didn't know you. I wanted to know you. There is really something with your smile and your eyes. It's just like you are longing with my presence. I don't know anything — and all I want to do is to see your smile again but no — that is actually your last smile.

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The darkness disseminated throughout her entire room, and there was no indication of light that will give her the true meaning of life. It was only eight thirty in the morning, yet she believe that it was already a craptastic day. And it was not strange, since it always happened everyday.

It started when she stopped believing that there was someone. Someone who will give the thing that she wanted most in her life. She's been wishing for it every year, every birthday since she was a little kid, but no one knows how to grant her wish. No one knew what she really wanted, that's why she feels that there was no single person who really cares about her being.

"Lord, please let someone at least lend his or her umbrella to me" she wished when her sixteenth birthday came. Yet days, weeks, and months had passed but she still doesn't have an umbrella. Therefore, she began to feel the exhilarating pain of being alone, of being exhausted, and being tormented every second of her day.

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Teardrops kept falling,

Sadness kept hunting,

Everyday and every night,

Your face kept showing.

I can't just forget-

All the memories,

That we had shared,

Happiness and even sadness.

So how easy it is for you,

To just let me go,

Leave me alone and say:

I don't love you anymore.

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First time when we met,

My heart beats so fast,

That day I never forget,

Since beginning to last.

You are like my sunlight,

That blinks so bright,

You are my sight,

Everyday and every night.

I am ready to fight for you -

No matter what -

It's because I love you,

And no one can tear us apart.

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Someone asked me 'if what I want to be',

I just smiled and keep quiet,

It's because I know -

I really know that they won't understand me.

The next day, someone again asked me the same question,

But I answered him the same way,

It's because I know that they won't appreciate me,

And everyone will goin' to judge me.

But someone again approached me the day after day,

Yet, he doesn't say anything,

Instead, he just handed me a piece of paper and said:

"You can be you with that piece of paper".

I want to be an ephemeral flower,

That will last for just a short period of time,

It's because just like the flower,

They won't be perceive even when they are gone.

And that's what I want to be,

Isn't exciting?

To walk away with the reality?

It's because I am stuck here with my useless body.

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I am certainly in love with the color pink,

The color of charm, tenderness and femininity,

The color that symbolizes excellence and perfection,

Which plenteously delineated this bleach blonde Poppy.

How about you?

Do you like color pink?

Do you love me?

Then think pink and let me be your queen,

I guarantee you, your life will be like a dream.

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Hi? I greeted her with enthusiasm,

That's right! Just smile,

So that every one will not mistaken,

That you're not feeling alright.

Hello? I greeted her with apathy,

No, that's not good! Just smile,

So that everyone will not ask you,

If you're feeling just fine?

Every time I asked her it feels like-

I'm in metaphorically in pain,

Smiling throughout

But deep inside I'm in pain, Ven.