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Everyone thinks Suo is so nice but the amount of times I’ve seen this man LIE and INSTIGATE is CRAZY

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yall im gonna lose my mind the second this man gets on my screen

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seeing my boy suo and his calm but chaotic self animated is the highlight of my week. honestly, his character is the most interesting to me in the whole manga. his fight style, coupled with the fact he lowkey loves to instigate people’s drama, all while keeping a calm, kind energy. boy is always smiling, the way he stands is mega cute. && the fact he never has a fucking scratch on him…i need to know more about him.

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Obanai in heaven watching Sanemi lying down with another man (Giyuu):💀

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in an empty hall drops of water sound like applause

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Osu!

So I began playing the osu! mode yesterday and I was able to finish a song in normal. It's more fun to play rhythm games when they're not on easy mode, thus I always play on normal, hard, or expert mode. I always believe that if you don't play safe, you'll be a strong player in certain games, therefore am I a game masochist? A bit?

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I GOT HER, FINALLY

Im so happy that i got her last minute before Her and Miku was not on the banner anymore.

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WHAT IN THE ACTUAL ASS IS THIS?!

Still can't believe i got five 4stars, prosekai tw anniversary be spoiling me.

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Enstars Character that would get collared by Riddle.

1. Rinne

2. Koga

3. Leo

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Sora and Natsume is always together. Once you've gotten Sora, there's a chance you'll obtain Natsume (at least, that's what I believe in for after this pull.)

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ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕜𝕒𝕚 𝕋𝕨 𝟚𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕒𝕣𝕪

I can't wait for Prosekai's second anniversary; my three accounts are prepared to pull for Miku and Luka's 4 star card.

I'm hoping to get them within 100 draws per account.

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𝔼𝕟𝕤𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣 𝔸𝕔𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕤

My Eng, Tw, and Jp Ensta account with my fav lads.

I'm particularly proud of my Tw account, which includes 5star Leo, Natsume, and Kohaku.

(and yeah im lazy grinding these accounts)

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Okayyy, I know I keep posting Khun but AAHHHHHHHHHHH🥵

WHERE CAN I GET HIM?!?

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☆ genshin concert 2023 pv ☆

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I just realised I might have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder). I was initially offended when my family members told me I looked slimmer after one month since I felt fat - I looked fat.

I believe my concerns about myself began when I was a child. My classmates continued to tease me about my moles on my face, claiming that I resembled Gloria Macapagal Aroyo. As a result, I despise my moles and wish I could eliminate them by cutting the area of my skin that have moles using scissors. (thats another reason why i love collecting scissors now.)

After that, nobody teased me about my moles anymore, but new insecurities began, such as my body appearing larger, which caused me to eat less. When compared to one of my cousins, my mother's side family said I appeared thicker. And also they kept on teasing about my nose.

Every time I looked in the mirror, I looked for imperfections in my appearance. I kept telling myself that I'd never be like her, that I'd never be slimmer, that "what would I look like if I didn't have moles on my face?" "Will someone love me if I don't have moles or am thinner?"

"Perhaps I'm not attractive enough for anyone to love me."

I usually advise my female friends that they should be themselves and wear anything they want, but I can't do the same for myself.

I hope that someday i can truly love myself.