Hey all <3. This is just me rant posting b/c I realize I should start actually living authentically the way I want to, and that includes listen to the alure of the siren's call towards Tumblr, a fate carved into my soul by destiny. If you want to watch an amab melt down over what gender they are in an attempt to reclaim what time has stolen, stay! If not, do whatever you want (I'm not your boss)! I might also do Math/Ling/FNAF stuff.
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Heyyyyy alllll <3
Um... This is my first post on Tumblr. Kinda surreal to be making this, but um, yeah I actually finally joined after nearly a decade of gazing from afar. It's strange, I feel like I've dedicated so much time to living in both the world in my head and the physical world I inhabit that sometimes the former seems more real to me. For the longest time, those two realities were quite distinct but in parallel, and then I watched I Saw the TV Glow and it caused the two worlds to collide and now everything is wrong and fucky and I'm struggling to maintain a really high academic courseload amidst intrusive thoughts and while trying to figure out who I am :D
Speaking of all of that... so apparently not everyone secretly wishes they were another gender, nor do they set up a parallel universe in their head for over a decade to live vicariously as a girl so... Yeah, Idk, I'm trying to figure out how gender works. In the before times, this didn't bother me b/c I knew I was a boy, and I just kinda had to suck it up and deal with it and live as myself. In the after times, Idk, everything is colliding and I am on an unassailing adventure to figure out what the hell is going on in my pink squishy brain.
So, yeah, this is kinda a personal blog, for me to dump my feelings, maybe reclaim a bit of my authentic self that I feel I've hidden in order to get through the world.
Cheers!
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