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new blog for alyx

It's private and selective because that's the way I'm doing things now. If anyone is interested, it's roguewavesandwishingwells

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I've decided to make a big change and move over to a personal account instead of RP.

On top of this, I’m going to try and start getting a page up for my hemp necklaces and such to sell them and get some extra money. If a random personal blog follows you, it’s probably me. I’m going to miss you guys but I really feel like this is the next step forward for me. I’m actually doing very well though I do have my bads days. Anyway, if any of you are interested in keeping tabs on me, I can now be found over at @dreamingxgypsy !

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I've decided to make a big change and move over to a personal account instead of RP.

On top of this, I’m going to try and start getting a page up for my hemp necklaces and such to sell them and get some extra money. If a random personal blog follows you, it’s probably me. I’m going to miss you guys but I really feel like this is the next step forward for me. I’m actually doing very well though I do have my bads days. Anyway, if any of you are interested in keeping tabs on me, I can now be found over at @dreamingxgypsy !

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Caitlyn Jenner, you are brave, honest & beautiful 💙

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I've decided to make a big change and move over to a personal account instead of RP.

On top of this, I'm going to try and start getting a page up for my hemp necklaces and such to sell them and get some extra money. If a random personal blog follows you, it's probably me. I'm going to miss you guys but I really feel like this is the next step forward for me. I'm actually doing very well though I do have my bads days. Anyway, if any of you are interested in keeping tabs on me, I can now be found over at @dreamingxgypsy !

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I’m really thinking of leaving RPing behind. But every time I go to do it, I’m held back by the same question: “how many people will I be disappointing if I do?” I don’t know… For now, I’m just going to keep existing. I don’t expect to get many responses to this, if any. I seem to be quite good at burning bridges. But I’m still around, still fighting the good fight. It’s hard, I’m not gonna lie. I don’t have words to describe what I’m going through. It’s a struggle to get out of bed every morning. It’s even harder to eat. I’ve lost so much weight but I’ve been to the doc about it. I guess, if you’re interested in talking, send me a message. I’ll get it. Thanks for sticking with me for so long.

And… Please don’t ever commit suicide. It’s the most terrible thing to be a survivor. All I have are questions rattling around in my head that are never going to be answered.

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I'm really thinking of leaving RPing behind. But every time I go to do it, I'm held back by the same question: "how many people will I be disappointing if I do?" I don't know... For now, I'm just going to keep existing. I don't expect to get many responses to this, if any. I seem to be quite good at burning bridges. But I'm still around, still fighting the good fight. It's hard, I'm not gonna lie. I don't have words to describe what I'm going through. It's a struggle to get out of bed every morning. It's even harder to eat. I've lost so much weight but I've been to the doc about it. I guess, if you're interested in talking, send me a message. I'll get it. Thanks for sticking with me for so long. And... Please don't ever commit suicide. It's the most terrible thing to be a survivor. All I have are questions rattling around in my head that are never going to be answered.

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Alright. So, I've made some really big changes in the past few weeks.

Which is really the reasoning behind this whole post.

As some of you may know, three weeks ago, my father passed away. He was the only source of income for the family– which put us in a tight position. We still are in that position and money is really, really, /really/ tight right now.

I’ve been hired as a housekeeper at a hotel for five days a week and I plan on getting another small job to brig in more money. Which means I won’t have as much free time as I’m used to.

So, I am taking a semi-hiatus. I’ll do replies when I can and try to get on at least twice a week to check in on things. I’m not abandoning Alyx, there are just some things that need to come first.

Everything is different now and, to tell you the real truth, I’m terrified. But I am moving forward. Thank each and everyone of you for sticking with me through this.

-Alyx-mun / Heather

theodorefreakinfinley hiddeninthemanor ambitiousxmonsoon

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Alright. So, I've made some really big changes in the past few weeks.

Which is really the reasoning behind this whole post.

As some of you may know, three weeks ago, my father passed away. He was the only source of income for the family– which put us in a tight position. We still are in that position and money is really, really, /really/ tight right now.

I’ve been hired as a housekeeper at a hotel for five days a week and I plan on getting another small job to brig in more money. Which means I won’t have as much free time as I’m used to.

So, I am taking a semi-hiatus. I’ll do replies when I can and try to get on at least twice a week to check in on things. I’m not abandoning Alyx, there are just some things that need to come first.

Everything is different now and, to tell you the real truth, I’m terrified. But I am moving forward. Thank each and everyone of you for sticking with me through this.

-Alyx-mun / Heather

theodorefreakinfinley hiddeninthemanor ambitiousxmonsoon

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Alright. So, I've made some really big changes in the past few weeks.

Which is really the reasoning behind this whole post.

As some of you may know, three weeks ago, my father passed away. He was the only source of income for the family– which put us in a tight position. We still are in that position and money is really, really, /really/ tight right now.

I’ve been hired as a housekeeper at a hotel for five days a week and I plan on getting another small job to brig in more money. Which means I won’t have as much free time as I’m used to.

So, I am taking a semi-hiatus. I’ll do replies when I can and try to get on at least twice a week to check in on things. I’m not abandoning Alyx, there are just some things that need to come first.

Everything is different now and, to tell you the real truth, I’m terrified. But I am moving forward. Thank each and everyone of you for sticking with me through this.

-Alyx-mun / Heather

theodorefreakinfinley hiddeninthemanor ambitiousxmonsoon

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10 facts you should know about Vincent van Gogh

1. Vincent van Gogh was born on March 30, 1853, in Holland. He was named after his grandfather and his stillborn brother who died one year before Van Gogh was born.

2. Van Gogh was 27 years old when he painted his first piece.

3. When Van Gogh first began painting, he used peasants as models. He would later paint flowers, landscapes and himself, mostly because he was too poor to pay the models.

4. Van Gogh suffered from temporal lobe epilepsy, a chronic neurological condition characterized by recurrent, unprovoked seizures.

5. In a short period of ten years, Van Gogh made approximately 900 paintings.

6. During one of his seizures, Van Gogh attempted to attack his friend Paul Gauguin with an open razor. This ultimately resulted in the Vincent cutting off a piece of his own ear – but not the whole ear as is often rumored.

7. Van Gogh created his most famous work The Starry Night while staying in an asylum in Saint-Remy-de-Provence, France.

8. Vincent Van Gogh visually depicted turbulence, an incredibly complex (and still unsolved) mathematical principle in several paintings during a particularly chaotic time in his life.

9. Vincent shot himself in a wheatfield in Auvers, France, but did not die until 2 days later at the age of 37. His brother Theo, at his side when he died, said that Vincent’s last words were “La tristesse durera toujours” which means “the sadness will last forever.”

10. Vincent only sold one painting during his lifetime and only became famous after his death.

Happy Birthday, Vincent van Gogh.

From the TED-Ed Lesson The unexpected math behind Van Gogh’s “Starry Night” - Natalya St. Clair

Animation by Avi Ofer

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"I think that you're much braver than you want to think..." She trailed off before letting out a short giggle. "Did that make sense? Minor injuries. The bigger, the longer it takes to heal. And then you've got wolfsbane to worry about, along with mistletoe and some others." She smiled again, faintly this time. "It's a nice improvement, right?"

When Night Falls ~

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"I think they would have quite a few questions if you did that." After squinting up at the dark clouds for a few more moments, Alyx turned to face him. "So, you know the layout better than I do, I think. Which means you should lead."

"Sounds like a plan." As soon as the pair were out of the house, Alyx zipped up her jacket and pulled the hood over her head. "I think we might end up needing an umbrella."

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I'm terrible, I know.

I'm trying to do my replies but things are so freaking messed up lately I'm so sorry :( but I still love you guys and I'm trying really really hard.

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"Sounds like a plan." As soon as the pair were out of the house, Alyx zipped up her jacket and pulled the hood over her head. "I think we might end up needing an umbrella."

"I think that you give me far too much credit. But thank you." Mirroring his smile back came easy to her as she pulled him towards the door. "That would be nice but I think breaks would be a good idea, too."

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"Yeah? Well, I can tell you this very honestly, then. If you try and do something like that or try to take a bullet for me, I'm gonna be pissed. Don't try it, don't even, okay?" She looked over at him, her seriousness apparent in her expression before a smile softened her features. "That's sweet but... I was never alone. I had my mom and my pack. And now I've got a friend. That's not too bad in my books."

When Night Falls ~

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                         What kind of person would pity a                                      MONSTER?