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House should have definitely joined them on their date.

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Imagine starting at a new school and your roommate is like the nicest guy ever, and then you meet his friends and it's a stalker, a racist, an evil (/hj) ginger and two guys who are clearly better friends with eachother than the rest of the group. Then you all form a paternal bond with your English teacher and join his cult. And then unimaginable trauma happens and you just have to idfk put up with it.

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the poets….. i miss them…

- guy who watched dead poets society 30 minutes ago

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So backstory: I like to jokingly say "I think I have [x]" whenever I have any symptom of anything

So I had blue on my nails and I went to my mom and said "mum I think I have Wilson's disease" and she said "which one; the one with the symptoms or the one where you fall in love with house?" 😭😭😭

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me mentally: these characters have a relationship that cannot be defined by any one thing and reaches throughout the narrative and is so woven into their characters that trying to force it under one label would be inaccurate and doing it a disservice.

me out loud: idk man they're fuckin gay

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Growing up is actually just enjoying the exact same things you enjoyed at 14 years old, but in a more gay way

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Peter Weir: ok this is the big finale and probably the most important moment in Todd’s whole story, showing the audience his growth from the shy awkward kid who couldn’t speak in class or participate in anything into this changed person

Ethan Hawke: don’t worry, I got this

Ethan Hawke: 🧍

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How do you lend your best friend 5 grand and go "Yeah. It's cool because he's my Best Friend and he needs the money" and then when you find out he bought a fucking motorcycle and instead of forcing him to return the motorcycle he bought with your money you just let him keep it and you don't even make him pay you back. What's up with that are you like in love with him or smth

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WHO JUST… DECIDED NOT TO TELL ME ABOUT THIS??

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They have their thinking posture on

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— “suddenly it’s december”, margaux paul

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nobody plays a deranged closeted homosexual in love with his best friend quite like robert sean leonard

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Why do Dead Poets Society fans end up in the House MD fandom and vice versa. I know the fact that both of these shows have got The Robert Sean Leonard in them but why specifically HouseMD (or Dead Poets Society for that matter). I also know because of the plot of Dead Poets Society many eventually end up going through other films of RSL but most of the time they specifically get into House

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malpractice show still waging war in my head

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The heart and the mind (and they’re in love)

I’m so normal about these fictional doctors…

[ID: house md fanart. House and Wilson back to back looking at eachother. A brain and a heart fill the background. Wilson has his hand up, looks mildly annoyed and house looks a little devious. The colours are muted red and yellow and dark grey. End ID]

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All I ask is for a lover I could write letters and poetry to. And watch dead poets society every 15th of December with. And they could be the Neil to my Todd. And we would have little walks around the forest in autumn or run underneath the rain in summer. And we could do romantic shit like going to a bookstore or a café and talk about life. And I would buy them every little thing that makes me think of them. Is that too much to ask??

I'm a fucking romantic, no wonder I don't have any partner. *sigh* I'm gonna watch before sunrise and desperately project myself with both ethan hawke and julie delpy again then.

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don’t think i can call it a hyperfixation anymore fam im afraid im just long term insane about this piece of media