n0riakima
n0riakima
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Ana Carolina - 14yrs old - anime and videogames fan - autistic - new and a student to radical feminism - extreme mentally disabled and chronic pain
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n0riakima · 3 years ago
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it sucks when someone comes out as a gender haver because then their whole personality turns into being a gender haver and it’s impossible to have an actual conversation with them without them being like “wow that’s so gender” 
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n0riakima · 3 years ago
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My story with patriarchy
Hi radblr, I'm new to this strand of feminism. To introduce myself to other rad girls and women, I will share my story with patriarchy.
My childhood:
I always felt inferior and excluded from everything, but this grew over time until I felt so inferior to the patriarchy. I wanted to be a man, I wondered why men were considered superior. In religion, my aunt who is extremely religious would take me to her local church. Her husband said absurd things like condemning lesbian women, that we are unclean and that we were made to date men. Of course, in a child's mind, this scares a lot, I was around 6 years old and considered myself impure, profane and diabolical. I hid my genuine attraction to girls by not revealing the devilish side of the little child I was. I just wish I was born a man, everything would be simpler, wouldn't it?
School:
I wasn't much for socializing with other kids, in fourth grade I was sexually harassed by a classmate of mine. It affected me so much that I became a porn addict at the age of 9, I had no computer supervision. Thousands of women suffering, I found that pleasurable because of what they did to me, I thought I deserved that same fate. Women being raped, prostituted, mutilated, and all of it horrific enough to keep a girl with that thought. I saw women as objects, nothing more.
On internet:
I was always seen as an object by older men, they grommed me to the extreme. My small, fragile, underdeveloped body was said to be sexy, attractive, and what they called breedable. Thousands of pedophiles in my private conversations from all social networks. It was the only company I had to give myself attention...
Now:
I'm trying to get through all of this, but nobody supports me. I just wanted more friends to support me, no one ever said I'm tough and strong for surviving patriarchy in my childhood.
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