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Hide and Seek

Warnings: non-con touching, yandere, manipulation, cursing, dark themes, semi-smut, suggestive

((may contain erros since I'm not native))

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Horror was filling your body as you forced yourself to keep going on, being aware of what could happen if you gave up. He was going to get you.

You were Yoon Gwinam's hunt, his prey, and he was insanely eager to lay his hands on you.

You had bumped into him about two times already since the that whole nightmare started, but luckily managed to make the mullet boy lose you of his sight.

About a hour ago you faced with your father's dead body as you entered his office. Lee Cheongsan was there, Gwinam too, holding a bloody knife.

You felt a mix of two strong feelings. Anger and anguish... your father might not have been the best in the world, he was a strict person with you and never really offered you some real affection, but at least he protected you. He protected you from him and the other bullies.

When Gwi nam's eyes landed on your figure standing near the door, for a brief moment, he couldn't believe that you were actually alive and in front of him, however, being one of the fastest girls in school, it shouldn't come as a surprise.

Chosing for the best option, you couldn't do anything but get out of that place, taking advantage of the fact that Cheongsan and Gwi nam started to arguing and fighting against each other.

The second time you met Gwinam again, his aura seemed very different. Everything about him was like a warning.

There was a zombie on top of you, trying to bite you and you could have killed it, you could have taken care of it by yourself, but someone pulled the zombie violently away from you.

"Go ahead, little princess. Run and hide." he demanded.

You noticed that Gwi nam had been bitten, but he hadn't turned. The zombies were not attacking him and, very quickly, your smart brain could ratiocinate and understand the situation.

Now you had locked yourself in one of the school rooms, trying to control your extremely fast breathing. It would be almost impossible to keep up with running if you didn't rest for a while, and at the same time, it wasn't safe to stay in the same place even for a bit longer either.

In fact, anywhere in the school was far from safe. Besides the zombies, you still had to deal with that psychopathic boy.

Gwi nam has always had an interest in you, or maybe the right word to describe it would be an obsession, the kind of obsession that made him stalk you, tease you with his dirty comments as he called you "little princess", and try to take inappropriate pictures of your body for his own mundane purposes. In another words, to jerk off.

He understood your sassy behavior, your lack of respect to him, as a challenge. The boy made it very clear how much he wanted you to be his. You had even shared some intense kisses and almost had sex with him, but you two were so different, you didn't approve the way he bullied the other students.

Maybe if the boy was a less aggressive person, you would have agreed to date him, after all you couldn't deny that he was handsome and attractive... but getting involved with someone like Gwi nam was too dangerous.

Despite not accepting your rejection as an answer, he couldn't take you by force. You were the principal's daughter and your father was extremely protective about you, but now he wasn't here for you anymore. There was no one capable of stopping him from having his way with you.

Your held your breath as you observed the doorknob turning and the person on the other side starting to push it hard. It was him.

After several hits against the door, everything went silent. All you could hear was the noise coming from the zombies.

You sighed with relief and sat on a chair for a while, holding tightly your pocketknife in your right hand and finally allowing yourself to get some rest, however, deep inside, you knew that you shouldn't have closed your eyes. Not even for a minute.

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You awoke to the sound of breaking glass, you got up on the spot and saw the mullet boy getting inside through the window he had broken, one of his eyes bleeding, his white shirt stained with a bit of blood, an expression of triumph for finally having you cornered.

"There you are." Gwi nam looked so scary and you knew at that exact moment how fucked up you were. He was no longer just a human, but a monster too. "It was pretty cool playing hide and seek, but that's enough now, don't you think?"

"Fuck you, I'll kill you if you come near me!" you raised the pocketknife in your hand threateningly, although you were trembling a little. Gui Nam's lips curved slightly in a mischievous smile.

"Silly girl, you can't kill me," his voice contained an explicit malicious tone, full of promises of the things he could and would do to you from now on. "Behave yourself and I won't hurt you. Otherwise, it will be much worse."

"I'm not afraid of you, Gwi nam..." it wasn't a good idea to confront him, yet you couldn't control your own mouth.

"Stop shaking first and then I might believe you." the boy pointed out.

"You killed my father." you recalled the fact, looking at the boy without breaking eye contact with him for even a second, letting him see your most vulnerable side and you were sure that later you would hate yourself so much for it...

"I did. He tried to kill me first," Gwinam admitted, emotionless. You swallowed, shocked by the information. You knew that your father was a bit difficult to deal with, but you never imagine that he would be capable of trying to hurt anyone like that, especially a student. "What? Surprised? Your father was far from being a saint, you should know. The only reason he forbade me to come near you was because he was afraid of rumors. He hated the thought of me using his innocent baby girl, not because he really loved you or cared about you."

"T-that's not true... "

"Yes it is, little princess." very slowly, like a predator, Gwinam took steps towards you, getting closer and closer while you, being focused on the conversation, did not notice any of it. "Nobody cares about you, nobody will save you. When will you realize that the only one who really cares about you is me?"

You felt your all body shuddering by hearing those words.

"That's obsession, Gwinam." you finally realized that he was getting dangerously close as you got yourself backwards.

"I will take good care of you. Come here. I'm going to make you feel so good.... "

You didn't answer him, formulating a mental plan to run to the door as fast as you could, maybe it would have time enough for you to escape again and that's what you did...or at least tried to.

Gwi nam reached you before you could unlock the door and you almost cried in pain, dropping the object from your hand when he pulled you by your hair tightly.

"Ah, ah, ah. No fucking way I will let you get away from me this time." In quick moviments, he took you from the ground and throwed you on his shoulder, the strength of the boy's grip on your skin was like a warning to you to not struggle or try anything stupid. With that force he had now he could easily break your bones.

Gwinam placed you on a table in the corner of the room, dipping his face into your tempting neck. His action made you close your eyes, expecting him to bite you.

The boy had to focus on his own self-control in order not to succumb to his will, but it was indeed your good luck that he was already well fed.

You shuddered and sighed loudly as you felt him sliding his tongue down your neck. It was one of the most sensitive places on your body... no, you couldn't allow yourself to be aroused by it. That would be so humiliating.

"Not so brave now, hm?" Gwi nam's hands made their way to your legs, riding up your skirt to reveal your soft thighs and panties. "Your skin is so soft and you smell so fucking good. I want to devour you so badly, but it would be such a waste." Gwi nam laughed evily as you tried to close your legs, but it was impossible when you had him right between them. "I guess I'll eat you some other way then."

"D-don't... don't touch me... " You tried to push the him off you, but it was so useless that you wondered why you were still resisting the inevitable. "I hate you. I've always hated you!" despite your voice sounding very convincing, it wasn't entirely true. You didn't always hate Gwi nam, but you wanted to affect him somehow...

The mullet boy spread your legs wider, and soon you could feel his fingers touching your little pussy through your panties. To your utter embarrassment, there was a considerable wetness in your hot core.

"Why so wet, then?" Gwi nam let out a light, debauched laugh. "Is that how you hate me?" he removed your panties without delicacy, practically manhandling you. You felt an urge to cry, but you fought against it.

"Open your mouth." he ordered and as you didn't move a muscle, Gwin nam grabbed your chin with his other free hand and forced your mouth to open for him.

"Always teasing me with those pretty legs in this short skirt like a slut, behaving badly because you knew I couldn't put the principal's little daughter in her place." the boy shoved the panties inside your mouth, so your moans and cries would be muffled. "Now I can fuck you so hard until you're crying and begging for me to stop."

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nanawiin · 2 years

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Where you belong (Part 1)

Fandom: All of us are dead

Pairing: Gwi-nam x f!reader

Summary: Unhappy with your less than perfect relationship, you decide to leave Gwi-nam but you discover he has different plans for the two of you.

Word count: 1.7k

Warnings: this fic is strictly 18+, minors DNI! swearing, depiction of a toxic relationship, manipulation, gaslighting, victim blaming, violence, slapping, bullying, sexual content: dub con, mentions of sex, doll/whore/bitch mentions, choking, groping, hair pulling, kissing, grinding, restraints (kinda), mentions of pregnancy, additional tags to be added in the next chapter, also this chapter takes place before the zombie apocalypse

A/N: it's finally here, the one that should probably have stayed in the drafts. I don't think I have to but I'll say it anyway; I don't condone or approve of anything described in this fic. Don't be mistaken, it's not a hidden fantasy, it's more of a..reflection on a past relationship that wasn't exactly healthy. Please, please read all the warnings carefully and don't feel obligated to read. Your mental health and well-being are more important than a piece of fiction. If you do read it, thank you and I hope you enjoy it, despite it being a very first and very poor attempt at a darker fic. Stay safe <3

"We're done.."

"Gwi-nam, did you hear me? We're done! I'm done.." You slowly got up from your chair, making sure to stay in close proximity to the classroom door. Better safe than sorry.

No response. You weren't surprised. He probably wasn't even listening and if he was, he didn't take your words seriously. And why would he? Afterall, how many times have you had this exact conversation? You'd tell him that it's over, that you're done with him and yet less than a week later you'd beg for him to take you back. And he did. Every time. Not without letting you know how weak and pathetic you were, how he knew you wouldn't even last a few days without him in your life. You were nothing without him, he said. He repeated it so many times, you eventually learned to accept it.

But this time was different. You were tired. Tired of how he treated you, tired of how he treated everyone around him and tired of looking into a mirror and not recognizing the person looking back at you. It scared you how much he stole from you in such a short amount of time, taking every bit he didn't like for one reason or another and throwing it away or replacing it with something more to his liking, until there was little to nothing left of the real you. And it scared you how long it took for you to realize that. But better late than never, right? You were still young, you'd just walk away and never look ba-

"If I were you.." his low, clearly annoyed tone interrupted your thoughts. "I would sit my ass down and keep that pretty mouth shut unless you want to put it to better use, doll. I'm not in the mood for this shit today." He didn't look away from his phone even for a second but maybe it was for the better.

You were sure he would make fun of you again if he cared to look at you at that moment. Even though you were trying to be brave and just get this over with, tears were already threatening to fall from your eyes. He wasn't making this easy on you. Not that you expected him to. Fuck. Why did this have to be so difficult? Maybe you deserved it for getting involved with him in the first place. It's not like you didn't know who he was. What he was. Maybe you should have listened when people warned you that he was bad news, that there was nothing about him you would be able to fix. But drawn to the darkness that surrounded Gwi-nam, you didn't expect to be dragged right into it with him.

You stayed silent, gaining the courage to speak again. You were not going to let him intimidate you into submission again. Not this time. You chose to have this talk at school for a reason. He couldn't hurt you here.

"I..I'm sorry you're having a bad day." You started, not daring to look at him. "But we really should have this conversation. Now."

All you got in response was the buzzing of his phone every time it lit up with a new notification. You didn't even want to think about who he was talking to. Not like it was your business anyway, not anymore.

"I'll start then." You tried again. "I..I don't think this is going to work out. I just think we're too different and..and I don't think you're the right guy for me."

Your words made him finally look up from his phone but his expression quickly caused you to regret speaking at all. "You think?" He said in a mocking tone. "Since when, doll?" Chuckling at his own joke he went back to..whatever it was that he was doing on his phone.

Don't let his words discourage you, you repeated in your mind over and over again. He's trying to break you again. Don't let him.

"I thi..Look, we should just break up, okay? No hard feelings and all that."

He didn't respond or even look at you this time but a long sigh escaped his lips. He must have realised that despite his attempts, you're not going to let it go that easily. He wasn't either. Two could play this game. "Fine. Call me when your period's over or whatever."

Too stunned to speak, you just stood there, mouth agape until Gwi-nam finally looked at you again, surprised by the lack of an answer.

"What? We both know you're not going to last a week without me. You'll come crawling back as soon as that tight cunt of yours starts aching for my cock again."

Enough was enough. You tried to be nice, you really did. Clearly that wasn't going to work.

"Don't you dare talk to me like that!" Your sudden outburst startled the both of you. You've never talked back to him, never dared to speak up for yourself, let alone yell at him but he crossed a line this time. Proud of your assertiveness at first, you lived to regret your words almost immediately when his expression changed from shocked to angry within seconds. No, not angry. Gwi-nam was furious.

Before you could say anything else, before you could even blink, he rose from his seat, his phone landing on the floor with a loud thud. Moments later his hand was closed around your throat, your body flush against a wall, his nose almost touching yours. You looked him in the eyes but you didn't recognize the person staring back at you. It wasn't the Gwi-nam you knew, it.. wasn't even human. You were facing a monster. A monster ready to attack.

"You stupid little bitch.." he spoke slowly, a tone you haven't heard before. He scared you, the look in his eyes terrified you but you found yourself unable to look away, gaze still fixated on his face, now twisted with anger. "Don't you ever tell me what to do, understand? And why are you acting so offended all of a sudden, huh? We both know I'm right. You're nothing without me. You're nothing but a dirty little whore, my whore. You have one purpose and it's to take me and keep your mouth shut unless I tell you otherwise. I know you love that. You know you love that."

"In fact, I bet you're wet already." He added with a sadistic smile.

Determined to prove his words, he quickly let go of your neck, only to grab both of your arms, pinning them above your head. His other hand started roaming your body lazily, like he was in no rush.

You tried to fight him at first, tried to escape, but to no avail. Not only was he stronger than you but he also..he wasn't wrong. You hated him for making you feel this way, you hated yourself for feeling this way and you hated your body for betraying you. Why did he affect you so heavily, without even putting in any effort? Why did your fear slowly dissipate, making room for something else, something you desperately tried to fight?

You didn't know and you'd probably never know but you could feel every inch of your body relax with his touch. You ceased to fight him, there was no point anymore. He won yet again and you didn't mind losing. He might have been a horrible person but he made you feel so fucking good, like nobody ever has before. Besides, one last time wouldn't hurt, right? You'll just treat it as breakup sex and then you'll part ways. You won't answer his calls or texts, school is over in a month anyway. You'll never see him again after this.

A sudden slap to your face made you snap out of your thoughts. His next words didn't register at first, while you were trying to fight off the pain.

"..where you belong." Was all you heard before finally regaining your senses.

"W-what did you say?" Your voice was weak, your ears still ringing.

"I said.." he spat out, getting more angry with every second. His hand was now grabbing your chin, forcing you to look at him while the other still held your arms in a tight grip. "Since you clearly forgot who you're talking to..I'll make sure to remind you. And I'll make sure you stay this time. Right here, with me. Where you fucking belong."

"H-how?"

The only warning you got was another smile flashed in your direction before his lips clashed with yours, catching you off guard. It didn't take long for him to dominate the kiss, his hand exploring your body again, pulling you closer to him. You couldn't help the moans that escaped your lips or the way your hips were rolling against his, your back arched, basically begging for his touch, begging for more of him. You forgot about everything that led to this moment, it was just you and him again.

Despite the fire growing in your belly, you suddenly felt tears running down your face, staining your cheeks. As much as you tried to deny it, you knew this was temporary. He'll get what he wants and everything will be back to normal. You can't play pretend forever. Nobody can. But this time you won't come back, you'll survive this, you'll survive the last month and then-

He suddenly pulled away, leaving you breathless and confused. Before you noticed your arms were set free, his hand on your head instead, fingers curling into your hair. Seemingly without any effort, he pulled you away from the wall and further into the room, bending you over the nearest desk, his front now pressed against your back.

"You wanna know how?" He whispered in your ear, not loosening the grip on your hair. "Pay attention, doll."

In one swift movement he stripped you off your sweater, using it to tie your hands behind your back. This was new. He never used any kind of restraints on you. You felt your body tremble, whether with fear, anticipation or excitement you weren't sure. Until you heard his next words.

"I'm getting you pregnant tonight, are we clear?"

#lord forgive me for this one #all of us are dead #all of us are dead netflix #all of us are dead x reader #yoon gwi nam #all of us are dead fanfic #gwinam x reader #yoon gwinam x reader

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