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I wanted to say thank you for 10k reads on HCW on Wattpad!!
Almost 4k hits, and 185 kudos on AO3 ! <3

Wouldāve liked to have some big finished artwork to go along with this but instead Iāll do one of my info dumps (I have many more in my drafts but I try to administer them one by one to not spamšš¼š¤)
Idk if anyone remembers this drawing of Lluna at the window, I canāt even remember when I began it exactly, but it was supposed to be a two panel piece. Lluna looking down at Baldwin as he arrives back from somewhere.
Below will be Baldwin passing through an arch to the bailey, looking up at her from his horse, hand up as he salutes her <3 (this is where I was and am having troubleāthe perspective, especially drawing Lialusin š“.)
This is a scene still early in their marriage, but when Lluna is starting to really feel *thingsāØš«* for him, and we can see just how excited she is to see him again (even if they havenāt really been apart for long)

This particolored surcoat below is not a battle outfit despite the hauberkāmore recreational. As he is returning home, he is also likely gonna be wearing his mask and not his helm. //ignore the lack of proper equipment on Lialusin, I obv did not add it yet because of the perspective troubles I was having with her, I likely will have to start over with my current skill level.
/the next two pics: I have not done much more with that anti-AI figurine starter pack yet, I want it to look perfect so I am waiting for the right time when I feel like it. But I did draw a basic outline of the sword (grip not wrapped yet).
And next, a photo I just took bc I found it funnyāI went upstairs to my brotherās lil apartment to see what he was doing, and he was watching Forged in Fire; an old episode. (As he is a sword fighter, heās also done smithy work before, and would like to do more if it was accesible here, as would I (to make my own sword lol)š). And I literally only saw a curved guard (my fav type of curved guard, or at least one of them) and was like āIS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS??ā and my bro: yes. Exactly what you think. CRUSADER SWORDS YAYYYYY the one in the pic was not that oneāand not the best oneābut the other one OH MY it cut like heaveeennn. So I sat down on the floor looking at the TV like a dummy and my brother started laughing at my nerdy sword-fixated self š¤”



Here below something else I found a funny councidence; i was thinking of doing a combo of both battle mask and helmet, thinking why not? And then opening instagram the first thing I was was a reminder of this mid 1st century Roman mask-helmet šš so thereās no reason not to do it

Finally, I made a new temporary cover for my Saladin story! With Arnās Saladin because his pose is so coooool hereābut it is not really how he looks in my storyāand I love Ghassanās so it is not to push him aside or anything!!!
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Idk what happened but GUYS BSNXJJSNSJZJSJSK! š„°ššøšš„°
Thank You all for the love You gave to my last post, You are the best! šøššš„° Literally I donāt even know what to say šš
Unfortunately I have nothing to share with You at the moment however, like Iāve mentioned, Iām in the middle of two big projects that Iād like to publish soon (at least one of them, because Iām considering doing the second one as a full painting on canvas and that will take quite some time to complete š
šš). Iām also currently working on my novel so You can expect the first chapter to appear soon! š¤š
Iāll try to sketch sth in the meantime (my laptop is still pretty much dead š„² so Iāll stick to traditional drawings for now) since my exam session is finally coming to an end (š) and Iāll hopefully find more time for myself now š„¹š
Once again, Iām VERY grateful and happy! Sending You lots of hugs and kisses! Ily all! šš„°šø

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Bases for the animatic/animation are done!
(Kinda, you know me, NEVER done).
Whatās he looking at? Heās not orating š¤²š½ nor is he in stupor, fascinated at his hands lol.
The animation is supposed to be a chibi in his hands that represents us, his āfandomā/community, doing cute little noises. It was gonna be either Lluna or me there, but not very detailed and vague enough for this purpose idkkk⦠It might end up being a simple b&w character. All depends on what I can do in the end.
This was inspired by an artist on instagram (apri._.chan)
Now to figure out how to incorporate the animated elements. I have done lil animations before, but this involves more diff types of movements.

Es taaaan lindo. Me lo voy a comer con papas y mojo
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aghhh im still having such a hard time drawing him and his clothing,,, n with llunas hand lol idk what to do w it. pls ignore that wonky thumb ššš«£
*this is also a diff style approach that i was trying out in april


and this one is struggling too
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Wip <3


A little wip of King Baldwin IV and my OC, Mal, from the fic āThe Breadwinnerā that Iāll be soon publishing on wattpad and ao3 (once Iāll figure out how to work it out and finish the details of the first chapter š hahaha); the wip is inspired by the sculpture āThe kissā by Yves Pires š
This is only a little sketch and Iām not sure if Iāll be even finishing it any time soon - it was just a little warmup before starting a bigger project for @baudouinette with our OCs and Baldy š¤š
There are many mistakes in the wip, for example Baldwin should definitely be noseless but I couldnāt make it fit into the drawing š„² also I realized too late that Iāve swapped his hands and his missing fingers are on his right hand instead of left one (maybe Iāll fix it in the future) Iām yet to figure out how to draw a leprosy on a person so I kind of experimented here š
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Sneak peek of REPELās first chapter
The story partly structured as a Greek tragedy, inspired by Memento Mori, with an FMC/ OC as a leper.


The song, Jherusalem grant damage me fais, i need to transliterate into 12th century old french (just minor spelling changes on few words from these already Old French lyrics). But if you can understand a little of it, youāll see how āwellā it fits in a way š¤ā¤ļøā𩹠The FMC is half Byzantine, so the greek aspect also fits :).
I know itās an unusual story structure, and that people prefer more narrative stories. But this is a project for fun, to try my hand at something different. If you also want to try reading something different, hereās ur chance lol. There will be romanceāthis does not mean their awful situation will be romanticized.
Please read the two lil parts Iāve published if youāre interested in knowing more!
Synopsis (under construction, as all):

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my masterlist (under construction)
Reading sources of interest (Baldwin IV)
Letter from Baudouin and Sibylle
Letter from Baldwin to Constance of France (1177)
(more letters)
Letter of condolences from Saladin to Baldwin IV after his father, King Amauryās passing. (1174)
A History of deeds done beyond the sea by William of Tyre
The Leper King and his heirs
I also recommend taking a look at his genealogy/family tree!
You can find it and other pertinent trees in the Leper King and his heirs as well.
ONE OF THE FIRST OR THE FIRST FIC OF BALDWIN
I saw in comments and messages, both here and on TikTok, that thereās been some new people joining the community, so I wanted to offer a few of my fav starting places for reading real documents of the time. And others to gain a little perspective of the real side of things.
Add your own sources and resources! I would add more myself, but I donāt have time to look through my 400+ open tabs and remember it all lmaooo but I will update this into a masterlist along the way if u wish :3 (and if you know of better quality alternatives to the ones Iāve linked lmk)
Edit: give me some time and I will sporadically update with my resources. Theyāre just super scattered and some I just forget about because theyāre from ages ago. So I might have to dig.
Seguramente traducirĆ© al espaƱol algunos de estos documentos, si estĆ”n interesados š¤

Crusades/Kingdom of Jerusalem resources
ā¢The Latin Kingdom of Jerusalem C. R. Conder
ā¢The feudal nobility and the kingdom of Jerusalem, 1174-1277
ā¢Feudal monarchy in the Latin kingdom of Jerusalem, 1100 to 1291
ā¢Frankish rural settlement in the Latin Kingdom of Jerusalem
1st, 2nd, 3rd crusades (YT)
Crusader orders (YT)
Order of Saint Lazarus (would like to add my own. Give me time lol)
Templar ā Crusader (YT)
Templar armor and weapons (YT)


General medieval resources (gear + clothing, weaponry, etc)
Ewart Oakeshott: Sword Typology: [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]
The sword in the age of chivalry
A knight and his weapons
A knight and his armor
Modern History TV (YT)
Shadiversity (YT)
Helmets
Common garments (YT)
Chainmail & gambesons (YT)
12th century women's fashion (YT)
Medieval clothing terms
Medieval medicine (YT)
Hygene (YT) (can't find the video rn)
Old French language resources
Dictionnaire de lāancien franƧais
Petite syntaxe de lāancien franƧais
A breakdown of Yvain le chevalier
La chanson de Roland (YT)
The sound of Old French (YT)
To make my phrases and translations, I use wiktionary :)
Facts to take into consideration:
Castles: Typically, get used to forgetting that bare stone look. This could be true for new/hastily constructed castles and fortifications. But established infrastructure would be lime-washed/plastered. Many times painted. Many times colorful. On the inside, tooāthey would be decorated, and full of tapestries. The more important a lordship (and where more often the King would pass through) and the more wealthy an area, the more true this would be. Churches would be colorful too. Painted with many motifs and icons. Mosaics can be included in many places too. Some early Romanāor Greek, some Byzantine, some local.
"Catapults" & trebuchets
Royal Court:
Officers of the Kingdom of Jerusalem:
Constable: (second) in command of the army, judged military legal cases, paid mercenaries. On coronations, he held the Kingās horse.
(1152-1179) Onfroi II de Toron
(1179-1194) Aimery de Lusignan
Marshal: next-in-command to constable. In charge of the military horses and mercenaries. He assisted the constable in coronations.
(c. 1179) āJohnā
(c. 1179) GƩrard de Ridefort
Seneschal: managed the finances and royal castles, presided the haute cour in kingās absence. He administered the coronation ceremony.
(c. 1176) āRalphā
(1176-1190) Josselin III dāEdesse
Chamberlain: in charge of the royal household and chambers, and servants. Had many other honorary or unofficial duties. Had to be of the utmost discretion. He would robe the king on coronation day.
(1175-1178) Amaury de Lusignan
(c. 1179) āJohnā
(c. 1184) āRaymondā
(1183-1185) Balian dāIbelin
Butler: In charge of the royal table and vineyards.
(1185-1196) āMilesā
Chancellor: drew up deeds and charters and managed the diplomatic service. Usually clergymen.
(1174-1183) Guillaume de Tyr
(c. 1177) āLambertā
Bailiff: regent in case of absence or minority of the legitimate ruler.
(1173-1177) Raymond III de Tripoli
(1177) Renaud de Châtillon
(1183-1185) Guy de Lusignan
Viscount and Castellan: Keeping criminality in check and administering justice. Not of high importance. Sometimes both offices were occupied by one person.
Castellan:
Rohard de Jaffa (1165-1177)
Balian de Jaffa (1178)
Peter of Creseto (1178)
Royal physician(s)
My stories:
Heaven Canāt Wait (Baldwin x OC)
Vide Cor Meum (Baldwin x time traveler OC) (assassinās creed inspired)
REPEL (Baldwin x leper OC) (Greek tragedy style)
Sidi Mansour (Saladin x OC)
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Updated a provisional book cover for HCW using old art!

I think it looks rather nice! Doesnāt represent all the nuances of the plot that I want for its cover, but itāll do for now! Better than the photo-based one, although I admit I got attached to the images of both with their veils, since they matched so well. šš¼šš¼š
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