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[naltariana]

🥀His heart yearned for love, his soul for approval, his mind for affection and understanding. He sought a connection that was deep and exalted, that enriched his sense of life and purpose for his existence. He would like to experience this feeling at least once: to see a special universe in the eyes in front of him, a universe which depths he desired to explore to the smallest corners. What he saw so far on his life path was the emptiness or to him unappealing filling. All that surrounded him was the chain of meaningless superficial hypocritical connections. They all came about for the sole reason that human is a social being. Whether he wanted to or not, he also would have to connect in different ways with those who are physically around him. The whole thing is like an oversized game of dice: we are all thrown and fall randomly on the paths that intersect with other fallen. The chance of meeting these eyes among so many random ones is really almost non-existent: we are too limited in space and time for that. He has known that for a long time and well, up to now he's been doing everything on his own and it's worked out well. But the longing will continue to haunt him. Not that that the purpose of his life couldn't be fullfilled alone, no. Just there were to many feelings in his heart which he can give to only this Someone, to Someone, who is lost in the crowded flute of life.🥀

[naltariana]

🥀 There are times that feel like they were at their darkest.

Like everything in this earthly world, life follows cycles. They are eternal circles, it is the cycle of life. Everything repeats itself, everything New is at the same time the old One. History repeats itself, experiences repeat themselves. So you could say that there is nothing New in this world, because everything that's happening to everyone already happened to someone else at least once somewhere at some point. However, there are infinitely many different experiences and insights, you never stop learning as long as you allow yourself to experience new things. The New to a person, which is at the same time the Old One to the world. Each of these experiences, while being the same, will come across differently to everyone, for each person perceives it differently according to their nature. The usual ordinary experiences have been stereotyped by the majority of perceptions. Such as the Black Color 🖤 in some cultures, and the darkness is associated with let's say malaise. It is similar with what feels like the Darkest Times in the life, which actually are a constant and natural part of humanity. Everything that is natural is beautiful. 🖤No matter how dark it is, and even when the sunshine fades in the thick fog, it is our human ability to feel the life power of the Darkness, understand its uniqueness and appreciate its natural Beauty.🥀🖤

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[naltariana]

🥀When there is no more hope, a light often shines out there and the whole soul is revitalized like in spring. It is an exalted sense of the life-giving power within, awakening from a long sleep. The light begins to shine in the dark, showing the way and leading to new worlds never seen before. But every light from outside does not belong to us. He can give many beautiful gifts, but each time it becomes a will-o'-the-wisp as long as we follow it. No matter how you turn the matter and talk yourself into it, there is only one light that can guide us, only mostly it has gone out.🥀