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Diarrhea Pills/Juice!

Guys, I lost 2 kg in 3 days, and I wasn't even restricting, I ate some junk foods and 2 meals per day (while drinking Slim juice) and it worked!♡

I really recommend you to buy these kind of products, it also helped me lose my stomach fat!

Stay safe~♡

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A STORY ABOUT ME

(It's over sharing time!😢😂)

I am a girl with (too many) mental disorders

I find it hard to fit in even if I have friends who cares for me,

School made my anxiety and deppression worst for 7 years straight, I am still tying my best to pass all of the subjects to be able to graduate (move up) and the teachers are being hard on us (some of my classmates don't give a fuck and just cut classes)

I have 3 toxic people in my life : Merilyn,Sheila and Ainee, They are the worst people I ever met in my whole fucked up life, they always talk behind my back and treat me like I'm there maid or something, At first I didn't mind it because friends help eachother (right?) , Months have passed the way they treat me is getting worst, they would barrow a huge amount of money from me and pretend they forgot about it, they would fatshame me and call me names like : "whore,fatso,bitch, Pig, and fake", for them it was only a joke but that broke my heart everytime.

On December,6, 2018 (Thursday)

We were avoiding eachother because I fought with ainee (I was the victim tho)

Ainee didn't respect me, All she do is throw her garbage at me or put it on my armchair when I'm not around (she was a total jerk) , She would shout at me for no reason and she even slapped me on my head once,

That day... I was talking to my (real) friends about something very important and they looked at me like I was talking behind their back, My friend monica notices that I was being treated wrong by those people , so what she did is talk to me about it and comforted me, she even looked at them aggressively (lol),Merilyn on the other hand... was looking at us and she even walked near us just to know what we're talking about (and she knew).

When it was the time for our dismissal, Me and my other (true) friends were walking inside a store and (for the love of satan) they were there, my friends didn't came in because I only needed to go to the pharmacy which is near the exit door, when I entered , instead of using the exit door they walk towards the main door and that got me shocked, they were looking at me like I did something wrong, we passed eachother and I suddenly blurted out "Plastic" (I don't know about ya'll but plastic means "fake" to us)

I was relieve that they didn't come at me and pull my hair, butttttttttttttttttttt

Their leader (Merilyn) grabbed my wrist tightly (I had a few cuts on my wrist that day and it hurted like hell) , I tried to keep my face "emotionless" and looked at her, She was looking at me like she was going to beat me up, "what did you just say?" she said still holding my poor wrist ;-;) , I didn't answer there question and all I said was " It's true right? That you all are 'fake' (plastic)"

It was embarrassing because We were discussing in front of a pharmacy and people were staring at us (talk about no shame '-') , anyways... she got angry at me and leave with her friends , I finished buying everything I needed and go to my friends, they said that merilyn is going to fight me on Friday, so I didn't care ,

Merilyn is strong when it comes to saying rude words and back stab people, but she is afraid of fighting and getting beat up,

(I may be weak at talking back to people but I'm stronger at fighting due to my trauma when I was in 4th grade)

So Friday comes...

She didn't even lay a finger on me (obviously)

She just trying to hurt my feelings by backstabbing me (didn't affect me cause all she said isn't true)

She was screaming "plastic!!!" "Backstabber!!!" And etc.

I laughed so hard with my friends because the words that came out from her mouth is what she is.

My friend rickielyn told me that they are going to create a dummy account on facebook

(To mess with my reputation)

I didn't care because everyone knows that I don't ever use facebook (never ever)

If something will happen I'll blame it on her (because it's clearly her fault)

To be continued~

(But not going to continue this because something in this story has some gore shit at the end, and if you are like me who self-harm then you know how the story will end)

Stay strong my kids☆

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I keep seeing these bs “reasons why I’m doing it” healthy ass inspo posts for loosing weight and I’m just sitting here like that’s bullshit and none of that is going to actually happen. Here’s the REAL reasons I want to get skinny:

1. So people will beg me to eat something instead of telling me to stop

2. To make anyone who ever called me fat feel like absolute shit

3. To scare people when I walk down the street

4. To forever be known as “the skinny one”

5. To have people overjoyed when I eat something

6. To have people feel sick as I don’t eat anything

7. To make strangers think “that girl is sick”

8. To have people take me seriously when I ask for help.

9. To have people take me seriously when I say I need to talk to someone

10. To have someone care

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I know there’s a lot of tension after Tumblr’s new policy annouced for December 17th, but reblog this if you aren’t leaving Tumblr so that other blogs can know they aren’t going to be completely alone!

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Have A Nice Day!

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This stopped me from cutting myself, thank you.

hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

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hey trans friends

if you need binders/breast forms/makeup/etc but don’t want your parents to know, now is the best time to get it. 

you can order whatever it is online and when the package comes in if the ask what it is you can say something like “it’s a secret!” or even just sssh them. they’ll assume it’s a present for whatever holiday you celebrate and probably won’t press the issue.

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Remember.

If you’re feeling like you’re about to break your fast:

- Remember when you started to cry when you couldn’t find an outfit to go out?

- Remember how you feel every time you look at the mirror?

- Remember when you saw those girls/guys with perfect bodies, a beautiful outfit that fit them perfectly?

- Remember when your parents/friends/just people in general made fun of your fat body? Or pointed out how much you are eating?

- Remember when you said that in 2018 you were going to reach your ultimate goal weight.

…

Do you want to eat now?

You don’t right?

Then go to drink some water and do some workouts. WE CAN SO THIS.

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Yesterday was my worst day ever , but hey I could starve today :')

When you’re so depressed you lose your appetite fasting becomes so easy 😍

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Leelah Alcorn’s blog was deleted and posts about her are being removed. Don’t stop spreading this. Reblog everything you can, post everything you can. 

These are her pictures

here are some of her drawings

this is her note

Don’t let this die.

Not this.

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Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

You can be skinnier by the weekend, if you want.

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idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

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☁Virginia☁

For @93cokes

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You’ve heard of No binge November

Now get ready for,,,

Don’t binge December

And

Just restricting January

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[at the club] me: can you play baepsae by bangtan