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from my notes app part i

common elements of emo music:

dark imagery

the drums are there

some parts louder than others

somewhat ambiguous

lyrics have to be GOOD >:(

cool words that people might have to look up

be a geek

the bridge is like wow this is different and my whole life has changed (epic examples: camisado, XO, GINASFS)

sometimes two bridge ish bits that’s always fun

at least one lyric thats like wow that hurts

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have not updated in a bit so i will be posting stuff from my notes

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Introduction!!!!

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my name is Darylon or whatever else you can think of to call me

i use any pronouns

i just talk a lot mainly and this blog is very unorganized

please find me interesting and funny ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) <3

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Someone outside the library looking pensive and drinking from a glass jug of milk. 👍

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I love the concept of luck and think that ladybugs are epic. Idk what it is it’s just like, yeah. You know? I will start signing off my posts with a ladybug 🐞

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you know what? I WILL give you an honest opinion on my experience in your class this year! thank you for asking!

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my vocabulary is rapidly dwindling. "yay" is one of my default responses now

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spotify pleeeease bring back Nearly Witches (demo extended 1) and Nearly Witches (demo extended 2)!! What do i need them for? uhhhhhhhh a school project! yep! For what class? uhhhh science! oh fiddlesticks I should’ve said music. What? no im not lying just so that i can listen to them! who would even do that? like what? what? who? Yes, I am lying, i’ll just go.

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omg i forgot about :]

these two -> :3 :D are probably my favorites right now, no offense to any other emoticons though. thank yew byeeeeee :D :3

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these two -> :3 :D are probably my favorites right now, no offense to any other emoticons though. thank yew byeeeeee :D :3

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elevatERRSSS and half-priced sales (>ヮ<)!

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limbo on earth and using words wrong rather than researching their truth because i like the way i use them

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i was ordering a waffle and i was asked my name and hesitated for so long and now i might just have to leave

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pleeeease don’t make me do my classwork :(

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Rainbow dash is the monarch of swag

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duck. duck. duck. duck. GOOSE.

And now I’m running in circles like that one ptv song

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What if I don’t want to watch the people I know and care about change and shift into a caricature of the people they hang out with? Like can I just…not? Can they just not? Nothing is rooting me to the ground while they take on the same mannerisms that left me standing three steps behind just trying to match the pace of people who forgot I was there. Can’t I just not care when they sit next to them, and another sits between us as if we’ve never met before. I should be allowed to just ignore when I realize someone isn’t talking to me. So can I just…not watch? Close my eyes and not see them transform, a werewolf of conformity fueled by friendships of convenience? I think that would work better.