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[myunheardvoice2020]

9.6.2021

Sometimes God will stretch your patience.

Even though you're really annoyed by some people, always choose to be kind to them. Not for them, but for yourself.

It's like saving yourself from unnecessary issues.

Okay self? ☺

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Very disappointing. Frustrating.

Siguro nga ako ung hindi marunong makisama?

Siguro ako ung selfish?

Siguro fault ko?

Fault ko? Fault ko nga ba?

Fault bang isipin ung safety ko rin?

Well, hindi naman nila maiintindihan un. They'll just think na napaka OA ko.

Mejo nakakainis lang. Because you can really trust anybody with your personal stuffs. Kaya minsan natural na magkakatrust issues ka.

Ang daming bagay na gusto kong ihinga.

Hmm. Bakit nga ba ako magrereklamo about gossips from other people about me, while ako, may maysinsabi din ako sa iba.

Pero teka. Bakit ganun? Bakit kung kelan hindi ako mag aadjust, kung kelan magiging selfish ako sa pagkakataon na to, laging ganito? Lagi bang ako na lang ang mag aadjust? Lagi bang ako na lang ang mag yeyes? Ang magbebend? Nakakaliit minsan.

To be honest, nakakawalang gana na. Parang gusto ko nang magbakasyon. Ugh. Tama ba talagang nag move in ako dito? Tama bang nandito ako? Feeling ko tuloy, ang stupid ko.

Parang minsan, mas maigi na na wag na lang akong magkwento, or mag share ng any personal stuff. Cause it seems, nagiging boodle fight peg ng mga chismosa e.

Siguro nga. Mas maigi na wag na lang akong mag share. Tama si mama. You cannot trust your precious things to the people you don't really know about. Hindi sapat na close kayo para masabing trustworthy siya or sila.

Enough. Enough. Enough. I'm sick of these things. Ung gusto mong mag level up, pero ung mga utak talangka.. Ugh. Sometimes, it's really better to be silent and be observant of others. Minsan, mas maiging wag magsalita. Lalo na sa mga taong madaldal at matalak. Akala mo kakampi mo, akala mo lang pala.

Self, learn your lesson. It should end here. That topic about the bed must end.

One more thing, ung seniority stuff, i shouldn't said that. Self, watch your emotions. Remember, ikaw lang at ang Lord ang makakaintindi sayo. Nobody else.

This time, grow up. Fix the mess that's been made.

Enough na. Enough na maging laughing stock. Enough na. Forgive yourself. Grow up.

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Siguro nga mali rin ako. So ang lesson ko today is,

DON'T FORGET TO INFORM THEM ABOUT EVERYTHING INCLUDING MY WHEREABOUTS.

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So since they are doing me a big favor, i am now monitored. Lahat ng galaw ko. And ayun. It seems wala akong right magcomplain.

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natagalan lang ako dito sa office, mali uli ako?