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fish fear me and i believe this specific fish should fear me the most because i will turn him into sashimi and sell his jewelry

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Chibi Rafmc ^.^

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YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

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dreams and stuff

Ever since I moved back home I have been plagued with non-stop dreams about getting into long, drawn out arguments with my mom like when I was a kid. And they always play out the exact same - with extreme frustration as she treats me extremely unfairly and assumes the absolute worst of me and my intentions, then punishes me for trying to stand up for myself. Often times my sister is also involved and takes my mom's side as they team up against me. And I often end up losing the ability to speak in the realm of the dream, especially if I try to explain the situation to a third party (like my father). I've had dreams like these for years even though it's been at least a decade since my mom pulled this shit on me - turns out bullying an older teen who can express themselves and call you out on your shit is not near as fun as bullying a child to tears.

At least now in some of these dreams I am no longer reverting to my childhood mindset and actually expressing to my mom that I'm 26 and she can't meaningfully punish me anymore. And the dream version of my mom has fought back by claiming she will intentionally sabotage my relationship with my dad if I defy her.

It's just a bizarre thing as as I stated before my mom hasn't treated me like this in forever. A combination of me getting older, the bullying not being as fun once my sister no longer took her side out of default, and her unacknowledged guilt over both her kids ending up depressed, friendless, and suicidal as teens. She's a drastically different person towards me then in my childhood memories which is so fucky to try and deal with. In fact, the only time she ever treats me like that anymore is whenever I bring up my childhood and she gets SUPER defensive and passive aggressive about it - "Oh, I was such a baaaaad mom, I never signed you up for ballet lessons!!! You had such a rough childhood!!!" like yeah mom I did. you treated me like shit, isolated me from my peers, claimed to "homeschool" us while providing no education and instead using us as free labor, neglected me medically and emotionally, fear mongered us about how men are always looking to rape us, and indoctrinated us into end-times, young earth christianity. it was pretty rough and I'm extremely proud of myself and my sister for turning out okay despite it all.

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i don’t know how to explain to you people that no matter what a country’s government is like i do not and will not support the US indiscriminately bombing that country’s civilians and i don’t know why that’s a controversial take tbh

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hey guys make sure to have plenty of Gender Wars "men be like this doodoodoo, women be like this dadada" type of conversations over and over. it is really helpful and not banal at all.

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my fave tiktok diet fad videos are the ones like "you could eat 100 calories of a cake or get much more on your plate with 100 calories of raw pumpkin puree". woooooah man that's such a hard choice, i'm always craving cold slop from a can

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to be fair, you have to have a very high IQ to understand whether or not killing civilian aid seekers is bad or not. the morality is extremely subtle, and without a solid grasp of the torah, ayatollah khamenei's tweets, the mean things that antizionists say to me online, and this image, a lot of the nuances of the situation will fly over the typical commentator's head.

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the weirdly vengeful and petty tones aborted babies take in pro-life propaganda images are so funny like this passive aggressive "was it worth it mommy?" and "it's a shame you can't join me in heaven mommy 😔" like do you ever wonder if you were aborted for a reason you little bitch ass baby

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now feels like a good time to reiterate that Iranians have been martyred by america + israel already, both empires that possess nuclear weapons, and that Iran does not have nuclear weapons. so now is not the time to joke about america getting nuked-- any retaliation on Iran's part is justified and the only way we escape this situation, but Iran is not going to nuke us, because the entire premise that Iran has nukes is how america justified bombing them and also the exact same rhetoric we used against Iraq and how we killed my countrysmen when there was again no evidence of nuclear warfare. New York City is not going to get fucking nuked. go listen to a podcast or something

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Can people from the United States stop making jokes about “WW3 😜”….there are people in Iran evacuating their neighborhoods, places they grew up, and all YOU are experiencing is watching the news and a few TikToks….

You are not at war, you will most likely never see war, and if your “dark humor” is coming at the expense of others then it is not dark humor, you’re just an asshole.

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As , the United States, potentially heads into another forever war I can only think of this quote.

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My mom kept complaining that all of a sudden the Beatles are back and they're fucking everywhere and they're so obnoxious and were practically having an orgy in her garden under a cucumber leaf and that's when I realized she meant spotted cucumber beetles and not Paul McCartney

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tumblr: constantly be aware of your own privilege. constantly be aware of your capacity of be evil. hey i know you really like that new piece of media but make sure you're aware of all of the problematic elements all the time. hey i noticed you reblogged a post from a designated Bad Person so please make sure you do a thorough background check on everyone you reblog from to make sure they're not bad, otherwise people might get the wrong idea about you. always be aware of everything bad that's happening in the world all the time because silence is violence. i see you not reblogging this post btw. activist burnout is a privilege so be aware of that. xyz people are required to reblog this post. if you're not constantly fighting against designated Bad People you are inherently complicit and therefore a Bad Person.

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