nebonomy

[nebonomy]

Sorry I really do keep comparing this to a certain someones most recent album and it really is just driving me insane. Like im sure theres more than this but off the top of my head:

“how could anyone possibly find out who they are when you are all immersed in the needless, self indulgent spiral of self gratification and distraction. this is not good for you.”

So l take everything as a lesson/ Something I trained out of myself/With mindless self-indulging confidence/Indulging in whatever quick release I could muster

[…]

Oh, how nice it must be/To feel so bored

“i don’t think i trust anyone here, i don’t think anyone trusts anyone here”

So it turns out everyone just hopes to god your failing

“i just wanted to have fun. what id do to get that back, my god. what id do. to have things be simple again.”

Why must i feel numb? I’ve done what I’ve done

I just want to feel normal again/I just want to have meals with my friend/I just can’t go through this again/Find my comfort in envisioning the end/

all of the text in the new vid written down since some of it is hard to see and hard to catch oh my god he’s actually so unwell i’m gonna be sick

“if you find a corner of this world wide web that has any substance at all, then please stick to it. the hundreds of millions of people that place absolutely no value on their(?) time. their precious time, and spend it watching soulless content designed to hold their attention is depressing. this all (impressed? depressed? can’t tell) me. there is so little substance in this mess of a world wide web. so little ? or soul or love. if you find any substance, stick to it.”

just “i want you to be angry” repeated

ran out of space LOLOL left is easy to read, right is “it’s all attention porn, don’t get addicted to it. it’s nothing. it means nothing.” and it seems like there’s un readable text at the top and bottom 🤔

“when i was a boy, alone, this meant everything to me. i found my people. my place. all along the way i was a part of something that really meant something ? is the only good bit of this whatever i did that meant something, that is the only good bit.”

“i can’t watch back my old videos because everyone on them wasn’t who they said they were. do you know how this makes me feel. do you know how sad i have felt all year.”

“how could anyone possibly find out who they are when you are all immersed in the needless, self indulgent spiral of self gratification and distraction. this is not good for you.”

“i don’t think i trust anyone here, i don’t think anyone trusts anyone here.”

“the poor 12 year old watching this sad ass video when he subscribed for funny minecraft videos. poor guy lmao”

“yeah i know it’s too much like bo burnham. won’t be in a year though. in a year it will be like tom simons. let me figure out what that means, OK?”

“i used to feel like i was doing everything wrong. that i just wasn’t smart or good like any of my friends. i realized i was the only one doing the right thing. i just wanted to have fun. what id do to get that back, my god. what id do. to have things be simple again.”

“i just don’t want to slip back into who i was. a year ago i needed you. a year ago most of my self esteem and worth and love came from you. a year ago i wasn’t happy unless you were. i don’t think i can ever do that again. that really was wrong. how did i possibly end up there.”

[nebonomy]

is this how wilburians felt when msr dropped

[nebonomy]

Ive been lurking too long. I have to come into the light. I neef the capacity to have opinions on things that dont concern me.

[nebonomy]

They said tommy [redacted] i said oh im SURE