naughtynutboy

[naughtynutboy]

moving out

hey guys, long time no see ! i’m writing this post right now just to let you all know that i’m back on tumblr after about a year of inactivity. i’ve been spending the past few months on twitter drawing mainly mcyt/dream smp fanart and i’ve decided to come back to tumblr and share that art here as well! 

unfortunately that does mean that this blog is going to be inactive for good as i’ve moved to a new blog. if you liked my art or you like the dream smp (or both), then you’re in luck and you can find me on my new blog, @nxpkinn​ ! i am also still on twitter under the same @ if you want to follow me there as well

my art has improved a LOT these past few months in my humble opinion so it’d be a shame if you missed out. i’ve been experimenting with a completely new, lineless style in ms paint of all programs and i think it has allowed me to improve really quickly and make some absolute BANGERS (shown in the collage below)

so yeah, that’s pretty much it! i’ve completely fallen out of sanders sides at this point and have instead become hyperfixated on the dream smp so, again, if you’re into that, i’ll be on my new blog! thanks for all the memories here :) <3

[naughtynutboy]

ay yo i been hella inactive on tumblr recently and that's cause i've been maining twitter these days. i'm actually pretty active there rn and i'm posting art consistently so head on over there before this hyperfixation motivation runs out!!!

my twitter is @/nxpkinn and i be posting mcyt fanart cause i do be in hyperfixation hell rn so if that interests you, go and take a look :D

i've also been super experimental with my art recently and have been using mainly mspaint which i think is pretty neat, so basically follow my twitter for cool epic experimental mcyt fanart kthanx :^)

[naughtynutboy]

i've always fantasized about being some sort of content creator and having a fanbase of my own but i realize now that my fanbase would probably have very mixed feelings about me lmaoo

as someone who is pretty deeply invested in fandom things and who gets a lot of fandom jokes and stuff (as well as reading my fair share of fanfic, sometimes ironically and sometimes not), there's no way i wouldn't be doing the same for my own fandom

like we all have it pretty good right now not having to worry about content creators looking at all of our gross weird fandom shit cause they just kinda chill and do their own things, but me? oh no i'd see EVERYTHING.

i would 100% read fanfics about myself or the things i create, i'd read as much fanfic as i could and i would 100% talk about it! nobody would be safe. not a lot of content creators use fandom-heavy sites like tumblr but, as you can see, i'm already here baby!! i'd be lurking the tags on here, i'd be reading the shit on ao3, there would be no place safe from my eyes

my fandom would be like "oh shit i hope she doesnt see that weird meme post that's going around on tumblr about vore or something...... that'd be sooo awkward" and i'd already be 3 steps ahead and probably tweet something about it bitch!!!! you can't hide that from me!!!

on one hand the fanbase would probably like it cause i'd be interracting with them so much and so personally, but on the other........ they'd have nowhere to hide their weird fandom shit. you can't hide it. i will find it and i will acknowledge it and ya'll will just have to simply exit the kitchen if you can not handle my heat

and i for one think that's beautiful :)

[naughtynutboy]

you know you're hyperfixated on something when you start having..... the animatic thoughts......

god bro i wanna make a dream smp animatic so bad and you know what i just might give it a go

i have a song, a concept, and a hyperfixation so what do i have to lose ? hahahahahaga...hahah..hahah...ha...

[naughtynutboy]

ayyyyy i got my tablet working!!!! im so excited to actually draw again!!!!

i think what's been holding me back is just the fact that i had to reinstall my tablet drivers and software and now that that's done, it's like all the excitement came rushing back!!! i have so many Ideas !!! i also cant wait to draw my ocs again cause i miss them so much!!!

my instagram has been so dead lately cause i haven't been drawing so hopefully now i can pick that back up (it's @/napcyn btw) and maybe even start taking commissions and making some money if i really get back into it!! POG!!!

i am once again hyperfixated on mcyt and i think it's for real this time

yet in order for me to fulfill my fanart drawing desires i have to reinstall my tablet driver and firealpaca and everything cause im on a new laptop

AND i have homework that needs to get done so doing the prep for my tablet to work seems like an extremely good candidate for procrastination right now

it also doesn't help that i haven't taken my meds yet

i should probably get on that

[naughtynutboy]

i am once again hyperfixated on mcyt and i think it's for real this time

yet in order for me to fulfill my fanart drawing desires i have to reinstall my tablet driver and firealpaca and everything cause im on a new laptop

AND i have homework that needs to get done so doing the prep for my tablet to work seems like an extremely good candidate for procrastination right now

it also doesn't help that i haven't taken my meds yet

i should probably get on that

[naughtynutboy]

so you're telling me

you're gonna sit here and tell me

that if i want to rebrand my blog on tumblr dot com

that i have to actually re-do my layout??

what are you fucking stupid? are you fucking dumb buddy?? you think i got time for that???

you think i have a funny profile picture on deck, huh? you think i just have that? you think i just have any idea of what i want to rebrand to?? you think i put any thought into this whatsoever???

that's funny pal. you're a real fuckin jokester. you're really bustin my balls here buddy.

[naughtynutboy]

(i'm also half posting this just for myself cause i know later in the day when i sit down to do this im gonna want to just give up and take the L on the assignment but NO. future m do NOT do that!!! i know you want to you but you can't!!!!!!)

whats up failing classes gang!!!! i got a 200 point essay due today that i have not done anything for over the past month we've had to work on it!!!! and the class it's for is already a failing grade!!!

if there's anything i've learned throughout my 12 years of schooling it is how to bullshit an essay so i'm gonna whip something together by the end of the day but oh boy am i gonna HATE doing it!!!

remember kids, turning in something is always better than nothing!! even if what you turn in is utter garbage (which it will be in my case), any grade you get is always better than a 0 !!

[naughtynutboy]

whats up failing classes gang!!!! i got a 200 point essay due today that i have not done anything for over the past month we've had to work on it!!!! and the class it's for is already a failing grade!!!

if there's anything i've learned throughout my 12 years of schooling it is how to bullshit an essay so i'm gonna whip something together by the end of the day but oh boy am i gonna HATE doing it!!!

remember kids, turning in something is always better than nothing!! even if what you turn in is utter garbage (which it will be in my case), any grade you get is always better than a 0 !!

[naughtynutboy]

i want. to draw fanart. but.

head empty.

what a. cruel fate.

[naughtynutboy]

idk if this is normal or if i need a higher dose or something (probably the latter tbh) but i notice that the first day i take my vyvanse after not taking it for a while i feel it super hard and can get a lot of productive work done etc.

but any day after that, so long as i take it consistently every day, i notice it less and less

like the first day i can literally feel exactly when it kicks in and i get minor side effects like a lil shaky but then the next day it doesnt feel like i took it at all

the only difference i can feel when that happens is that it's just easier to keep my focus and switch tasks, which is still good, but it seems wayyy watered down than the first day taking it

anyone else have this?? does it mean i need a higher dose?? i feel like that's probably what it means but idk

its just a bit schtewpid innit

[naughtynutboy]

its kinda crazy to me when i hear other peoples' adhd diagnosis stories and they're like "oh yeah i had to fill out all these forms/do all these tests" when for me all i did was talk to my therapist for the first time and she immediately diagnosed me

like... was it that obvious?? lmao

[naughtynutboy]

sometimes i just wanna go hog fucking wild and fully immerse myself in the mcyt fandom but then i remember that i only watch like 2% of the creators lolol

i watch wilbur and schlatt and That's It Babey. the only two men my lesbian ass will simp on and that's on god

[naughtynutboy]

weed doesn’t make your thoughts more creative or deep it just lowers your standards for thoughts that you find mindblowing imo.

[naughtynutboy]

also if you guys haven't noticed already, i've kinda stopped posting about sanders sides stuff on this blog. if you wanna know why, the tl;dr is pretty much just: i made this sideblog when i was very very hyperfixated and i am no longer hyperfixated

i've honestly been thinking about just "rebranding" this blog to something else and continuing to post because this blog has the most followers out of all of my blogs ever. i still very much love thomas sanders and the sanders sides fandom/series as a whole, but my ability to post new content/draw new art for it has kinda gone down the drain this past year.

i don't know what i want this blog to become quite yet, for right now it's just me shitposting and posting about personal stuff in my life. i'll probably talk about the new asides episode when it comes out along with any other future episodes as i'm still following the series and very interested in where thomas and co. decide to take the story, i just don't have enough interest or motivation to run an entire sideblog dedicated to nothing but sanders sides anymore

if you followed me originally for sanders sides content, feel free to unfollow if you'd like considering i will probably only be posting about it sparingly from here on out. there are so many amazing people and creators in this fandom that make incredible fanart and write fanfics for you to enjoy and that definitely deserve a follow if you were here for that :)

that being said, i'm definitely not going anywhere anytime soon. i really want to be more active on tumblr and start posting art again because i haven't really drawn much of anything since quarantine began and i feel like i'm losing this skill that i've worked for so many years to get better at. i feel like i was steadily improving my art, mostly to the credit of this blog and the sanders sides fandom, and now that i haven't drawn i'm forgetting how to draw entirely. and then when i do draw, i feel like i can't post it here if it's not sanders sides related.

so hopefully switching things up around here and rebranding this blog will help me get back into the swing of things with my art and will eliminate those made-up rules on what i am or am not "allowed" to post here. still not quite sure what to rebrand to, but i'll probably figure something out soon.

so yeah, if you read all of that thank you for reading! i made this blog when i was 16 and i am now 18, so for any of you who have followed me from the beginning and stuck around, thank you as well! i really hope to bring ya'll something good soon when i figure out what i want to do with this blog :))

[naughtynutboy]

shit i do be forgettin to change my age in my bio oopsiessss

yeah i turned 18 3 days ago (oct 2) i'm just an adult now its whatever :))

[naughtynutboy]

one day until i can legally make a pornhub account

i'm not going to but it's nice to know that the option is there

im gonna be 18 in 3 days................

guess i gotta make an onlyfans