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A collection I made of different disorder creatures and my takes on them!

FML:

bunny, porccupine, and mouse mix! BPD tends to be very on edge and skittish, so he’s a bit spooked. When defensive, he fires quills, like some porcupines do. He also has many eyes because bpd is very hypervigilant. I called it “FML” because a lot of pwBPD kind of have that mindset ^^’

IDGF:

I made NPD a cat with a crown shaped head and a peacock-like tail because cats and peacocks care a lot about preening and looking their best. Many people think cats are assholes who don’t love their owners, and that’s absolutely bullshit. I thought that fit NPD pretty well :D I called it IDGF because NPD does in fact not give a fuck >:3

IDC:

I made ASPD a wolf because wolves are like the more feral version of a dog. Dogs are man’s best friend and are very loyal! Wolves are just the same but don’t trust as easily and are more likely to attack what threatens them, so many people fear wolves. I gave him some sharp shapes and made his eyes empty with eye bags, because let’s be real yall ASPD peeps do not sleep. I called this one IDC because the biggest thing in ASPD to me is the lack of empathy/low emotions, which everything else kind of stems off of. Chances are if you have ASPD you probably think “why should I care?” About 200 times a day lmao

TMI:

I made HPD into a swanlike creature with a feather crown to resemble a performer! They’re very graceful and regal, and get all the attention in the room. I called it “TMI” because some people find hpd to be a lot (which I think is unfair btw…) yall are larger than life and I love you for it ^^

TBH:

My take on the autism creature has darker eyes because of low empathy and a jester collar! The jester could make fun of the king and queen without consequences as they say, and people tend to underestimate asd. I also just felt like the energetic, unserious jester fit asd pretty well. I also gave him little ears to represent overstimulation/asd splitting (which is hardly ever talked about 💀)

STFU:

The c-ptsd creature feels completely fine until one small thing is just too much and for a split second they explode. I gave it a foxlike tail and neck fluff because of a fox’s cunning - but the fox is often the one looking down the barrel of a loaded gun when they believe they did nothing wrong. Because CPTSD is also hypervigilant, I gave him lots of eyes as well ^^ I called this one STFU because CPTSD gets a lot of the “get over it” comments, sometimes more so than regular ptsd, because c-ptsd is caused by multiple small, “insignificant” things that add up over time. I know for me personally this always frustrates me to no end 😭

The only ones out of these that I actually have are asd and c-ptsd, so I know those ones the best from experience :3

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perhaps a bit lousy & plain, but here’s my nest ^^

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they. they called us a poor thing again

all we could say was ‘sh sh shut up’

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They cry "you killed my daughter!"

or perhaps they do not speak aloud

but you can see it in their eyes

and you say

yes I killed your daughter

but

I did not want to

I wanted to save her

but by the time

I reached her

she

had

drowned

and you were the one to do it

and

when

I

pulled

her

out

she

begged

for

the

final touch of death

and it would have been twice as cruel to prolong her suffering

so

I

put

my

sword

through

her chest

and with

her final breath

a

blessing

to me

I

rose

and

onwards

I marched

to the battlefields

to

avenge

the child you killed

as

the warrior

of her

life

I will fight

for what you ripped away

in her dead name I fight for

what she- what I could have been if I was loved

by you

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we got needier how is that possibleeee

wrapping ourself up tight in blankets with a plushie or 2 from our partner won’t help this, it’s genuinely unbearable

hhhhhh aaaa

told our partner and they just said “poor baby” and gods why does that feel like teasing gods why does that make it worse !!

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hmphhhh

need snuggles n kisses n pup n bite an kisses n snuggles an more snuggles and being so close together in nest we basically meld togetjer

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I want my partner to tease me about how much this heat is affecting me >:c

Comment about how much I’m keyboard smashing and ask about m thoughthsjsh hmmmmmm so unejsnajanoajsksnsinduwnsuensunwusneis

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bhskshuwbsh partner happy boyfriend happy mate(?) happy hheheuendh me good partner happy eeeehjjeihs

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Guide to heats (early signs, types of heats, how to deal with it)

contents: non-sexual heats sexual heats submissive heats dominant heats sick heats Note: these are based mostly on my and my system's experiences, though i have looked through the misce tags to see other people's experiences. you may not have all of the signs or experiences here, and thats okay. everybody is unique.

All heats: (won't reiterate these later on) Pre-heat/early signs: -more clingy, affectionate. want to spend more time than usual with loved ones/pack. (may have opposite behavior and want to stay away from others, feeling vulnerable.) -nesting/denning habits more apparent. adding more material. -more protective and possessive over your things -slightly higher body temp -Heightened instinctual desires and emotions -unexplainable random sadness (closer to heat for me) full heat: -want to spend most of the time in nest and/or den -Noticeably higher body temp than usual -muddled thoughts at times -instinct as noticeable as when in fight/flight timeline: -different for everyone. some can keep a schedule and it arrives on time, some get them sporadically or very frequently, some have long heats, some have heats that last a day. -my cycle is long pre-heat, short heat, medium-length break. (long as in a week and a half. then heat is abt 3-4 days with a week break) how to deal with: -keep water near at all times and snacks if hard to leave nest -if you have to go to work/school wear comfy clothes -air con and/or fan non-sexual heat: pre-heat: -more hungry than usual -desire to bring loved ones into nest/den and keep them there -may not experience raised body temp until full heat. may be lower than normal in fact heat: -nest makes up half of your thoughts sexual heats: pre-heat: -raised arousal (may also have raised libido) -raised body temp -lower inhibitions -slick heat: -constantly horny -weed-like effect how to deal with: -clothes that don't stain easy and are easy to take off -if you need to go to work/school make sure u can contain urself. if not, don't go. submissive heats: pre-heat: -asking for guidance/tasks more than usual -less need for control/independence -want to be taken care of heat: -hard to take care of self -hard to disobey people you trust how to deal with: -be aware of your vulnerability to being taken advantage of -ask someone you trust for help -don't go to work/school if strong heat dominant heats: pre-heat: -when helping people you are more hands on and controlling -very defensive of space -snap at small things -more moody when told what to do heat: -desire to take control over someone else -more aggressive, destructive how to deal with: -remind yourself other people aren't trying to piss you off -vent your frustration on objects, not other beings sick heats: triggered by illness, doesn't follow typical pre-heat and full heat patterns signs that you are in heat while sick: -nest/den becomes more cocoon-like -temperature fluctuates -more dehydration -sickness's symptoms different than usual in some ways how to deal with: -keep stuff for sickness near your nest/den -keep space aerated (open windows and doors often)

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crap it’s heat time and I’m SO FUCKING NEEDY

woke up this morning sweating like I’ve been in hell for the last 20 years feeling needier than ever and needing to nest

and then my boyfriend sent me photos and he made me so whiny and aaaaa

kill meeee :ccc

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rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please

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that friendly some-what normal girl in ur class is an autistic gender fluid therian

I just mask well :p

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mission was achieved, until the mark DECIDED TO JUST VANISH??

fuck this guys

-Rhea

I’m at my partner’s house and aaa

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IM NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE AN OMEGA ALTER >:c

-az

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I'm a working dog. I'm a German shepherd, I alert you and protect you. I'll guide you, keep you safe from the dangers, that maybe yourself or others.

But at the same time I'm forever a family dog. A domestic dog. The large dog that tries to be a lap dog. That large dog that lives off praise and attention. Playtime is important. I nap whenever I please. I'm a pet, a loyal little dog, that's always waiting for my person to come home. My owner.

Then again, I'm a feral wolf. I live and hunt in the woods. Taking out small animals digging my teeth into them. Running and playing in the muddy rivers. I bite and bite hard. I'm not a pet.

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Do you ever just love someone SO FUCKING MUCH that you're like:

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Pros of naturally long nails:

Pretty!

Cons of naturally long nails:

The amount of accidental cuts everywhere