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From a Supernatural WIP:

Dean searches frantically for something more to say, something to make this conversation last, but he knows there’s nothing else. “Take care, Mom.” “You too,” she says, and he hangs up, throws his phone away, hides his face behind his scale-covered hands.

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Check out my collab with the fantastic @morokollisyo for the SamWin JarPad Big Bang!

this is the map of my heart

Author: need-more-meta

Artist: Mörökölli

Word count: 22,476

Pairing: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Rating: Explicit

Summary:

A curse that makes roots grow out of a secret kept locked in a bleeding heart. A boy who will lose his stubborn life before giving voice to this rotting secret of his.

And another boy who will never, ever watch his little brother die again.

Link to fic: AO3

LInk to art: AO3

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Hello, Just wanted to say I recently got in to your fic, the most recent one the curse one. I just wanted to say it's awesome and I hope you continue write more of this ship. I love the wording of the your sentences and the flow, especially when something supernatural occurs. I hope you have a great day

Omg hi!! I'm so, so happy you enjoyed that story! And I do, indeed, intend to write so much more wincest, I have plans for at least the next few years. Thank you so much, you definitely made my day brighter! Hope you have a great day, too! <3 <3 <3

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From a Wincest WIP:

Sam’s eyes glide toward Dean’s marked neck again. Dean turns to the side, pretending to search for the right cup, as he offers Sam a better view of someone else’s claim on him. This is open warfare. Or this is Dean moving on. Sam doesn’t know which is worse.

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Words: 42,541 Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Season/Series 10, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Sibling Incest, Cursed Object, Mark of Cain (Supernatural), Fake/Pretend Relationship, more like one-sided fake/pretend relationship, Oblivious Dean Winchester, Jealousy, First Kiss, First Time, Getting Together, Explicit Sexual Content, Dry Humping, Anal Sex, Top Sam Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester/Top Sam Winchester, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, the implied non-con is part of a case, Suicide mention, the suicide mention is part of a case, it’s not a case fic it just has four cases in it, written to a prompt Series: Part 24 of Meta's Wincest Fics

Summary:

Seriously, what can one little cursed wedding ring do to Dean, who’s already bearing the first curse in the history of humanity?

A lot. It can do a lot.

Especially considering that he shares the curse with Sam, his newly minted husband.

Set in season 10.

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From a Supernatural WIP:

“Okay,” Dean says, “this is new.” “You think?” Sam asks, petty as always. Dean throws him a glare before turning his eyes back to the creature, who’s now engulfed in a cloud of twirling smoke. When it dissipates, the thing that emerges isn’t quite a dog anymore.

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From a Supernatural WIP:

“You make your own choices,” Dean says, needs to say this for both their sakes, “and I might not like them, hell, I might hate them, but they’re yours. And I understand.” He takes a breath, his chest aching like it’s being scraped hollow. “I’m not your baby anymore. You don’t owe me anything.” He listens to her silence and wonders, and fears, and doesn’t know what to do next, needs his Mom to tell him, guide him, hug him even if it’s one last time.

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My first Eldritch fic is live and I invite you all to join me and @yoannspn on a journey toward a better world! (Or is it?)

We End, We Begin

Fic Title: We End, We Begin 

Author: need_more_meta

Artist: Yoann

Genre: Horror

Pairing: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 20,329

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Tags: Season/Series 11, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, POV Sam Winchester, Gore, Cannibalism, Minor Character Death, Sibling Incest, Codependency, Protective Dean Winchester, Established Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Top Sam Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester/Top Sam Winchester, is this horror with tender romance or tender romance with horror, that’s up to you to decide

Summary:

Sam’s ready to do anything to destroy the Darkness, even if it means doing things he never thought he’d do.

Or being something he never thought he’d be.

(Set in season 11, diverging from canon at the end of episode 22 We Happy Few.)

Fic Link: story on AO3 

Art Links: art on AO3

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From a Wincest WIP:

“Okay?” Sam asks, wiggling his finger a little. “Awesome,” Dean mumbles into the slit of Sam’s gill. Sam shivers with a small low moan, and Dean will definitely explore this later, as soon as he gets his brother inside himself.

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Fic Questionnaire

Thank you, @enteselene, for tagging me! I'm a tiny fic writer, but I like talking about my fics, seeing that I have nothing else in my life.

1. How many works on AO3?

150 (50 of them are a series of ~500-1,000 Kylux ficlets written to a list of prompts)

2. Total AO3 Word Count?

1,155,848

3. Top 5 fics by Kudos?

Ease My Mind (a TBSATDH one-shot I wrote and slapped on AO3 within three hours after finishing the show because I wanted to try my hand at writing polyamory)

When the Line Connects (a fluffy MCU Steve/Bucky comedy that features fannish practices as a love language)

Hold His Broken Pieces (a dark Kylux story about non-sexy sex slavery and a long, convoluted, but ultimately hopeful path to recovery)

Give This Man a Hug (a gen MCU story about Steve Rogers needing—and getting—a goddamn hug)

Compatibility in the Time of Cholera (my very first omegaverse fic, a Kylux story featuring an epidemic that turns all heats into fuck-or-die situations where Hux finds a creative solution to handle the issue)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

I've written for Fullmetal Alchemist (Roy/Ed), Marvel Cinematic Universe (Steve/Bucky, Bucky/Loki), The Bastard Son and the Devil Himself (Nathan/Gabriel/Annalise), Our Flag Means Death (Ed/Stede), Star Wars (Kylux), and Supernatural (Wincest). I also wrote fic for Card Captor Sakura when I was ten, not knowing what fanfiction even is, and for Gravitation when I was 16, but, thankfully, those works have been lost.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Absolutely. I cherish every comment and I do my best to respond to all of them.

6. Angstiest Ending?

Hands down "give me another version, a different room"; it's the second part of a Wincest trilogy "Other Voices, Other Rooms" where Sam keeps trying to kick Dean out of his life, and in this installment, it works. (They do end up together in the end, but that's a different story.)

7. Fic with the Happiest Ending?

Almost all my fics have happy endings because I'm a big, big softie. But I'll say Great Heights, a Wincest story of Sam's love for Dean that spans from pre-Stanford to Heaven and features so much angst, the ending feels that much happier.

8. Do you get hate?

Although I write Kylux and Wincest, I've never had to deal with hate (yet), possibly because I'm just a little guy, not popular enough to be noticed by someone outside a small circle of readers.

9. Do you write smut?

Yes. Yes, I do. All my Wincest fics are explicit because, to me, actual sex is the only thing the show lacks in terms of their psychotic, irrational, erotic relationship. So that’s the hole I’m filling (all puns intended). (I should probably note that I’m asexual, and it always thrills me when someone calls my smut hot, because I myself don’t see it like that.)

10. Do you write crossovers?

I've written about a dozen Kylux Adjacent fics, which are technically crossovers. Apart from that, I wrote a crossover between Our Flag Means Death and a horror video game Slay the Princess.

11. Ever had a fic stolen?

No idea. Hopefully, no.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes, two, both Kylux.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

Yes, with a few other members of a Kylux discord. We are yet to post it, though.

14. All time favourite ship?

Wincest. As much as I love Kylux, and I still do, Wincest is THE sibling incest I'd been waiting for my entire life. These two boys are perfect for me. They're the answer to all my dark, twisted heart's prayers.

15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

A Steve/Bucky story "Shared Death Experience" that I started in 2020. It was supposed to be a story about ghosts where (almost) everyone is dead but it's a comedy. I have 10k written, and I love them, but I just don't have any time left for MCU with my life taken over by SPN events.

16. Writing Strengths?

I've had people praise my phrasing, my dialogue, my characterization, my angst, my fluff, my porn with feels, and my humor. Naturally, I myself think people are being way too kind, but that's what they say.

17. Writing Weaknesses?

Plot. I either get my stories fully (or almost fully) formed in the middle of the night, or I have to sit down and squeeze the story out of my brain with a great deal of pain. Coming up with actual events to take place in the story is like pulling teeth with my bare hands. I can't sustain long plots at all; my two 100k+ fics were written by accident. Don't get me started on Wincest case fics. Which I keep writing. Because I hate myself.

18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?

I had Natasha use some Russian curses in When the Line Connects and a couple of OCs use Ukrainian phrases in How Deep Does the Water Go (a Kylux FBI!Hux & Hacker!Kylo AU), but I mostly avoid mixing languages.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

As I've already mentioned, it was Card Captor Sakura. I was ten. I don't remember a single word, which, I think, is for the best.

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

I mostly forget every word as soon as I post a fic, and I almost never re-read my own work because I'm too embarrassed by it. However, I had the sweetest time writing "every day, we stray further," a Wincest omegaverse Christmas fic set after 15x19 where Sam softly and tenderly seduces Dean into the best relationship of their lives. This one, I did re-read and it made me happy.

Tagging @spnj2fanlw @jinkieswouldyoulookatthis @fictionallemons @jaynesilver @notlikelybutpossible @nylon-rabbit (apologies if you already did it and I missed it)

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From a Wincest WIP:

The Mark and the whispers clash in Dean's head as he continues his trudge forward, the slow progress toward the peace he longs for, the escape from all this mess. He’s so close. His hands are closing over the railing, and he’s thrilled, he’s fucking thrilled. He’s going to trick the Mark—this is violence, exactly what it demands of him. No one said he couldn’t be violent against himself.

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Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Season/Series 04, Canon-Typical Violence, Case Fic, Cursed Object, Christmas, Sibling Incest, Dean Winchester in Denial, There Was Only One Bed, First Kiss, First Time, Getting Together, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Bottom Dean Winchester, Top Sam Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester/Top Sam Winchester, written to a prompt Series: Part 23 of Meta's Wincest Fics

Summary:

Dean is determined to make Sam celebrate Christmas again, no matter how fucked-up their lives are at the moment.

What starts with an innocuous gift quickly deteriorates into being trapped in a cursed object with a monster on the loose, which, on second thought, is exactly the Winchester kind of Christmas.

Set after s04e15 Death Takes a Holiday.

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From a Wincest WIP:

The blood-water slides down his body and he looks at his hands, covered in it, and the Mark gloats, telling him this is how it’ll end. He collapses on the tiled floor, tears weak and useless running down his cheeks, and he hides his face in his palms, but he still sees Sam’s body in front of him, his worst nightmare and the Mark’s greatest wish. If it’s a prophecy, Dean really needs to go.

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From a Wincest WIP:

“You been wanting to jump Cass’s bones since the moment you saw him.” Dean can’t suppress a snort. The very idea. “Sam, that’s insane.” He almost forgets to be angry, trying to decide whether he’s more amused or disgusted by Sam’s accusation.

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From a Wincest WIP:

Dean drops one of Sam’s hands and reaches out to tuck a strand of Sam’s hair behind his ear. “Come home, Sammy.” Sam wouldn’t accept an order, but it’s nothing like that. It’s a promise, a confession, a resolution. The tangle of their lives, compressed into three words.

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From a Wincest WIP:

Debbie licks her lips, slow and forthright, and time around Dean disintegrates into snapshots. One, Debbie’s nails scratch at the stubble on the side of his jaw. Two, her gin-tinged breath tickles his skin. Three, her mouth presses against his, and her lipstick tastes like wax. Four, his eyes meet Sam’s over Debbie’s shoulder. Five—what?

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From a Wincest WIP:

When Sam’s lips touch his, there’s no electricity jolting all his nerve endings, no wave of heat rushing through him, no blinding white light exploding in his head. There’s a quiet warmth, and a feeling of being exactly in the right place at the right time.

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