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Glyph of mild upset.

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I love the rainbow checkmarks but the colors could be improved. Maybe something like this?

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A moment of light during the siege

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i know it is a part of life to feel bad things sometimes - but i wonder about that. about how deeply i tend to absorb things. i've seen other people shake off what i have spent months in bed crying over. i have trouble balancing a schedule that other people would consider to be easy - and for me is barely-manageable.

i keep thinking that i want to trap the bad things into a locket. to stop them from skulking out into the air. i am so sick of carrying around a wince with me. i want to be able to breathe deeply. what is it about me - what makes it hard, to be living?

i think i was born too tender. i never figured out how to harden my chitin. i think i born for a different planet. i haven't figured out how to slide along this one. tp let it slide off of me, gentle and soft-tongued.

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🤓 Which type are you?

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brb gonna walk into the sea and come back looking unsettlingly inhuman

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Go read an old fic.

There's such recency bias in fandom. As an author you post something, get a few reactions, and then it goes off into the bin. As a reader you check the tags, see what's new, and move on. But a lot of old stuff is really good. It's just sitting there, gathering dust, waiting for someone to take a peek.

So go on. Treat yourself.

Read an old fic.

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tumblr is simple. I log on. I reblog pretty pictures. I see the most insane opinion a human being can have. I log off

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holy mother of god i have GOT to get weirder

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I'd like to wish the supreme court justices a very eat a dick.

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don’t sign up for protests, don’t talk about going to protests on social media, don’t text people about going to protests, leave your phone at home. wear a mask. leave no personally identifiable information.