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She paused at the doorway, casting him a final glance. Silence stretched on as she remained like that, casually observing him -- carefully piecing together any hidden meanings behind his words. After a prolonged pause, she turned around, and finally opted to speak. Briefly, of course, but meaningful in itself.

"A pleasure as always, Szayelapporo. However, aren't you underestimating me? I've made this trip a few times prior, I'm sure I'll be able to slip away with minor casualties."

“You’re not welcome.”

Coming to a stop next to the door, the Octava simply leaned his back against the wall. Eyes glanced to her, the slightest mix of mockery and amusement he held was apparent. It was obvious that such a thank you was merely to be polite, not kind — he wasn’t an idiot, he would’ve done the same thing to the right people. As far as he could assume of her, it was likely the pink-haired male was within the same range as Nnoitra, but not as far as the Quinto; despicable, but not overly trying to constantly plot her downfall, at least. Nelliel wasn’t of much use to Szayel when dead, let alone anyone else that had more to offer when alive.

“Go in, but do not assume you’ll be able to simply slip by the subject afterwards. You’re more so afraid than cautious, seemingly; that is why I said it.”

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"Funny, how you would take interest in the business of a lowly subject such as myself."

"--Since you insist, I'm searching for the members of my fraccion. I'm assuming you haven't seen them?"

“I’m afraid it is, former. After Aizen’s perdition this land has rightfully returned under my command”, he spit the words out of his mouth, glaring at the former Tres. “You don’t need to say anything unless you leave.”

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"Oppose you?" She mirrored his deadpan with her own, "Definitely not. However, my business does not lie with you, so it is none of your concern."

No blinks, frown making way to the stringent tone that lightly tickled his throat as he spoke to the former with a deadpanned expression. Typical of her, to behave so stubbornly. “You know perfectly you are necessitated to state your business to me, Nelliel, or I shall make it so you never walk on these lands to oppose me twice.”

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"... Funny that you would say afraid instead of cautious."

Extended conversation with anyone other than the members of her fraccion was rare, and clearly taxing. Especially with someone like Szayel, who had a talent with getting under her skin with his frustratingly smooth words and cunning demeanor. She had grown tired of the conversation, the unnecessarily long walk, and him, so when they finally came to a stop she was glad -- not that she'd show it in the slightest.

"--Thank you."

“And you’re afraid, aren’t you, Nelliel?”

“All because you fail to trust me, yes? That’s the exact reason — and it’s highly disappointing. My definition of ‘harm’ cannot remotely differ from yours if you don’t even recognize the word to begin with. So, would the pacifist even have a definition for it? I think not.” Glancing back over his shoulder, the lightest of smiles formed on his lips. It wasn’t that difficult to tell she was observing him; he was the one that did it daily, to most of the Arrancar. The only thing unknown to him was the reason she did, unsure of what she was looking for. Nevertheless, he led the other at a final corner and came to a stop, assuming she would as well.

“We’re here.”

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A pause, then a sharp exhale. Clearly, she was only wasting time and breath trying to get him to understand reason. He was a beast -- he never truly evolved like the others had. A mere animal in human skin, and it was pitiful.

"... Do you still not belong in evolution, even though our very being is based on it? Perhaps, you'll understand if I say it like this--"

"We, who once started out as gillian, evolved into adjuchas by devouring our kin. From there we continued to gain strength and evolve. Along with strength, we were also given the option of reason." She appeared to be approaching him then, but instead brushed past, casting him a cold gaze as she did. The previous episode seemed to be a thing of the past, and she paid little mind to it. Why should she? She was only inclined to look after him and assure that his actions wouldn't effect anyone else. It was as simple as that.

"--However, I do not expect a mere beast such as you to understand."

At that he froze. His shock and realization now losing it’s place in his mind as her words reached him. He turned his head back to look at her, his face still carrying the heat of his anger but no longer the look of horror. “Tch. We’ve always been beasts! That ain’t gonna ever change. It don’t matter that we have these bodies. We were born hollow’s, and will remain that way.”

His body now moved to face her completely, but he wouldn’t dare to take a step towards her. He felt that if he came close, that disgusting feeling would come back and take him over completely. “We think like beasts, and we act like beasts. Ya act all proper, but if ya’d just get off that high horse ya’d realize yer just as bad as me.” He wanted to believe that to be true, but knowing who Nel was, he couldn’t help but think that she was different from the rest. That only fueled his dislike of her. She was the one who looked down on him most. It wasn’t even a matter of rank anymore. It was that she still, after all this damn time, viewed him as weak. And he couldn’t stand it. But then there was what he had just figured out mere moments ago. Something that made his whole body ache with feelings he never had wished to experience. But he knew what they were. The quinto briefly wondered if Nel had caught on to it. And he couldn’t help but pray that she didn’t. That she never would. Because he himself wouldn’t accept it. He would rather die then do so. And that was saying a lot for the tall espada, who longed to die during a heated battle. 

 Fuck whatever it was. It wont happen again. I’ll make damn sure of it.

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A brief glance, gloved fingertips brushing against the hilt of gamuza. Silence, and finally, a dull retort.

".... I don't remember it being required to state my business to you."

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Sharp turn of his gaze towards the direction the unhoped invader had come out from. Frown, and a rough mockery cut the air.

“I have no time to waste for trash. What is your business here?”

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"... You're bold, Szayelapporo."

"I hope you don't expect me to agree. Your definition of 'harm' differs from mine." A frown. Gloved digits pressed against the hilt of Gamuza, resting. She glanced briefly at the back of his head, taking the opportunity to observe and pick out the changes. Comparing his younger self to this one was trickier than she had first assumed -- had anything really changed? Except for his appearance, he still remained.. Well, him.

“Interesting choices from someone like you.”

To be honest, there wasn’t any real point of him asking — he didn’t care to know, simple as that. It was just a mere question to carry on the conversation as they came closer to the library, nothing else. He, however, did have another thing to at least mention. Something that wouldn’t have any agreement with, or any real approval. Something, that related to his works.

”.. Might I ask about you choosing to allow myself to look into your condition? It’d be something highly appreciated — and you wouldn’t be harmed at all.”

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Hello there and welcome to [Alternate Bleachiverse RP] group! We’re a brand new (AU) group for Tite Kubo’s Bleach, just starting out and can’t wait to get started! Anyone is welcome to check out the blog and look around or apply. If you like what you see please don’t hesitate to promote it to your friends! :) 

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heres young & beautiful by lana (✿◡‿◡)

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[/Totally isn't reading How to Be More Social and Gain More Friends]

[/Why would you even think that tbh]

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[11:32:57 PM] amy: drama is a big no for me lmao

[11:33:02 PM] amy: i just

[11:33:05 PM] amy: chill, bros

[11:33:08 PM] amy: have a snickers

[11:33:13 PM] amy: ur not u when ur hungry

[11:33:21 PM] amy: or do u need a break?

[11:33:25 PM] amy: have a kit kat

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"--... It's quiet."