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an ice princess’s smile

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ah, i'm curious as to how you've been these days.. doing better, i hope? smiling easier, doing things you enjoy more often, feeling less lonely.. i really hope you're in a better place now. we may have had our ups and downs, but you always had my back and i, yours. i miss you, and i want you to always keep fighting. you're in my heart for life.

i’m not sure if i’m getting who this is right since i do have a few people in mind.. nonetheless, you sound like someone who do cared and cherished me a lot and that made me feel bittersweet as i would like to speak to you again, anon-ssi. i have been doing better and at the same time still pretty stuck with the mess that i have created if that makes sense? i.. just have been pretty much bottling the problems alone and have been having more trust issues than i have ever been but i also too have been dealing with the problems in a much more positive ways. i do think i smile easier but at the same time i cry easier as well. i’m not as closeted with my feelings before but i try to be more honest with it without being a burden to people, i hope. i have been totally doing the things that i enjoy more! and finally accepted the alone time without feeling lonely than i was before. i met a few great people and i hoped you were there to witness the things that happened in my life since i think about all the things that i could’ve said to you when you’ve come back. i hope your life has been doing great, been smiling (sincerely) more and that you have someone that can be with you in every step. you are too, in my heart for life. i cherish you with all my heart and for that i hope you know that i will always remember you. live well alright? i’ll be here silently praying for every step that you take. 

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Juliet Releases Music Video for Don’t Look!

On October 19th, PARAGON’s Juliet released the full music video of the main song off her album, DELUSION. DELUSION is to be fully released on the 20th, but to tide fans over Don’t Look’s MV was released today.

The music video was filmed in Paris, France, as seen in some of the scenery shots in the video. Along with the storyline following a happy couple that is indeed two women. Dark and light scenes clash in an artistic way. Showing the joys and sorrows of being in a same sex relationship in such a society. At the end of the video things are set ablaze after Juliet’s character was driven apart from her lover ( played by actress Nam Yoojin. ), and she walks off alone and scorned.

The video not only showcases a story but showing Juliet dancing alone in two different scenes, and it’s been revealed that the choreography was a team effort between her and Malakai of BEAU. Fans are definitely anticipating the release of her full album, and rumors of new music videos for two songs of the album have been floating around. What else does Juliet have in store? We will have to find out once DELUSION is released!

Watch the music video here, and you can still buy the album here. Please support Juliet in pursuing her dreams fellow CHERRIES!

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muse memes; text message edition part one.

[text] Today I asked my mother to buy me smaller condoms by mistake, instead of smaller tampons. If she pitifully looks at your crotch the next time you come over, don’t be confused.

[text] You yelled at the kitchen sponge and asked for the Krabby Patty secret formula. I’m pretty sure you were drunk.

[text] I just finished watching Alice in Wonderland for the third time in a row. I’m starting it again. I’m eating cocoa puffs. I’m a grown man. If you’re ever feeling down about yourself, just remember that you could be me.

[text] It’s been twelve hours and I think I’m officially ready to enter into the slutty stage of the break up phase.

[text] The last time I heard someone say ‘YOLO,’ I ended up getting arrested for pole dancing in the middle of a shopping mall. Too soon.

[text] On a scale of 1 to I should go prepare a grave for [him/her] in the woods, how’re you handling the break up?

[text] So anyway, the moral of that story is that they actually have a tiny jail in malls.

[text] I caught him masturbating to the Mario Bros. theme song. I’m marrying him.

[text] I just remember a disco ball flashing in the bathroom as I finger-banged a drag queen’s cleavage.

[text] You ran around town with nothing but my sister’s barbie doll taped to your junk.

[text] FUCK. FUCK. WHATEVER YOU DO, DON’T USE YOUR TOOTHBRUSH. IT’S NOT SAFE.

[text] You know how I sent you that selfie of me peeing on a cop car? Burn your phone. And if the cops stop by your door, I have a twin named Miguel.

[text] THE BABY IS CRYING THE MICROWAVE’S ON FIRE AND THE DOG IS DRAGGING HIS NEUTERED BALLS ACROSS THE FLOOR. BABYSITTING IS EASY, THEY SAID.

[text] On the plus side I started dissolving vitamins into my morning bottle of whiskey.

[text] Please tell me you don’t know why the dean came to me asking why there was blood in our dorm.

[text] WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY! THE SKY IS GREEN, THE GRASS IS BLUE, AND THE TRESS ARE JUST BLOWING THROUGH THE LEAVES!

[text] You told them the TV just grew wings, unbolted itself from the window and threw itself at the ground, and then started to cry because you believed your own story and thought it committed suicide. I’m pretty sure the police were justified in drug testing you.

[text] Hyyypothetically, if you happened to run out of toilet paper and the only other people in the bathroom were the two people having sex in the next stall over, would you act like you didn’t know what was going on and just ask, or politely wait until you heard the chick swallow?

[text] I am literally ashamed of what I would do for a Klondike bar.

[text] His grandmother ripped off her clothes and started belly dancing. I couldn’t look away. I blacked out and woke up in a fetal position.

[text] MY FIRST GAY EXPERIENCE WILL BE DONE RIGHT, DAMMIT. IT WILL BE DRUNK AND MEANINGFUL.

[text] I remember my bellybutton getting licked, your toe getting sucked and your ex-boyfriend doing better at deep-throating a banana than both of the gay guys in our class. What happens in the back of the bus stays in the back of the bus.

[text] I just caught two people fucking in a bathroom stall. At my church. While there was a sex addicts support group going on. Maybe I’m wrong, but this seems a little counterproductive.

[text] She climbed on top of me and made out with me and then yelled at me when I got a hard-on. Bitch, nachos turn me on.

[text] If she was stupid enough to believe that you’re a student at Harvard, she deserves what she gets if she dates you.

[text] She told me she’d flash me if I tried to be happy. I thought she was joking so I laughed. Best mistake of my life.

[text] Don’t worry, if we end up getting chased by a murderer, we’ll just split up. Whoever he runs after, sucks for them. That means you’ve got like, at least a 50% chance of survival if you come camping.

[text] She called me a fuck twit today. I’m counting it as progress.

[text] The Trojan Horse shoved itself through the city wall, broke open, released a ton of little guys into the city and ruined everyone’s day. Explain to me how Trojan seemed like a good name for a condom brand.

[text] If you listened to the voicemail you got from me about how much I love [insert name here] … I totally didn’t mean you. I definitely meant this other person I know.

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ー Fill out the questions about your muse. Repost, and tag as many people you want.

Tagged: @kangmoire. Tagging: anyone who wants to do this honestly.

What does your muse smell like? vanilla and faint smell of oil paint.

How often does your muse bathe? Any bathing habits? she showers regularly, at least once a day since she hated the idea of going to bed being dirty. she likes taking her time in the bathroom, especially after a long day of schedules since she finds bathing/showering a form of relaxation. she doesn’t sing in the shower but often listen to soothing music or jazzy to get her in a good mood. Does your muse have any tattoos or piercings? Piercing on both of her ear lobes and a dragonfly tattoo on her wrist. Any body movement quirks (e.g. leg shaking)? she often taps her fingers on something or just fidgeting with them, talking fast and often end up rambling when she’s nervous/excited. often find herself biting her lower lip or pressing her lips together, sometimes scratches her eyebrows when she’s mad/annoyed.

What do they sleep in? usually in night gowns or silky pajamas. 

What is their favorite piece of clothing? yoojin loves big sweaters and shorts although she finds blouses cute too and wears them occasionally. loves bright colours and matching things up usually -- she loves trying on new stuff as she finds fashion to be an exciting hobby. 

What do they do when they wake up? usually she wakes up an hour or two hours earlier from her schedules just so that she can take her time getting ready. checks her phone as she deals with texts and emails before she browses her sns and checking the news about her before she gets out the bed and makes green tea while she feeds her pets afterwards.

How do they sleep? spend most of her time sleeping while facing the right, hugging two pillows at least. 

If you kissed them, what would they usually taste like? the cherry taste of her lipbalm that she regularly use.

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@hyeitssu:

Hyesu had been to the broadcasting station to drop off something to the drama department for her drama. It was strange to be inside the station after many years — she had not MC-ed for a show for quite some time; she should ask for the opportunity again. And so passing through the lobby, she heard a very enthusiastic greeting and she looked over to see a female giving her a 90 degree bow. She couldn’t help but stop and give the other a smile and a bow as well, shaking her head, “Ah it’s alright~ you didn’t really scare me… startled me; however, I am honored to hear that you’re a fan,” she said with a light chuckle, “Yoojin… Yoojin…” she mumbled slightly, remembering that she had recognized the name from somewhere, “…Ah! I believe you’re in a drama that’s airing right?” she questioned, her head tilting to the side, “And…” she let out another chuckle, her cheeks flushing slightly, “Thank you…” she bowed her head, “I always am surprised to hear people say that they’re my fans… but thank you… Are you at the studio for filming right now?”

seeing her positive reaction, yoojin couldn’t help but to feel more giddy since it still felt new to see someone that she had admire for awhile now standing in front of her. when she asked about the drama she’s in at the moment, her expression lighted up almost immediately as she felt surprised that the other was aware of her existance. with an excited nod she said, “ah yes, that’s me! i’m in the drama ‘twenties’ as for now. i’m surprised you know.” she clasped her hands together before she nodded her head yet again with the same smile on her face. “and i am! i hope i’m not bothering you tho.. you look like you’re busy with something. i mean if it’s okay with you, i can get your personal contact and we can keep up and go out for food or something?”

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bringing you out to shop, @hxneyz!

“this one?” she put the red sweater in front of her as she turned to the other for opinion, eyes anticipating for any reaction that she could get from her. “or this one? which colour?“ she then changed to put the same design but yellow in colour in front of her body, clearly undecided between those two since she had come to love both of the colour that she had picked. yoojin wanted a friend to help her go out and shop and thankfully the person was free thus why they ended up being in the boutique in the first place.

“should i just buy both?“ she joked, a sheepish grin accompanying her statement before she held the clothes down on her arm. “i feel like the blouse before this is okay too tho..“

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hear me out, @r0sewatcr!

“honestly, i just wanted to get out from there,“ she confessed, nose already scrunched as a sign of annoyance written on her face. it was a long day and she needed someone to hear her out which was why she had called the younger to go out and eat dinner with her. stirring her hot drink, she only then leaned back on her seat as she tried to calm herself down. “i mean, the lecturer have every right to make me redo it but i felt very confident with the artwork so i was just.. disappointed i guess.“

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let’s get those beats right shall we, @pkjae?

“you’re playing the chord wrong!“ she said with laughter trailing behind her words as she was sat across him on the floor. the two had always spend their time together working on music -- either just having fun jamming or working on stuff together. perhaps she had grown too comfortable in the practice room that she didn’t mind sitting cross-legged on the wooden surface before she leaned her back a little bit just to make her more comfortable. she tapped the pen on the floor, creating the rhythm and the tempo that he was supposed to play from the song this love by the band maroon 5.

“okay, let’s try this again.“ she said as she moved herself to the piano, fingers flexing to prepare herself. her digits now resting on the piano tiles, she then played a random note just to make sure that the instrument was well and good to play and after making sure it was well, she turned to look over the man, mounting the counter as she started to play the right note on the piano at the count of three.

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bring on the challenges, @kangmoire!

they stood still in front of the line, waiting to go on the ride. yoojin had always been a fan of amusement parks and being able to finally bring him along was something that she had wanted to do before. truth to be told, she was a scaredy-cat -- scared of heights, horror stuff and even darkness sometimes thus someone like her should’ve hated the place but it was the opposite for yoojin since she had always love to challenge herself. 

the couple started with something light -- or so she thought -- the roller coaster as the short-haired brunette stood there in the queue with a sheepish grin obviously settling on her face. she was excited as being a celebrity, it wasn’t an everyday thing to finally able to be out and enjoy herself freely but since the news of them dating were already out in public, they could enjoy going on dates without worrying about getting caught anymore. turning her face to take a look of the man next to her, she slides her arm around his, giving him a little squeeze, in order to comfort him just in case he was nervous. 

“i promise after this we’ll go to the haunted house next,“ she said as she held out her pinky towards him -- a sign to seal the deal between them although the smile never leaved her soft features. “tho you can’t leave me there alone..“

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@hyeitssu sunbaenim, have you been well?

seeing the face of the very well known person at the broadcast station really made her felt starstrucked as her gaze was fixated on the celebrity, mouth slightly agape due to her being surprised and obviously too excited to see her. she had to calm herself down when she saw the person walked towards her, hands at the side as she was prepared to greet her enthusiastically. once she passed by her, she bowed down 90 degrees as she greeted the female excitedly, hands covering her mouth once she settled back to her original position as she was a bit embarrassed by her own eagerness.

“ahh, sunbaenim, i’m just a really big fan. i hope i didn’t scare you,” she said with a sheepish grin decorating her face along the words. “i’m yoojin, nam yoojin actually. i’m a new actress and have been a fan of yours for awhile now.”

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