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Yes fuck

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Summer Wagner

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20230408 高野山真言宗普賢山香象院

釜があった。

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Rachele by Antonio Palmerini

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“Of the many human vices, none is more vicious than resentment…Resentment is, as it were, the mother of a whole brood of vices. Suspicion, jealousy, fear, cowardice are all its offspring.”

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Fukuzawa Yukichi, An Encouragement of Learning

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Well they say I'm quite the girl of this village

“On first speaking to the man, his ingratiating smile, his flaxen hair, and his blue eyes would lead one to say, “What a pleasant, good-tempered fellow he seems!” yet during the next moment or two one would feel inclined to say nothing at all, and, during the third moment, only to say, “The devil alone knows what he is!”

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Nikolai Gogol, Dead Souls

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“The other day I was in a certain shop drinking cheap liquor when three elderly men of letters came in and, though I’d never met any of them before, proceeded to surround me and to disparage my writing in a disgustingly drunken and thoroughly misinformed manner. I am one who, however much he may drink, hates to lose control of himself, so I merely smiled and let their abuse go in one ear and out the other, but once I’d returned home, as I sat eating a late supper, the vexation became too much for me and I suddenly began to sob. Unable to stop the flow of tears, I lay down by my bowl and chopsticks and brokenly unburdened my feelings to my wife. ‘Here I am … her I am, writing desperately … writing for all I’m worth, putting my very life on the line for my writing, and everybody treats me like a laughingstock … Those men are my seniors, they’re a good twenty years older than I am, but what do they do? They gang up on me … Cowardly bastards. It’s not fair … all right, then, if that’s the way they want it, I’m not holding back any more, either. I’m going to come right out in the open and say what I think of them. I’m going to fight … They’ve gone too far this time …’”

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Dazai Osamu, “Handsome Devils and Cigarettes” from Self Portraits

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এমন ধবলস্নাত বারি ধারায় তুমি ভেসে গেলে ,

হ্যাঁ হ্যাঁ একাই গেলে , সাথে কেউ তো ছিল না ।

একলা ঘরের অন্ধ কোণে দাঁড়িয়ে আমি

যখন তোমায় প্রথম দেখি ,

সে কি তুমিই ছিলে?

না না অন্য কেউ তো নয় ।

ভুল করা করির হিসেব তুমি রাখতে বারণ করেছিলে

তাইতো রাখিনি, রেখেছি তোমার কথা ।

জেনেও আমার শুন্যতার ব্যাথা ,

করেছিলাম কি তোমায় মানা ?

আসেনি আসেনি এক বিন্দুও জলকণা ।

সবই তো আজ উক্তি প্রতুক্তির কাঁটা তারে বন্দি ।

আর আমার স্বপ্ন দেখা প্রদেশের কঠিন নিরবতা ,

না না বুঝলে না বুঝলে না ।

1St Pic - @1-125sec-f8-10feet

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তোমার দেশের সমুদ্র তার কথা বলে কি ???

Pic - @cuidarnos

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“  snapshot in Japan “

Photo by Ishikoro.

Love & Peace!

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Yoshiyuki Okuyama - Vogue

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!?…a life… ?!

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3.25.23

lately i’ve been wondering why i love movies so much. yes i love the fantasy of film, but i think it’s also because i find it fascinating how movies stay the same forever even after so much time has passed and so many things have happened. i guess it’s reassuring to know i can always put on finding nemo and know that after marlin’s long journey through the ocean...he will always find nemo. it’s comforting and comfort to me is everything. especially in this world where things can be uncomfortable and unexpected. i also feel this way about the trees and flowers, i love how i know they will grow back in their familiar beauty every spring.

🎧: the gold - phoebe bridgers version

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remember, green's your color. you are spring.

Roses, Vincent Van Gogh | Picking Flowers, Pierre Auguste Renoir | Green Wheat Field, Vincent Van Gogh | Water Lilies and Japanese Bridge, Claude Monet | Avenue of Schloss Kammer Park, Gustav Klimt | Entrance to the Public Gardens in Arles, Vincent Van Gogh | Sorrow Is Not My Name, Ross Gay

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"আসলে সবার না একটা করে সমুদ্র আছে আর সেই সমুদ্রে ঢেউ ওঠে।

কখনো শান্ত কখনো উন্মত্ত এবং তাদের গভীরতা ও অতলান্ত , ছুঁইবার অবকাশ নেই।

তাইতো মুখ ডুবিয়ে খুঁজতে যাওয়ার অভ্যাস বৃথা .... "