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I am the birthday girl. π On this day I escaped my birth giver and became the single person ever, some might even say of all time. Thank you to everyone for interacting with this big, you are all truly wonderful.
#[thanks disembodied voice || mun & ooc]#( this post brought to you by my habitual 4 am bath. because apparently the desire to sleep in was a suggestion to my body )
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#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Grungy Teenager || Aesthetic]#[The Psionic Skeptic || v. Kingdom Hearts Nobody AU]
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Sad Sentences, Vol. 12
(Sad sentences from various sources. Adjust phrasing where needed)
"Have you noticed, when you're miserable, time seems to slow to a crawl?"
"I have so much to tell you, but you ignore me."
"When you're in love, you feel like you have all the time in the world - but trust me, you don't."
"This is not our world anymore."
"Neither of us are free from guilt."
"I don't want your pity. It will only make things worse."
"I thought we promised to only have this conversation when we're drunk?"
"You think I'm never clever enough. You always have."
"You're the best friend I've ever had. You could say the only friend. I don't really collect friends."
"Who's going to take care of you when I'm gone?"
"Most don't believe monsters deserve friendship."
"We don't have any fun! Not like we used to!"
"We cannot unmake the past. We shall live with our guilt, you and I."
"The world has turned upside down."
"I've given you my whole heart. Why can't you give me yours?"
"You know how sometimes you don't feel connected to other people? That they seem to care about the stupid stuff?"
"How am I going to do this without you?"
"All sad people like poetry."
"Do you ever think of me?"
"I don't suppose I could bother you for a cup of tea, could I? I could very much do with the company."
"Have you ever noticed that people are getting meaner?"
"Memories, like photographs, have a way of fading over time."
"There are two things we are charged with in this life: living with our mistakes, and endeavouring to learn from them."
"Do you think I don't understand what it is to be different?"
"You never change - except, of course, in every way that matters."
"You're nice, but you can't help me."
"I just want a normal life."
"We've all done things to survive. There are such sins on my back it would kill me to turn around."
"Why is everyone suddenly against me?"
"Is this about you wondering what life would have been like if you made difference choices?"
"Is there a chance that there's only evil? That there is no good?"
"It isn't like it used to be, but it'll do."
"I don't want to be scared anymore."
"What if feeling nothing is the worst pain of all?"
"It's happened, hasn't it? I've become boring."
"Do you ever wish you could be someone else? Just run away from your life?"
"I never wanted you not to be in my life."
"Why are you talking in the past tense?"
"I'm going to miss you while you're gone."
"We have nothing to say to each other!"
#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Muse Strikes at the Strangest Times || Prompt]
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#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Grungy Teenager || Aesthetic]#[Defective Interface || v. Kingdom Hearts Corrupted Data AU]
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On anon or not, ask my muse about their family.
#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Muse Strikes at the Strangest Times || Prompt]#[Iβm Not Saying Anything || Wishlist]
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I'll be eternally a forgotten name, some lost refrain.
#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[A Forlorn Cimmerian || v. Kingdom Hearts Heartless AU]
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HEADCANON MEME
what is their favorite lego set?
what do they tend to look for in thrift / antique shops?
which golden girl are they most like?
what is their favorite exhibit at an aquarium?
what does their breakfast look like?
what gaming console was the first one they ever played?
is there a small habit that they do every day?
what color was their childhood bedroom?
what is their favorite wine / liquor?
what's their guilty pleasure tv show?
have they ever gone to an estate sale? does it weird them out?
what is their favorite scent of candle?
what's their favorite board game?
what good deed have they done today?
how much water do they really drink in a day?
do they collect anything?
how do they take their coffee / tea?
do they take any medications?
how often to they fall asleep on the sofa?
what are they like when they're sick?
did they / do they still play pokemon go?
do they watch the olympics? do they prefer summer or winter?
what do they usually buy in a gift shop?
what clubs / sports were they involved in as a child / teenager?
how often do they do their laundry?
do they listen to music or watch tv more often?
how many pillows do they sleep with?
what holidays do they decorate for?
have they ever tried to write poetry?
do they keep a daily journal / planner?
what's their favorite time of day?
how often do they clean out their fridge?
what hill are they willing to die on?
do they prefer ice cream in a bowl or a cone?
what religion are they? how do they practice?
do they give money to the homeless?
what's their least favorite chore?
they can pick one skill to suddenly have, what is it?
do they watch the superbowl even if they aren't into football?
what does a typical day off work look like for them?
do they actually use their stickers or just collect them?
have they ever done volunteer work?
mun's choice: tell us something about your muse!
#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Muse Strikes at the Strangest Times || Prompt]#[Iβm Not Saying Anything || Wishlist]
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β Β πππππππ ππππππππ: πππππππ ππππππππ
"β¦ And if I were to forgive you?"
"β¦ I'll make your dream a reality."
"β¦ Was this really the right thing to do?"
"A fledgling out for blood is still just a fledgling. You're no threat to me."
"Ah⦠I wish I could lean on your shoulder and close my eyes."
"And now, here before the one I admire so deeply, my feelings remain firm."
"Are you hiding back there? Please, come out and talk with me."
"As long as you're there, I can stand tall without hesitation."
"Be well, my beloved."
"Being with you gives me a warm feeling - a feeling of security."
"Being with you made me feel so safe. I've felt that way from the moment we met."
"Being with you really is like a dream. I hope we will continue to have many nights like this one."
"Came to see the flowers at night again?"
"Consider it an advance. You can work for me to pay it off."
"Could you find it in your heart to forgive me, despite my shame?"
"Did I do something in my sleep�"
"Dunno why, but talking with you always calms me down."
"Eat and drink to your heart's content. We will need our strength."
"Even at a time like this, you cheer me up⦠You exceed my expectations every time."
"Fight your way through!"
"Good fortune has brought us together once more."
"Heh, I don't know how you can act so high and mighty. You're the one that's come begging for help, remember?"
"Here we are, forced to meet in secret like conspiring thieves."
"Hm⦠You're not as boring as I thought you'd be."
"Hmm, no need to thank me. You'll make me blush."
"Hmph, you've got some nerve talking to me like that."
"How about a training session, for old times' sake?"
"I am actually quite stubborn, believe it or not, but I also love to be cared for."
"I appreciate you not tossing me out into the street."
"I don't know if I would have survived without your help there."
"I don't know who you are, but you have my thanks."
"I doubt I will ever be able to repay you."
"I had so hoped to run into you⦠Could I ask you to spare a moment?"
"I hate to admit this, but I can't imagine doing this without you."
"I know you, through and through, thanks to that night we spent together."
"I must admit that having someone to talk to like this brings me great comfort. And I wouldn't want to get that from anyone but you."
"I never thought we would see each other alive againβ¦"
"I ordered way back before you even arrived, and yet it's still not here⦠Mind checking up on that for me?"
"I owe you my life, so I'll be making sure you eat well every day from now on."
"I recall all those moments fondly - both the sweet, and the bitter."
"I regret not making you mine."
"I see you walk an honourable path, wielding your blade for the weak."
"I sent the letter with little hope of a reply, let alone a personal visitβ¦"
"I shall always be in your debt."
"I want you to feel the same way⦠Is that too selfish?"
"I wanted to talk to you about what's in store for us in the future."
"I was worried for a minute there I might have lost you."
"I will be relying on your skills out there."
"I will hold onto the memories we made together for the rest of my life."
"I would like to join hands with youβ¦"
"I wouldn't have come this far without you."
"I'll give you something to swing at! Come at me any way you like."
"I'll hear what you have to say. But try to make me give thanks or pay respect, and you will regret it."
"I'm sorry for barging in and making myself at home."
"I'm sorry. The truth is, I was always suspicious of you."
"I've always wanted a friend like youβ¦"
"I've got some special meals prepared for you today."
"If you have the time, I'd like to get to know you a bit betterβ¦"
"If you weren't here, Iβ¦"
"In the light of these stars, I fear I am tempted to lay bare my most intimate of thoughts."
"It took some time, but I think my influence has finally started to rub off on you."
"It would be very heartening to have you on our side."
"It's gotten cold. I'd like to warm myself up in your room tonight."
"It's nice here, isn't it? Perfect for a drink."
"It's thanks to you that I escaped death."
"Keep an eye on me out there, okay? Don't look away even for a second."
"Let us continue to worry together, to ponder together - and on occasion, spread our wings together."
"Let's make a promise. If either of us gets injured, the other has to nurse them back to health!"
"Let's stay together from now on."
"Meeting you, discussing my inventions, spending all those nights together⦠Every one of those days was dear to me."
"My apologies, I must have drifted off to sleepβ¦"
"No matter what the future holds, I want to keep you close by."
"Now that I think about it, you are the only one to whom I can show this side of me."
"Now, how about we have a drink to better enjoy our mutual silence? We'll let the wine take us where it mayβ¦"
"Once you've found a good comrade, a friend, it's natural to want to stick together, right?"
"One day, even if we've become enemies, I hope to help you once again."
"Our companionship shall become an open secret."
"Perhaps we could travel across the land?"
"Promise me."
"Race you there!"
"Regardless of what happens to me in the future, may I count on having your friendship?"
"So you felt the same way?"
"So, you have no memory of your past? β¦ Now I see why you cannot tell me where you are from."
"Sorry to come so suddenly. I know you must be busy, butβ¦"
"Sorry to worry you."
"Such devastating beautyβ¦"
"Talking with you always brings me impeccable joy."
"Thank you for coming⦠There's something I'd like to talk with you about."
"Thanks? What foolishness is this? Do you expect me to get on my knees right here and now?"
"The one I've wanted to see for so long is right here, in front of meβ¦"
"There is no room in my heart for anyone but youβ¦"
"There is still much I must do. But I swear that I will get you out of here."
"There's no going back nowβ¦"
"These quiet moments we have together are what keep me going. It is my hope that you feel the same."
"Things could have been different between us."
"Though it is the eve of battle, you appear as calm as always."
"Time seems to pass so quickly whenever I'm with you."
"Together we shall journey throughout this vast land!"
"Tonight, I wish to etch the features of your face and the sound of your voice into my memory."
"Until now we have merely been friends. Please, let us change that."
"We have spoken openly and gazed into each other's hearts⦠Now we will have nothing to regret."
"We just need you to lend us your formidable might to make up for the troops we lost saving you."
"We may be outnumbered, but we must not falter!"
"We see each other almost every day, but it's been so long since we've had a chance to relax."
"We'll have to cut our way through."
"Who cares about your past now. From now on, you're one of the family."
"Would you remain by my side?"
"Would you stay with me without asking any questions - just like you did before?"
"You are a comrade like no other, and your presence fills me with confidence."
"You are someone I hold dearβ¦"
"You are the only one to know my secretβ¦"
"You exist in a place beyond my reach."
"You knew exactly where to find me. Did I really stand out that much?"
"You know⦠I didn't have the chance to thank you."
"You shouldn't even be here⦠But I'm glad you are⦠I really wanted to see you."
"You taught me about so many things that I never knew existed. Not just weaponsβ¦ but also feelingsβ¦"
"You're striving to become someone⦠Whereas I haven't even been trying. I've just been existing in obscurity."
"You're the only one that I wantβ¦"
"You're too kind to me. After all, I may very well become your enemy."
"You've truly brought a storm upon my head this time, eh?"
"Your existence is much like this starlight, gently illuminating me in the darkness."
"Your fate and mine are intertwined now."
"Your memory will live on, deep in the bottom of my heart."
#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Muse Strikes at the Strangest Times || Prompt]#[Iβm Not Saying Anything || Wishlist]
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Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β I became good at pretending. Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β I became so good that after a while Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β the lines blurred between my truth and fiction.Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β And sometimes, when I did a really good job of Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β pretending, I even fooled myself.
#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Mysteries at Twilight || v. Kingdom Hearts (MAIN)]
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EPIC: THE MUSICAL, WISDOM SAGA
feel free to change pronouns and such when needed.
"It's just me, myself, and I."
"I'm stuck with your stories, but no clue who you are."
"If I fight those monsters, is it you I'll find?"
"I know life and fate are scary, but I wanna be legendary."
"I'll fight the harpies and chimeras!"
"There are strangers in our halls."
"They keep taking space and it's not much longer we can stall."
"They're getting impatient. Dangerous, too."
"I would fight them if I was half as strong as you."
"Somebody help me, come and give me the strength."
"Can I do whatever it takes to keep ____ safe?"
"It's been twenty years and we still have no king."
"Give me a chance, a single opportunity."
"When's your tramp of a mother gonna choose a new husband?"
"Don't you dare call my mother a tramp!"
"What'cha gonna do about it, champ?"
"Fight, little wolf, fight."
"Wanna entertain me?"
"Wanna be a man then fight, little wolf, fight."
"You've made your worst mistake here."
"You'll have run out of bones to break when you and I are through."
"I'll teach you all the lessons your daddy never could."
"This cruel world doesn't give out presents just for being good."
"Need some help?"
"Is your plan to stand around?"
"'Cause I suggest you fight back."
"Uppercut him. Now."
"Alright now, let's try this again."
"I've no respect for bullies, those who impose their will."
"I've seen plenty enough to truly understand this kind of filth."
"Let's teach this dog a lesson."
"One young wolf has a larger heart than all these men combined."
"Show them that you've got some bite, ____!"
"Take advantage now and strike, ____-!"
"Don't go down without a fight, ____!"
"Oh, maybe I pushed you a bit too hard."
"I had a friend before, and he was a lot like you."
"I helped him fight through war, but he had his demons, too."
"Then we grew apart."
"Then his light went dark."
"I don't know who your friend is, I don't know what he's like, but my time with you has been splendid."
"'Cause I got in a fight, and I didn't die!"
"I've never felt strong before."
"You're my friend, I couldn't ask for more."
"Maybe to fall is to learn one way."
"Maybe it's all gonna turn out great."
"I know we'll be fine."
"I know it's light you'll find."
"You're a good kid."
"Old friend, it's been ten years since I last saw you."
"____, where did you go?"
"Morning, sleepy head, you've been resting for a while."
"I swore that you were dead when you washed up on my isle."
"Did you know you talk in your sleep?"
"Tell me, though, who's ____?"
"I'm not your man."
"I'm what you want here."
"I'm what you need here."
"From here on out, you're mine, all mine."
"Hell no!"
"I could kill you where you stand!"
"I'm not pet, I'm a married man!"
"Last I checked, goddesses can't die."
"You're adorable."
"Bow down to the might ____, here to entertain, but fear not, I bring no pain."
"Under my spell, we're stuck in paradise."
"No one can come or go."
"I don't belong here!"
"There's something wrong here!"
"I wont' be drawn to live in paradise."
"Time can take a heavy toll."
"All I hear are screams..."
"____, get away from the ledge."
"You don't know what I've gone through!"
"You don't know what I've sacrificed!"
"Every comrade I long knew, every friend, I saw them die."
"It will be fine, dear."
"Come back inside, dear."
"Let me close my eyes."
"I know your life's been hard."
"I'll stay inside your heart."
"I love you, my dear."
"I love our time here."
"Life would be so much worse if you had died."
"Just let me close my eyes."
"Please stay away from harm."
"Stay in my open arms."
"He needs my help."
"Father, ____, rarely do I ask for favors."
"You are playing with thunder for a man full of shame."
"If he's worth the risk of going under, why not make it a game?"
"You all know I'm a fan of catchy songs."
"I think ____'s in the wrong."
"They were trying to do him worse!"
"Now they'll tread with caution first."
"Trust is not given, it's forged."
"Why should I give him my support?"
"He sacrificed his own cohort."
"Did you forget they failed to listen?"
"He was betrayed and then imprisoned."
"He was busy fighting!"
"More like busy spiting."
"Let him feel the pain that his ____ felt and rot."
"Please reconsider this."
"Really, ____? These old tricks?"
"What kind of sick coward holds back his power while he friends get devoured?"
"He didn't even fight ____!"
"Pathetic and weak like his ____!"
"Hold your tongue now!"
"His ____'s my friend!"
"Tell your lover that a broken heart can mend."
"You want more bloodshed?"
"He's got the mind of a genius."
"Try harder."
"He's pretty skilled with words."
"Can do better than that."
"He's kinda funny?"
"Never once has he cheated on his wife."
"I played your game and won!"
"You dare to defy me?"
"No one beats me, no one wins my game!"
"Is she dead?"
"Let him go, please."
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Trust gets you killed.
Love gets you hurt.
And being real gets you hated.
#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Mysteries at Twilight || v. Kingdom Hearts (MAIN)]#[The Psionic Skeptic || v. Kingdom Hearts Nobody AU]
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I'm gonna work on graphics for a bit. Feel free to interact with this post for a starter, or consider it carte blanche to send me things from my prompt tag. Feel free to specify muse or I'll make it a d4 roll.
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Algea allowed the man the time to speak. She even allowed herself to consider his words. She even entertained another sip from her tea cup but decided against eating any of the pastries; why eat what tasted only as ash to her darkened tongue? If he was in a mood searching for absolution, he would simply have to forgive her for not eating them. She let out an amused huff at the idea; if he sought forgiveness, he'd need to forgive a monster for her transgressions?
Her mind seemed to enjoy devising bizarre ways to amuse itself. Monsters were not to be forgiven. Least of all one such as her.
She turned her gaze back out to the streets painted by an idyllic sunset. A few birds flew past the window, and she found herself wondering just how far they were able to fly. Could they fly between worlds, she wondered, or were they bound to the worlds of their births? She closed her eyes for a beat, listening to the familiar trams and trains as they moved. She was sure the Body would avoid this place like the plague. She... didn't have it in her to care. Fate guided her movement, and it was her role to react as she was needed to.
When she opened her eyes, he had finished speaking. He did carry such human regrets, didn't he? Things that kept him up at night, plans that hadn't gone quite to plan in either their execution or aftermath... how thoroughly curious. She hadn't thought of him as the kind to voice those kinds of things. Then again, who would believe her? Would she tell anyone in the first place? He wouldn't know either way. Most of them were out for blood; saying the architect of their misery felt sorry wouldn't change that. Still, if true understanding and as close to forgiveness as he could reach was his motive, it was one he either thoroughly considered first or felt compelled to do by his heart, quickly and without any prior preparations.
"Whether your regret is genuine matters little to me," Algea found her response, "and I am not the first monster to be created by another's hands. Even if you think of yourself as the most to blame for my... nativity, I am not the first dark creature you have wrought into existence. Do you regret the birth of Vanitas or your Heartless? Do you seek their forgiveness?"
She let that fall where it lay. The suffering brought by both of them was great and terrible (the Heartless more than Vanitas, but Vanitas's brand of suffering was personal, deeper where the Heartless's was wide reaching in its malice, so perhaps they were more equal than first met the eye there) and so close to the cog of Xehanort that she would take him as being directly responsible for their actions. The Heartless was a monster, same as her, but Vanitas was... something else. So perfectly enshrouded by Darkness and so willing to do whatever it took for the war to happen; even limping back to the hand that abandoned it a decade ago. Had she her Original's curiosity, she would have investigated closer, sought the secret within the purity of that abyss.
She wasn't the original, however, and the Heartless couldn't afford distractions.
Yet, for a moment, she considered taking that course of action. Replacing Vanitas as a vessel was out of the question β the Truth sought by what remained of Shelby Baker lay beyond the upcoming war, and she wouldn't perish for a cause she didn't particularly care for. The Body would willingly dance among the chaos of battle, but she would remain ambivalent until called upon. No doubt her friends would want her to stake her dark existence fighting the Body, consequences be damned. If that was her fate, perhaps she would follow. She'd rather let the rabid dog that remained in the Original's Body attempt her revenge and lose to them, however.
Yet... could she not find another vessel easily enough? Perhaps she could see what it would take to create a replica of Vanitas, so she could take the original for herself... Then she could dive into that queer Darkness that covered his entire Heart, discover the cause the melancholy and maudlin that lay just beneath the surface...
What favor would Xehanort request in payment? What secret betrayal would she have to enact? The Body would make any such transaction difficult...
She sighed. Did it matter to her primary and current secondary objectives? No. When she had less on her plate, she could put more on to it. For now she had enough to keep from fading. That was enough.
"As for understanding Darkness, there's little I can provide you than what you more than likely already know. It is a force that seeks to exist on its own terms, is startling easy to manipulate if you know how, and is always willing to make a Faustian deal if you can ask the right questions and offer it the right things. Of myself, I am different from my base kin because my Original threw open the door into her Heart willingly, allowing Darkness in. I was granted a Keyblade after two cleaved into the Heart I carry. It takes a Heart to wield a keyblade, after all. Beyond that, you'd need to be specific with your inquiries."
She took a deep breath of the scents of Twilight Town. The calm scent of worn bricks and distant gasoline being burned for trams and train. The faint scent of salt and sun kissed sand from the distant beach. Sweet scents from cafes and the faint, yet delightful, scent of children determined to fight the sunset even as it cast its shadows, preluding night...
How terribly nostalgic. Any ghosts this place carried seemed indifferent to her. Yet, she was less than a spirit so it ultimately made sense. She was a shadow without its host. If that body ever truly returned, she couldn't say.
"As for bringing me here, I have no forgiveness to give. It is... pleasant to return here. More than I had anticipated. My... friends are engaged in either journeys or training, leaving me to wander the places they cannot. I don't imagine they will be 'alright' until they can push this behind them, and even then I doubt they will be fully alright for a long time..."
Another wistful sigh, for she had seen each of their doubts and fears reflected in their actions. The apprehension of what has yet to come to pass. Yet also the hopes that things would become 'normal' after it was all said and done. She knew better, but never said it. They all were different. Not a one would be able to return to the lives they led. Perhaps that was for the best. While they adjusted to normalcy, she could fade. Her presence brought painful reminders of what was lost, after all.
"If healing can ever truly be attained, it will be done without you."
'It will be done without me.'
.. imagine this. Here he was -- having invited a Heartless, a being of darkness, into his home. As if it was filthy. Then again, it was hypocritical to even think that particular way, and he knew it. Still, darkness, even if volatile and chaotic, could still remain useful within his day-to-day. He semi-trusted his own Heartless, despite its half-nature being of Terra. But that was different. A different darkness, altogether. One he could control ; same thing went for Vanitas as well. Distrust was heavy lingering within his hues, underneath the nice bout of coldness reigning within the crisp yellow, as he took a sip of his own tea. His tea left itself to be filled with a hefty four, five cubes of sugar to combat against the slightly bitter taste of the liquid. A huge habit from starting years ago.
His fingers even scooped up one of the cookies from his individual plate set aside from the main snack tray - and he chomped into it once after setting down his teacup. Oh, how he loved how the warmth would travel throughout his body - like a blanket covering every inch of him. He didn't necessarily have to have his coat off, it laying creased over the chair behind his back, but he did. Sometimes it felt nice enough to ditch it -- considering how much he preferred to be wearing it constantly. It easily kept the heat in, even if it had a slightly thin leather material. But of course, that was to keep wearing it year-around.
The flavor of the cookie tasted delicious as ever -- the creamy peanut butter taste settling on his tastebuds. He swirled it a bit around his mouth, savoring it, before ultimately chewing and swallowing the bite. He could hear the birds chirp from nearby -- having cracked open the window some. Even the vibrations of children's laughter floated in. Incredibly pleasant day within Twilight Town.
He shifted lightly within his seat as he heard the sounds float out of her mouth, slowly absorbing them. It had seemed like the correct approach, hadn't it? To ease things? ..Had he meant it. Perhaps a portion of it -- regret having been a hard emotion to come by nowadays, especially with all that he had planned. Sacrifices had to be made ; even from within. True regret would only slow him down, and he couldn't have that. Despite having a couple of regrets stubbornly clinging for life within the depths of his Heart, thankfully, they mostly never surfaced.
The eyes of Eraqus from within his sketchbook nearby could tell a different story altogether.
A little chuckle slipped out of his mouth, as she mentioned just that, a seemingly long-forgotten subject from his thoughts just minutes ago. Of darkness. "Of course -- but then you'd have to receive 'forgiveness' from each and every keyblade wielder." But.. that'd be quite tiring, wouldn't it? "Still ... my status doesn't erase the need for regret, especially seeing how I surround myself with darkness altogether,'' he said shortly after, an abrupt changed tone easily heard. Of a more heavy, serious one - despite the light one before it. He was like a walking contradiction. A keyblade of Light stored away within his very being, while darkness threaded itself within him as well.
"It's only natural that I try to understand darkness more through and through with passing moment. I am a master - but there's always more to learn."
"Your friends ..." his voice trailed off, having recalled the previous events prior to all of this. A sigh left him, as he leaned back into his chair. He cast his hues elsewhere, to study something within the environment. "Yes - it had been unnecessary, but I have my reasons. The Organization is but the core of my plans. I have every right to protect what's mine." As if each and every member was but his property. Such a .. dissonance from empathy -- even if he had plenty of it within himself. It had just twisted over the years. Another nibble into his treat, once again, savoring the taste. Strangely enjoying the small things -- though he knew they wouldn't - couldn't -- last.
He tilted his head slightly, curiosity shining through. "I could only assume they are alright by this point ..?" A spark, born out of his empathetic ways, yet it only was because of the Guardians' usefulness more than anything else.
".. Perhaps you'd have to forgive me afterall for bringing you here .. as I doubt that you will take my regret at face-value, knowing all I have done thus far." A challenge -- but he did wonder where she stood throughout everything too.
#multif0rmed#[Waiting on the Clocktower || Queue]#[Shell || In Character]#[A Forlorn Cimmerian || v. Kingdom Hearts Heartless AU]#( Xeha: *attempts to apologize* Algea: *file format not recognized* )#( also yeah Algea was created at the end of Days during Roxas and Riku's fight so she blames Xemnas for that happening )#( Well. Xem and Saix since they were both calling the shots. Since Xeha wasn't present to order them around she doesn't see the point )#( When she says/thinks 'The Body' she's referring to Lhxels )#( Also I based her creation on my theory that Special Heartless like Seeker of Darkness and Sora's are created when someone willingly#( opens themselves to Darkness and/or gets stabbed what good by a Keyblade )#( idk if that's a popular theory or even acknowledged in canon but I roll with it )
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Just a bit of a heads up, in case it was missed: until I can get their full info on the gsite, Algea (Shelby's Heartless) and Corrupted Data Shelby will have temporary bios on the blog. Both posts are linked on the gsite itself same as the full bios for base Shelby and Lhxels, so if you ever need to find them the easiest way would be going to the gsite.
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Quick and dirty bio for Corrupted!Data Shelby, because working on the gsite does not bring joy right now.
Data Shelby β actor program from the Datascape Twilight Town.
Data corruption at 100%. Recommended action: restore terminal to factory settings release program from containment.
Physical changes β All very subtle things. Her freckles are too perfectly placed, her eyes less reflective than others, teeth and tongue similarly perfect in their places. Essentially, think of her as a really well made 3D model that people say is very realistic, but able to move around the real world. When experiencing extreme emotions or engaged in combat, her eyes gain the bug blox symbol from Re:Coded. She also is technically a cis woman, but only in the sense that she edited her data and model to make herself one.
Probability of program collapse: 85%. Recommended action: restore from backup Migrate to another server.
Emotional Changes β Very extreme. She was programmed to protect Roxas, and when it became impossible to carry out her prime directive, the corruption of the Datascape started by the Organization found a foothold in her digital Heart. This desire to prevent any pain has expanded beyond just Roxas, but the return of Roxas to the Data Twilight Town is her primary objective. Beyond that, She is outwardly a much more cheerful and friendly version of Shelby, but it doesn't take much for that facade to fall away and leave an explosive and irrational creature behind.
Personality matrix instability approaching dangerous levels. Recommended action: power down terminal bring another actor program to assist.
New Abilities β enhanced durability, strength, and magic, ability to record and implement data from other fighters, greater magic pool, parasitic virus spreading, ability to rewrite any code so long as she can touch what it's connected to, etc.
Program_Actor:ShellB is not responding to shutdown commands. Recommended action: Provide the program with administrator access. Inform Admin.User:Shelby
Backstory Synopsis β After Shelby's less than stellar idea of jumping between two Keyblades, Roxas was brought to a Datascape version of Twilight Town, which had many actor programs designed by Shelby herself. One of which was her, but one that was more honest and what she dreamed of being. However, as the Organization began hacking and tearing the program apart searching for Roxas, the program became more and more unstable. By the time DiZ began to pull Roxas from the Datascape, the program was so damaged it would have been kinder to simply delete it. In his haste to begin his revenge in earnest, however, DiZ forgot to properly shut it down, leaving the denizens to their own devices. Shelby's data began noticing the decay of her town, ultimately ending up as the only one that could move and search for the cause. The program discovered the backup terminal the real Shelby had implemented as a backdoor and learned everything that could be learned. With a heavy heart, she absorbed the corrupted program into herself. Roxas's last day started with her at 25% data corruption. She reconstructed the program with 105%, and began searching for a way to either return Roxas to the town (as it was her prime directive) or escape it so she could 'rescue' him.
During the time between Roxas' prologue and Sora's gang arriving in the Data Twilight Town, she opened connections to other data centers and copied her data to them. While the programs were received, these copied programs are still attempting to break down the firewalls and antivirus software of Space Paranoids, the servers of the World That Never Was, as well as the computers in Castle Oblivion. She continues working in the Twilight Town datascape, searching for a way out now that she knows Roxas is long gone, pulling from Vexen's research into Replicas to begin to fashion herself a functioning body to move about the Realm of Light.
Combat Notes β the corrupted program generally doesn't fight, but when she does she's the most unique among the Shelbies. Somebody!Shelby fights with machines and technology, Lhxels seeks to dominate the battlefield through her weapon and her lessers, and Algea controls the flow of battle using various spells she has an affinity for. The Corrupted Program, meanwhile, fights like a rabid animal when she needs to, since more often than not she's backed into a corner when people finally get to throw hands. Utilizing the data she'd taken into herself, she does actually have decent form but it's a blurred mess of different strikes that her processes and subroutines think would work best in the moment. This extends to the weapons in her hands as the bug blox she holds dominion over shift between various approximations of weapons.
Her limit break depends on if she's in a Data World or not. In a Data World, it's Program_Actor:Shell.B:Limit-Break:humane, while outside of one it's Declaration of Existence.
The former is a rapid assault of strikes with bug blox becoming more of a nuisance, as she summons waves to try and topple her opponent, mirror her strikes, and appear on the floor to try and trip her opponent as she attempts to corrupt the data of the person in front of her. Declaration of Existence, on the other hand, is a more measured dance of attacks, shifting quickly between combo strings from various fighters whose data she's gathered. It finishes with her putting herself inside an armor made up of bug blox, granting her a fairly thick layer of armor.
"....you shouldn't have done that. We could've been happy; a safe and protected family..."
"Admin.Program:Actor.Director, Initialize Combat.Mode executable and disable inhibitors. I won't let anything endanger any of you again, even if I must knock you all down to accomplish that."
#[The Red Hood || Muse]#[Thanks Disembodied Voice || Mun & OoC]#[Self-Reflection || Headcanons]#[Well that went poorly || History]#[Defective Interface || v. Kingdom Hearts Corrupted Data AU]#( I love her your honor )#( The very epitome of the horror that underlines the entire series tbh )
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